bAbYjC_cHuCk!e09

letting him go..

2007-05-10T23:22:00.000-07:00

When my sister came, I thought he'll be able to recover because the missing piece he was looking for is back.
It was a big mistake, he got weaker and weaker each day.
My mom, sister and I never failed to encourage him each day.
Since my sister is here, we make sure that our God-given time will not be wasted. We spend it like it's the last day of our lives. We cannot go out and have fun because he's already weak, so, we just have our own little fun at home. We have our lunches in my mom's mini cactus garden. That's what he wanted so we gave it to him.
He never forgot the memories my sister and I had when we were young. My hilarious rituals, my sister stealing bananas from our neighbor and all that.
April 30 and he was still his usual self making jokes and teaching us values and science [he really loves science] we are going to have a swimming outing the day after.. my tito dan, tita lornie, ate kahren, kuya JM, kuya kehvin, kuya Kenneth, Ate Cat, my mom, him and me even had a talk about *sparks* when falling inlove.. we had a lot of fun and teasing tita lornie and tito dan..
aftr our swimming the next day, we went straight to manila east med center because he will have his blood transfusion.. he was really really weak.. he even thought that it was morning when it was actually 11:30pm.

when we went home the day after and that's when he really got weak. he was disoriented, a lil effort of standing up will make him sooo tired, he wasn't the man I knew before, the man I really enjoyed hangin out with..

May 4
he went back to the hospital, picked up by an ambulance.. I didn't know what to do.. walang wala ako sa sarili ko nun.. seeing him in pain makes me weak too. So he was confined, the doctors found out that there were 3veins that burst in his right brain. my sister, kuya kenneth, ate em, tito dan and I stayed with my mom. We always talk to him and encourage him that we can get through this. yes, we can.

May 5
he was getting better he can raise his arms and move his feet but still cannot manage to get up.
1am he woke up with his eyes wide open looking at the four needles injected to him. I talked to him and asked him if he still knows me then he shook his head. my tears came up in my eyes.. knowing that he have forgotten everything about me makes it hard to look at him, a father not knowing his daughter was very painful but I tried to understand because he was disoriented. 3pm that day he was improving and can even move a little more. 5pm came and his doctor suggested for blood transfusion.. we were all praying hard for him because the doctor said that anytime now he will let go.. during his blood transfusion while everybody was solemnly praying his eyes suddenly opened wide and he looked at my mom and started to have chills. his blood reacted because of the transfusion. i almost lost my mind and I was holding his hand and told him that never let go.. the seizures were repeated 5 times.. everybody was crying.. during the 5th seizure which is the longest and last one was the very painful thing I could ever remember.. my mom told him that he can let go now.. he was fighting so hard to live.. he was looking for air to breathe.. my mom, sister and I was beside him and we told him to just surrender and let go.. then it happened, the man i ever loved was gone.. I was out of my mind.. It was hard to lose a father, a friend and a teacher.. things were not easy for the three of us.. but we could not do anything else but just to set him free.. we know he's happy today and we are happy for him too.. he was freed from pain and sufferings.. hindi na siya nahihirapan pa..

that was the story of how my father died last May5 8:45pm.. it was so sad because their wedding anniversary is on May6.. there..

until now, my dad talks to me in my dreams i don't know why, maybe because he wasn't able to tell me everything he wanted to tell me before he died.. he won't be able to see me graduate and be who he wants me to be..

It's hard to lose a father.. So, from that day forward I really make my mom feel really loved and cared for.. unexpected things can happen..

here are some pictures on my father's wake and before he died:

my mom and dad. i took that picture. :)

my dad. making his signature look. hahaha. i miss him sooo much.

last dinner sa Max's. :(

family picture in my sister's room. siksikan! :))

our very last family picture. :((

and there's my dad. :(

speeding things up.

2007-04-19T01:52:00.000-07:00

I'm so excited because my sister is at last coming home this sunday morning.

weeeeeee!

And another thing,

Our Sobremisana-Delgado Clan [my cousins in my mother side] will again be complete!

woot woot!

I miss the bonding with all of them.

I only usually hang out with Kuya Kehvin, Kuya Kenneth and Ate Kahren because they are only blocks away from our house while my other cousins are in San Pedro, Laguna.

at greenbelt. :] that was like 3 years ago? haha. :))

in Laguna but with missing titos and titas by that time. :)

we're complete and will again be this sunday.

atlast!

haha.

I just want to speed things up, I'm so excited.

Well, all of us here are thrilled too.

We can't wait to have our Sobremisana Reunion maybe in Real, Quezon or in Calatagan,Batangas.

woot!

I miss them looooaaaads.

So, that's it.

I just wanted to share my excitement with you.

As if naman maeexcite din kayo?

HAHA!

at the beginning with you.. :)

2007-04-01T05:59:00.000-07:00

WOW.

'twas months ago when I last posted.

I missed blogging.

:(

as of now, my summer vacation is boring. It's not really a vacation for me because I'm stuck in the four walls of our house. Yes dear, STUCK. and it's HELL. All I do everyday is wake up, eat, do the laundry [thanks to our maid who left us, atleast masipag na ako. :)) ] sleep, surf the internet and lotsa more boring things.

AGH.

I'm getting sick of it.

hmmm,

I miss 2-20.

I miss the fun with them.
wala si Maine eh. tsk.

waaaaa.

I sooooooo miss them. :(

I hope we could hang out some time.

So anyways,

I attended my cousin's graduation last Thursday (March 29)

It was Kuya Kehvin's graduation and of course I wanted to come because of his best bud Jovial/Jay.

ayeee! :))

Upon arriving, we took pictures and met some of my cousin's classmates.

as expected , Jovial was there and I met his mom. woot woot! haha. :">

Well, to make the story short. I had a blast even though the whole ceremony was boring because imagine 388 students will be called one by one. woah. o.O
I was touched with their graduation song entitled

"At the beginning"

"life is a road and I want to keep going
love is a river I wanna keep flowing
life is a road now and forever
wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.."

awwww. sweet!
their farewell song was common it was also our farewell song during our graduation when I was in sixth grade. The song was "Thanks to You"

i'ts so common, right?

After the dreadful graduation ceremony, they took pictures again. They are all vain y'know. haha. :))

so here are some pictures:

this is Jovial and my cousin Kehvin during their baccalaureate mass. :)

Kuya Kehvin with some of his classmates during the graduation ball.

Reggie, Kehvs, Jovial and a classmate before their march. :)

Kehvs and Jay (again)

me and Jay. awww. :)

- i'm drownin with regrets -

2006-12-12T01:46:00.000-08:00

regrets?

marami ako nyan. tsk. yung mga "dapat sana", "sayang" and "if only[s]" na mga lines. soobrang rami kong ganyan. grade 6 palang ako nun and ngayon ko lang naisip na kung hindi ko nalang sana ginawa yun edi masaya sana ako ngayon and sana hindi nalang ako ganun noon. oo. SAYANG talaga yung chance na yun. ngayon ko lang sya naisip kung kelan malayo na sya.[figuratively speaking ha?] ang hirap pala noh? sa huli mo lang malalaman [kung kelan lumayo na sya] na importante pala sya. nyaa. ang mahirap pa dun, nagkikita pa kayo each and every day sa eskwelahan niyo. and knowing na hindi mo na sya mababalik pa lalong lumalalala yung nararamdaman mong sakit. soo, mahirap talaga. ako? baong baon na ako sa mga regrets na toh. ewan. magulo eh. nahihiya ako sa taong yun kasi parang di parin kami nagkakaayos kahit 2 years ago pa yun. ang hirap niya makausap and kaibiganin ulit. ganun lang daw talaga ang life. sabi nga nila you have to face the consequences. hay nako, ito na ba yung consequence? yung pag snob niya sakin kahit may connection kami [through my kaberks] kahit papano? binigyan ko sya ng letter nuon nung retreat nila and sabi ko na sorry talaga dun sa mga nangyari and sana bati kami. Di ko alam kung anu yung reaction niya dun. grabe. sobrang nagsisisi na ako. I talked to my former classmate si Cham/momsie kagabi tapos nakwento ko nga yun sa kanya. and sabi niya baka hindi parin nagheheal or may malaki paring gap saming dalawa. anhiraaaaap. GAAAH. ayun. basta, nakakailang na sya. and parang I want him back. [woah? di naman siguro sa ganun. parang gusto ko lang mawala yung gap samin] ayun.

so okay, nagdrama nanaman ako. wala lang. onti lang naman makakagets niyan eh. HI KAT, ALI, ABBY AND LEANNE! =)

so, anu nga ba meron ngayon?

ayun, ENGLISH DAY namin ngayon. so, nag music kami sandali mga 5 mins. lang. hehe. then start na ng english day namin. first was the speeches, ang galing ni KEVIN RIVOR! weeee. kahit di ka nasama sa top 3. okay lang yan! you still rock! =)

sa EXTEMPORANEOUS speech. I liked the topics. ang galing talaga and sobrang nagulat ako sa topic ni Abby tamang tamang tama talaga sa situation niya. woah. If I have 24 hours to live.. wow talaga. nagustuhan ko naman yung topic ni Lea If I could go back in time.. WOOOOOW. parang gusto ko sana ako nalang yung extempo namin para dun ko masabi yung gusto ko iparamdam sa kanya. naks. loka. joke lan.

If I could go back in time I'll change everything I've done wrong para wala na akong ireregret ngayon. weeeeee.

so, nanalo si Julian sa Extemporaneous speech. CONGRATS!

sa quiz bee naman, si Russell was 3rd ata? or 4th? ayun. basta.

tapos sa spelling si Sean, he won 2nd place! congraaats!

after the english day, lunch namin so I hung out with my berks and ayun. we tried to fix the conflict between my 'kaberks' and 'sis' [LOL]. ayun. hay nako, sa inyong dalawa.

**kung anu man ang resulta niyang conflict niyo. desisyon niyo yang dalawa. we're trying to help you pero parang wala lang sa isa. kayo rin. you'll regret it! [regret nanaman] swear.

ayun. after lunch was Math. wala pa si Ms. Duka sa room so parang nagkagulo yung class namin and pagpasok ko palang may umiiyak na. tsk. siya nanaman. and this time, soobrang nagwawala na siya. so kinausap namin ni Apple yung mga dakilang pasimuno and ayun. clinear nila. napagsabihan kami ni Ms. Duka. ayun. hanggang naubusan na kami ng time. weee. =)

Science, naubos din yung time dahil sa nawawalang groupmates sa Lab Investigation ayun. leader pala ako di ko alam. tsk. hehe. ayun. kagrupo ko pala si Emman, Amira, Merlin, Quimbo, Mikki, Sean and Ralvin [nyakaw!]

ayun. dismissal, kasama ko sila Ali, Abby and Mikee. merienda sa canteen. ayun. nangulet si RR at Sean at nagpalibre ng Iced Tea. ayun. tapos libot libot sa campus. dun kami nakaisip ni Ali ng name na ME [wag niyo nang alamin kung sino sino yun. *ehem*] haha. kaya ayun.

I LOVE ME!

-end of this whatever post.

- dentist -

2006-12-01T21:12:00.000-08:00

hmn. i just remembered my experience when I was a kid and my greatest fear was no other than the DENTIST. so, yea, laugh all you want but that was me before. I remembered how I cried soo hard because I don't want my teeth to be pulled out and seeing the materials that the dentist used made me more scared.

dentists are my arch-nemesis (tama ba spelling? =p) when I was about 4-8 years old. yea, EIGHT years old. the only thing I ever loved about dentist is the teeth cleaning. When I was about 6 years old I dropped by to the dental clinic near our house for my teeth to be cleaned. realizing that it didn't hurt, I came back everyday just for the cleaning. I thought it's the same with brushing my teeth. Not knowing that my innocent mom will be paying for it later on. (hindi kasi alam ng mom ko na lagi akong nagpapalinis. =p) All my mom ever thought was that I'm just playing with the dentist's daughter Hannah. ayun. My mom was sooo surprised when she was told by the dentist (tita joy) that I have been coming there for my teeth to be cleaned and that she needs to pay for it. So, considering the fact that I was a 6-year-old girl who didn't know anything about the bills to be paid for. The dentist gave a 50% discount, I think? My mom just found it funny because I was so innocent about the bills and so she told me that teeth cleaning should only be done every 6 months. haha.

ayun. natuwa lang ako. naalala ko lang kasi. hehe.

I have more dentists incidents before.

I'll share another one next time.

buhbye!

- a fresh new start! -

2006-11-29T18:28:00.000-08:00

hay, finally i had the mood to post.

haha.

anyways,

there are lots of things I missed posting!

the intrams and other activities!

waaa.

hmn.

today,

we have no classes!

wee!

hehe.

oh by the way, my new seatmate is RR!

nyaaa. haha. peace RR!

it's not that i don't like him as my seatmate pero kasi lagi niya akong ginagamitan ng super pitik niya! masakit kaya! samahan mo pa ng kurot ni Sean! GAAAH.

I'm tortured! mamamata ata ako sa pwesto ko! nyaaa! hehe.

pero tuwa parin kami ni RR kasi katabi rin namin si Rull!

yey!

haha. ayun.

wala na akong maisip eh.

buhbye!

=p

- take my hand, we'll fly to the sky.. -

2006-11-09T00:38:00.000-08:00

woooow. its been a week[??] since i last posted. AGH. its all because of this fuckin DSL. rawr.

today, we had a usual day. oh, my new seatmate is Kat. hmf. ayaw pa nga niya eh. huhu.

ayun. this day was oh-so-awesome. bastaa. andaming nangyaring masaya. weehee. haha.

uhm. i arrived today sa school at about 6:00? or later than that and Ali was surprised that I was that early. hehe. ayun. I just used the free time to write some palanca letters for the retreatants [3-31], and hung-out with my berks. the usual laughtrip, exchanging of stories and teasing me with him rituals. ayun.

first subject was SCIENCE
-wooosh [trip ko lang. angal ka?] laughtrip as usual.. then, formal lessons. weee. ayun.

second was SOCIAL SCIENCE
I kept chatting with RR and Quimbo because Kat felt so cold so she exchanged with RR kaya ayun. unfortunately, with RR as my temporary seatmate I will be the one who will hear his corny jokes. haha. PEACE TAYO RR! =D so Mr. Lorenzo gave out the grades and I was so satisfied with mine. JLo congratulated me because he told me that I improved daw. yey. haha.

RECESS

third subject: MATH
just pure lessons and an unexpected so-called visit from *ehem*. because the OHP that they will use is in our classroom. thank you Lord! LOL. ayun. lesson and daldalan with Quimbo and RR parin. =p

fourth subject: Practical Arts
we headed to the sewing room for our lesson there and good thing that the room is already airconditioned not like last year. =p we just took up all about food, nutrtion and alike. the 10 signs of good nutrition! weee. LOL.

LUNCH
I ate pipers and went sraight to the LRC where we usually see the 8th wonder of the world. haha. I just studied for English, helped Emman in typing and study again. oh, before i forget, THANK YOU ABBY AND BERNA! for the so-called help. hehe. alam na natin yun. =p

FILIPINO
usual reporting of F and L. and another unexpected visit from *ehem*. hehe.

ENGLISH
ganun parin. we had a fishbowl activity. about the little incident.

*bow*

dismissal
we [emman, Quimbo and me] hung-out in the guidance office and talked to ms.yabut. ayun.

note:
this was all about yesterday ha. =p

that's it for now!

tata!

buhbye!

- random things -

2006-10-29T01:15:00.000-08:00

I haven't posted anything these days. so im going to tell you everything I remember from last week.

.Monday.
It was a hectic monday. sheesh. a lot of reviews, homeworks, quizzes and alike. huhu. thank goodness I survived that tiring day. *whew*

.Tuesday.
We have no classes and out of my laziness I didn't took the opportunity to study for the coming exams. I just stayed in my room, did what I have to do excluding studying and just lay in the bed all day soundtripping. oo na, masipag na nga akong bata. =p

.Wednesday.
another hectic day! AGH. A lot of summative tests are given so it will serve as our reviewer for the exams the next day. grr.

.Thursday.
Our exams is 10am in the morning so that means I still have time to wake up early and use the time to study for Science and Math these two are hard subjects for me. So, I woke up at around 6am. I actually planned to wake up at around 5:30 and my cellphone alarmed by that time. but, hey, our exams is still 10am, so give me a chance to sleep. hehe. I slept late the night before anyways. I went to school 8:30 and found Leanne and Ali waiting for me in the lobby. We headed straight to the library to review. then, when we were about to go out. WOW. I saw the most wonderful thing I have ever seen in the planet entering the library so they kept teasing me. unfortunately we are on our way to the canteen to eat breakfast at that time. We found out that he sat on the same chair I sat before! wee! [yak. mababaw na kung mababaw! hehe.]
the three of us had a pancake and mocha java while reviewing. then the bell rang, just about time when Abby arrived so we fetch her in the lobby and as usual, they started teasing me about what happened in the library and yun. We had our exams. and holy cow I didn't expect that I will be able to answer our exam in Math. In Science, there are some questions that made me confused. ARGH. After the exams, I bought again another mocha java in the canteen and first hung out with Kat and Apple and talked about the exams. On our way out, I found Leanne, Abby and Ali going inside the canteen so I preferred to stay. as usual and as expected, this wonderful person went in and they teased me with him. AGH. pero nagkangitian naman kami. haha. LOL. ayun. After the exams, I was sooo not in the mood to study for Theology and Filipino. So I just went online, chat with my classmates and asked for some reviewers then voila! I was able to study online! haha.

.Friday.
the usual, Library, laughing,teasing,drinking mocha java. haha. ayun. our exams was quite easy, Mr. Sonajo was right. hehe. ayun. again. the ritual after exams. then I went home with big problems inside me. aww. ayun. I was so scared when I found out that she is mad at me and one of my classmates because of the issue. ayun. I really did my best to say sorry and she told me that the guy, her and I. will just talk the next day. so i was like, NO WAY! i will never ever talk to that guy anymore! sheesh! no thanks. Id rather leave you mad at me than let me talk to that guy! well, that was before. ayun. this day has the rising action of my whole week. I was studying and at the same time thinking about what will happen the next day and if im going to have the courage to talk to him AGAIN. ayun. so I was texting her and beggin that we can talk but just not include him. PLEASE? all these frustrations and regrets are taking over me and i was sooo DOWN by that time. I didn't know what to do. good thing Bea Casabar replied on my text so I told her my problems and about that incident. I was sooo scared! ayun. Evening came and someone texted me and told me to give him my number because he has something to 'clean up', may icclear daw sya regarding the issue. ayun. I immediately gave my number and he called. so we talked about the issue and told me the truth in our *nevermind* ayun. I found myself crying while talking to him and I just don't know what to say. my mind was ultimately blank. i didn't know how I should feel. In my mind was like. WOW. so I have been looking this stupid for months. he told me he was sorry and I was so speechless on what he told me. I was like. uh-huh. okay.. sige.. sure.. ayun. he finally hung up and I immediately ran to my room and cried my heart out. ansakit kasi nun eh. to find out that I looked like an idiot and he played with me for 8 months. I just don't know.. I just dont.. ayun.. I cried myself to sleep that night.. ...

.Saturday.
I went to the library. and studied a bit and I was really not focused. A lot of things happened and ayun. my head was still blank. I just played volleyball with Quimbo and co. with Leanne then a teacher came. and we all know that we are not allowed to play sports during examintation days so, Quimbo, Leanne and I went to the canteen and I shared on what happened last night and they suggested that I should have done this and that. they were also shocked. see? ayun. they suggested me negative things to do. but I just can't do that. hay. then ayun. Ali and Abby arrived and I told them what happened and I didn't notice that I started crying. they comforted me and they hugged me and all. nung kinwento ko ulit kay Emman and Maine I also cried. ganun katindi yung sakit eh. huhu. tapos ayun exams and Soc Sci was soo hard because JLo didn't discuss most of the questions to us argh. then English was quite easy. ayun. sabay kami lumabas ni Quimbo, Emman and I planned to play volleyball. Abby insisted that we invite him. pero nanonood kasi siya sa mga nagbbball. so ayun. natakot ako maglaro sa parking lot kasi andaming cars and baka makadamage kami. So I told them to look for a better place. then we met Apple and Kat along the way and told us the plan on going to our house. Kat came with us and played volleyball and Quimbo's ball went to the other side of the wall which is outside the school because Quimbo hit it in the wrong direction. hala. we went to the muddy side yung malapit sa labasan ng SBC and grabe ang lambot nung mud! and ayaw namin ni Kat! nyaks! ang putik talaga! ayun. we went to the underground CR for us to clean our muddy shoes. ika nga ni Quimbs adventure daw. haha. ayun. We first went to Mcdo to buy our light lunches. then went to Quimbo's house and grabe mabait na anak si Quimbo. loko yun eh. haha. then our plans changed and instead of going to Emman's house we went to Chua's house! grabe parang ang lapit lang. and I was soo quiet during the whole trip especially when we passed by marcos highway. OUCH. ayun. they were all talking and I was just looking outside the window and again with my blank head. ayun. when we arrived. Chua showed his sister's room and it was oh so pretty! it was all pink! and i love pink! yey! haha, ayun. we stayed in chua's room and surf the net and we watched the Exorcism of Emily Rose. this time I understood the story kasi when we watched it before I didn't really get what the story is all about. ayun. then we went to our house which was the boring of all houses we have ever been to because i was really not in the mood. so i just let the guys play my barbies and dress them as they want them to. ayun. Kat and Quimbo also told me that I was being too nice because of what happened the night before.. Quimbo told me that next time that happens.. I should fight for what I really feel inside.. and napagisip isip ko nga.. tama nga sila.. masyado nga akong mabait and nagmamartyr na ako. hayy, ayun..

il just edit this lalagyan ko nalang nga mga icons para mas interesting basahin.

bye!

- freakin tired -

2006-10-22T01:16:00.000-07:00

I have again missed 2 days of postin. I need to study that's why. I wanna tell you everything that happened last friday onwards.

Friday October 20, 2006
A regular day. as usual the lecture day because our second quarter examinations is coming. then dismissal, Maine, Quimbo, Emman and Chua went to my house. weee. wala lang. trip lang namin. ayun. After we had our merienda, Jasper, Bebz [kuya RJ], PJ and Luigi came. wala lang din. sumunod lang din sila. haha. Maine and Jasper strolled around our village so there are seven of us left. we just talked about a girl that Bebs treat as a so-called bestfriend. deny pa sya eh. ayun. ultimate laughtrip. and Chua dared me to touch one of my mother's cactus so that he will not go home. so out of my stupidity I held it and at first i thought nothing happened with my hands but when I tried to close it I felt the thorns and it hurt! huhu. ayun. Kuya PJ helped me out in getting the thorns out of my hand and its very hard to see where it is. huhu. ayun. after i think an hour and a half of laughing Chua and Quimbo left. so there were 5 of us left in the house because Maine and Per is still not around. so we continued the laughtrip and ayun. some intriguing questions were asked. haha. LOL. then my mother called me and she told me that she saw Main and Per at the back of our village and I know that it is dangerous there so I immediately told the guys that we need to fetch Maine and Per there. but when we are on our way, a loudly barking dog was there and I was so scared so we went to the other way around. ayun. We saw the couple there and we finally went home. then another 30 minute laughtrip then Maine was fetched by her mother so after she and Emman left. Luigi, PJ, Bebs and Per left aslo. so ayun. buhbye. so after that my parents came home and I watched a space-y movie with my father who is a sucker for science investigations like UFOs and whatsoever. I didn't notice that I fell asleep. duh? so ayun. nakatulog na ako. because I was sooo tired. *whew*

Saturday Ocotber 21, 2006
nothing much happened. I just made some of our requirements and finished them and watched movies. happy birthday Joannalou!*bow*

Sunday [today Otober 22,2006]
I woke up early because it is the 26th anniversary of our religious community. weee. haha. so we went to Anawim in Montalban to celebrate it. the youth which is the YMPACT. is assigned to paint the Nichos yung lagayan ng patay. huhu. It was freakin scary. huhu. I painted Carmelo Pons Beech's nicho. Angelo and Joseph kept teasing me and telling me that its Carmelo the bitch. huhu. ang samaa. then ayun. ate Ching told me that i am so dedicated with my work because I was so focused in painting but it didn't turn out the way I wanted it to be. Albert and Anjho even put hearts and flowers and put some borders in the side. I kept laughin at their work kasi naman noh. gawin bang parang picture frame yung nicho . haha. LOL. Then we had lunch, JC was freaking me out because while he kept acting weird and he looked scary. ayun. pinagtulungtulungan na ako nila Ate Ching, Joseph and Angelo na high na daw kasi si JC. loko yun eh. haha. then after the meal. we went back to the cemetery and I also painted Tomas Recto's nicho. and it is way better than Carmelo's. haha. so after that. we went home. grabe, I really miss my YMPACT family. huhu. I haven't seen them for soo long and it was like last summer? huhu. good thing I decided to come in this anniversary. haayy. it was quite a relief when I saw them. and I finally had the chance to have fun with them again. thank you Lord! =p

bye!

tC!

- i miss my brownies -

2006-10-19T06:51:00.000-07:00

bakit kaya brownies??

hmmm!

I haven't posted anything right these past few days due to our requirements needed in school.

good thing my work is lessened because some of the difficult projects are done! *whew*

so today was a usual day,

im tired,

sick

and need lots of sleep!

bye! hehe.

another lame post of mine.

- i miss my brownies -

2006-10-19T05:46:00.000-07:00

bakit kaya brownies???

[FYI: These are cells.]

hmmmnn!

ahm.

I again missed some days of posting due to projects, seatworks and other requirements.

well, today I have already finished some of the difficult porjects.

today was just a usual day.

and I'm so tired

so I need to sleep. BOW.

bye!

- milky knots -

2006-10-16T03:32:00.000-07:00

yesterday, I had a BIG BIG problem. its not because I have a fever but its something that made me more sick! huhu.

UGH

today, i went to school sick.
wooow. good thing i got a little better.
I'm still sick and thats good. haha. loko.

Advisory
We talked about the jersey payments and all bout IAC. Ms. Duka is not that excited for intrams. haha. I just kept on chattin with Quimbo. as usual.

Social Science
Mr. Lorenzo first told us about the man who won the most pretigous award in the wooorrlld! woo. haha. then we tackled about the sumerian civilization. and wrote an essay of what we think is the most important contribution of the said civilization. I chose the wheel. weee. =p

Recess
I rushed my color etching activity and traced the puzzle to the paper. weee. Good thing I finished it on time! weeee. hehe.

Math
We had a partner activity and I'm with Quimbo. we wanted a challenge so we chose each other. ayun. I was so confues with all the variables and numbers and all!! whoaa. i'm not even sure with my answers! I just hope we got the right ones. =p

Theology
Quiz about all the lessons we have tackled and I was really squeezing my brain out for me to be able to answer those questions! but thank goodness I was able to squeeze something in this brain of mine. haha.

Lunch
I sat near the hell guy and my friends kept teasin me about him. ayun. still, it was fun and we all printed out our summaries in mahabharata and we all have the same infos! we all took it from 1 site. there was i think 9 of us [Maine, Kenneth, RR, Sean, Emman, and I] some of us have 2 or 3 pages. haha., weeee. mababaet na bata.

English
UGH! We had like 6 exercises! throughout the period! the last two were over 25!! ugh. It made me more sick. ARGH. all those past participle, present participles and whatsoever made my headache worse. grrr. huhu.

Filipino
We went to the AVR. and while we are on our way there, I saw something that made me breathless! wee. apple!! haha. then ayun as usual. Florante at Laura, everyone was laughing because of Merlin's report. peace tayo Merlin! It's soo high tech! I can't believe it! *kindat kindat* hehe. pero infairness, he's report was good if you really listened well. and Mr. Sonajo made an agreement with us because some of our classmates were making up sentences applicable for gradeschool students. huhu.

Science
We just tackled about the sex link and all.. *bow*

Dismissal
We went to the canteen, bought some snacks and went home. Maine and Emman went to our house. trip lang namin. hehe.

Dentist
hmn. I went to the clinic with my cousin. and I opened my mouth and they did what they have to do. and my dentist's assitant was like killing me with the i-dont-know-what-to-call-it-mirror! AHH! she keeps pressing it soo hard that my tongue hurt. argh. and now my braces are color light pink and purple! weeee! =p

TC!

tata!

- lalalalala.. -

2006-10-15T02:01:00.000-07:00

im still freakin sick.

wow.

I need to say buhbye.

at least I wrote an entry, right?

bye! =p

- yawn -

2006-10-14T00:58:00.000-07:00

I didn't post for two days so i broke my promise. huhu. sorry QUIMBO!

yesterday [October 13]

It was Friday the 13th, hmn? does anyone believe the rumors they say aboiut that date and day? do you believe that?well, I don't. hehe. ayun.

We just had 2 subjects.
First was GICP.
We just tackled about the lesson on which some boys took maliciously! ayun. We need to learn about that so Mr. Coloma taught us the consequences for that act. then ayun. Were done. =p

Second was SCIENCE.
We just draw our baby dragon. ours was a girl called yumiipuff. awww. she looked so cute. we used the whole time just to draw and have fun coloring. hehe.

after the two subjects we had our recess and finally went to AFP theatre to watch the Ibong Adarna play. We were on the 7th bus, it is where the excess students are placed. haha. during the bus ride Maine and I including some of the boys at our back just slept throughout the trip, while Apple, Kat, Rivor and Jonell kept making noises, jokin around and havin fun. haha. kami lang maingay dun! hehe. then, when we arrived there are lots of schools there and it was soo crowded outside. After the play, a woman announced the names of the school with the proper theatre etiquette. wow. no wonder we were not called. the first years kept jeering and making noise the while the play was going on. argh. those first years almost got into my nerves. Why the hell can't they just sit there and watch that play in a disciplined way?? argh! awww. i felt sorry for Fr. Angelo because he is probably upset about our behaviour. huhu. while we are going out the theatre, I can barely breath because of the smell and its too crowded. then on our way home, Maine, Apple, Kat and I just slept while I hear the boys laughin and sharing stories. haha.
so okay. that's yesterday.

Today [October 14]
I woke up sick. ugh. I am awfully sick. huhu. My head is like spinning around. i don't know. wow. yet i still had the strength to post. haha.

well, that's it for now.

gotta go!

bye!

- uh huh -

2006-10-11T04:20:00.000-07:00

uhm. so nothin much happened today.

a really simple day just added with a living rosary and a mass.

Math
we simply discussed about the addition and subtraction of rational expression. as usual, 20 kept fooling around. haha.

-----------------------------
il just edit this as soon as i can! got lots of things to do!!

bye!! =p

- splendid day. -

2006-10-10T03:54:00.000-07:00

wow. this day was soo great.

first subject: MUSIC
we had the quarterly exams and I noticed that no one started answering when Mr. Crisostomo gave us the exam sheet. Nobody knows the right places and values of the B's and F's etc. wow. but good thing Mr. Crisostomo realized that we don't know what to do. then he wrote the right places and values, whew! thank goodness! haha.

P.E
woooow. 2-20 for the first time in history enjoyed this subject! We all enjoyed the multiple stunts! first, we had the Circular Jump [tama ba?] basta. ayun. I'm with Apple, Kat and Maine. we soo had fun jumping and jumping and whatsoever. haha. then next stunt was, the Merry Go round I also enjoyed this. But, its a bit hard. DJ's hand is so slippery while Sean is holding me too tight. but i liked this stunt. kawawang kawawa nga si Quimbo eh. naihagis ata. haha. and finally the very fun part, the final stunt was skin the snake backward. 'twas a girls against boys racing. there were 2 groups of boys coz there are a lot of them so they were divided into two then our group[girls]. First try, the second group of boys won! 'twas RR's group. then the girls wanted a rematch so we raced again and yey! we won! but as decided, it was like a best of 3 game so we played again. but the Champion was the second group of boy's yung group ni RR! ahh! talo kami! nabuhol buhol kasi kami eh.. hehe. ayun. we actually had fun in P.E! wow!

Recess
usual ritual.

Prac Arts
ok lang. nothing much happened. we just had a lil quiz and a lil talk bout the subject. =p

English
this was actually fun ha! infairness, Mrs. Elemento was improving! she was so funny. that's all. we had so many exercises. bow. =p

Lunch
I rushed my math assignment. haha. we stayed in the library and may tinulak sa harap ko! tama ba yun Ivan or Erlance!? ewan! hehe. =p

Math
We had a discussion about our assignment. and good thing the items i answered were right! yey! haha. Ms. Duka also showed us our jersey well it cool and i like the blending of colors. woow. =p

Science
as usual, we just laughed our hearts out. there's nothing new about it right? haha. ayun.

------------------------
hi Paolo Quimbo! zup?
thanks for the tag!=p
------------------------
that's my day!

bow!

TC!

bye!

- every little thing he does is MAGIC -

2006-10-09T02:53:00.000-07:00

zukato mirishikiarichikitoku or zumi

^that's my japanese name. wanna try?
click here. > http://www.friendster.com/bulletin.php?bid=98694039&uid=15533595

uhm. so yea. im zumi. sounds cool for me. hehe.

hmn. what's up with me today? throughout the whole day my mind was so blank i didn't laugh at Quimbo's jokes coz i usually does. I was in the mood for the lesson but i'm not into being happy today. i don't know. i'm just not in the mood and i don't know what or who caused it. wow. that silence with me throughout the day finally ended when Mrs. Elemento started fooling around. but i sometimes get annoyed when she cracks her jokes in a corny kind of way. ARGH. it makes her look like she's trying too hard to make us laugh.

here's my day:

Advisory
we planned for the IAC and talked about what sport are we going to join. whew. i am included in the volleyball mixed and futsal girls. wow. i'm kindah excited with the futsal thing because i have never played futsal before. I am just curious on how the game will be played. yey! haha.

Social Science
this is getting me more interested than what i feel about this subject before. I was interested with the topic and all and i'm really enjoying it. i didn't know what got into me to make me like that freakin subject. wow. Mr. Lorenzo or as Kenneth and all the other students would call him, JLo, is a really nice teacher. believe me. yep, i know he looks strict but once you get to know him more, you'll see how hilarious he is. haha.

RECESS
hectic. alot to thnk about and all. =p

MATH
we had a lil seatwork and i kinduh got confused. ARGH. huhu. i told you, i was not in my proper mind. gosh. i didn't know what i was supposed to do with all that numbers and variables. wah! help meee. =p

Theology
I miraculously participated because i often find this period, *yawn* boring but today was totally different, i kept on reciting and it wasn't really me. whoa. what the hell is wrong with me today?! haha. infairness, i actually loved theology! =p

LUNCH
more hectic! i have my report for Filipino to be done! and notebook activity to finish! aaghh! but good thing i was able to finish it by the time the bell rang. whew. =p

English
here's the funny part. Mrs. Elemento seems like she's on her mood today. and she wasn't the grumpy old woman we hate. haha. thank you Lord! we just reviewed our lesson last friday. that's all. =p

FILIPINO
*drum roll AGAIN. dan dan dan dan* when Kat was reporting I admitted that I really can't breathe. I'm so nervous! whoaa! but i was touched and moved on what Mr. Sonajo said to us about this love thing it really strucked me. He told us that you would not really realize the person's worth unless that person leaves. and that's a big OUCH for me. then. when i started reporting,he told me that he liked my background and my report was good[?!?] *WHEW*, then he continued his talk about love. i learned a lot from him. grabee! di ko alam na marami rin palang alam si sir tungkol sa ganun! thank you sir! mwa! =p

SCIENCE
the last subject! FINALLY! woo. Mr. Seguban is also in the mood today and we really didn't have a formal discussion but instead he just made us laugh our hearts out of ourselves. haha. =p

dismissal
i need to stay till 5:30 coz i need to finish MY powerpoint presentation in Computer. but good thing ms. Rivera told us that we can pass it tomorrow. whew. thank you!! ayun. we tried playing football and accidentally when i kicked the ball it went straight to Toru's heavenly place! yuck. im being green! eww. haha. sorry Toru! Oh! and to add more tension! "my past mommy and daddy" were there!! whoaa! and Maine told me that "the daddy" was staring at me when i passed by them. nyaaay. nakakatakot. =p

maine and I kept singing the every little thing he does is magic song by MYMP.
here's the lyrics.

Every Little Thing He Does is Magic
MYMP
Though I tried before to tell him
All the feelings
I have for him in my heart
Everytime that I come near him
I just loose my nerve as
I've done from the start
(Chorus)
Coz every little thing he does is magic
Every thing he does just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for him goes on

Do I have to tell the story
Of the thousand rainy days since we first met
It's a big enough umbrella
But it's always me who ends up getting wet

(Repeat Chorus)

I resolve to call him up
A thousand times a day
And ask him if he'll marry me
In some old fashioned way
But my silent fears have gripped me
Long before I reached the phone
Long before my tongue has stripped me
Must I always be alone

(Repeat Chorus)

Every little thing
Every little thing he does
Every little thing he does is magic, magic, magic

-------------------------------------------
hi RR! ayan na ha. special mention ka na. tag naman tayo diyan! hehe. binigyan ko na ng part ng blog ko ang pag greet lang sayo ha! 1/32 yan ng blog ko! tag ka! kung sinu man ang gusto magpa greet. tell me. il greet you here! haha. =p
-------------------------------------------

that's my day!

got nothin much to share!

bye!

mwa!

=p

- uhm. may namimiss ako?? -

2006-10-08T02:23:00.000-07:00

got nothin much to say today.
my day was my usual Sunday.
we heard mass this mornin,[i told you im a totally religious person! haha.]my cousins were also there. and Shanea my lil cousin was enjoying the sound of the lil stuff toy that Mikki gave me. [thank you Mikki!]. haha. and we went home enjoying each other's stories and all. My cousins and I updated each other with our lives, what happened in school and all. They were teasing me because NCAA lost yesterday. so I was like "okay lang, for charity naman yun eh, it's no big deal noh." haha. for your info. they were all colleges and graduated students na. haha. they were all supporting the UAAP team. well, i don't really care. hehe.

so they went home, and i was alone again in our house only with my parents who are in their own room. so i just finished my powerpoint presentation in Filipino. and im already done with it! yey! haha. i just don't know either Mr. Sonajo will like it or not. but i know Mr. Sonajo is a very nice guy, err, i mean Gal. He's one of the coolest teachers i've known. haha. he's not a harsh person you know. i remember during our first year days, Mrs. Bea was not present and our class was so noisy and many were going out of the room. He was our substitute teacher and all my classmates were like running for their lives because we are all terrfied and we know that he is mad. that's why when he entered our class this year, i was trembling and thinking on how to survive his class. He noticed that some of the students in our room are so terrified to recite so he finally said that thare's nothing to be scared about. He made us realized that he is such a nice person. haha. pero, medyo may di magandang nangyari at di yata nagustuhan ni sir, hehe, kasi may nakita siyang di kanais nais sa laptop ni Chua. haha. pero, there's nothing to be jealous about. you know! hehe. sa 20 nalang yun. =p

so, I finally finished 2 powerpoint presentations. *whew*

sorry for my computer members, im really sticking to our rules, and i know we've talked about it before, i clearly told you that if you didn't pass any research to me i will not include you in the members list. i know its strict, pero its more unfair for me. Si CJ nga na alam kong petiks at sigurado akong hindi magpapasa eh nagpasa naman. diba? so I'd rather report with CJ than let you report. why? because it is unfair i've worked hard for that presentation. you may also ask Quimbo if you don't believe me. I've asked you to do a simple task. research that's the only thing you need to do, but you didn't pass it to me. wag niyong idadahilan sakin na kasi ginawa niyo pa yung ibang subjects, well read this:

hindi lang kayo ang may iba't ibang subject. May filipino notebook din akong kailangang tapusin. May Theology reflection din akong kailangang gawin. pero nagawa ko paring magresearch at gumawa pa nga ng dalawang powerpoint eh. di ako nagbigay ng sobrang bigat na trabaho. research lang gawin niyo may grade na kayo. is that too much to ask? wag niyong idahilan na busy kayo. KASI BUSY DIN NAMAN AKO. may math din akong kailangan pang isolve. may Soc sci rin tayong assignment sa civilizations. see? hindi lang kayo nahihirapan. wag niyo ring idadahilan na tinotopak ang yahoo or yung email niyo dahil pwede namang iprint yang research na yan. wag niyong sabihin saking nakalimutan niyong ibigay sakin kasi 5 araw tayong nagkita last week. hindi niyo pa ba naalala yun? If you fail, don't blame me. usapan natin na hindi ko talaga ilalagay sa members list yung hindi magpapasa ng research. and WAG NA WAG nyo ring sasabihin na ngayon ko lang kasi kayo tinext or niremind. DUH? last last week pa yan. hindi ako reminder para magalarm. hindi ako calendar or memo para i-update ko kayo. at higit sa lahat hindi niyo ako secretary para sisihing hindi ko kayo sinabihan [hello ate cat!]. okay? ayun. at sabi ko nga sa inyo, THAT'S FINAL.

-------------------------------------
ayan. strict na kung strict. hehe.

hayy.

well, its getting late.

erm?

buhbye!

TC!

- beautiful days -

2006-10-07T03:13:00.000-07:00

"beautiful days"

I see beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
You've touched my heart so deeply
And I can't thank God enough
For all the beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
Everything is just so wonderful
Every little thing is just so beautiful
When I spend it with you
You came along
In an unexpected time
It was so divine
Knowing you are mine
It feels so right
When I look into your eyes
I never knew that love
Could make me feel this way
I can't wait for the day
When I can truly say
I see beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
You've touched my heart so deeply
And I can't thank God enough
For all the beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
Everything is just so wonderful
Every little thing is just so beautiful
When I spend it with you
You
Woh, oh woh
You..
With you I felt fine
So right I've sang so many songs in stages
With thousands of them watching me
But you're here with me now
And I sing this song to you
To you, baby
Just for you
Just for you
I see beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
You've touched my heart so deeply
And I can't thank God enough
For all the beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
Everything is just so wonderful
Every little thing is just so beautiful
When I spend it with you
You

--------------------------------
so that's a song entitled "beautiful days" i just find it cute and sweet. and it has a connection with my life as of now. hmm?? ayee. haha. loko.

i'm making our powerpoint presentaion as of now. and there are 2 more presentations to be done. AAGGHH. why the hell do we need to make these powerpoint presentations anyway? hello? can't we just research and just pass it to the teachers? can't they see that this group work is so unfair! ugh. i get to do all the difficult things while my members are in their houses sitting pretty and doing nothing. all they did was pass to me their research and they expect me to the rest of the job! ARGH.

so okay, i'm done of ranting. haha.

yesterday, i went online and chatted with maine, ayun kwentuhan and asaran. then Leanne also went online. then ayun the usual asaran. hehe. the two of them are linking me to teo different persons. nyaaaks. hehe.

well, today.

i wasn't able to watch the UAAP vs. NCAA game. aww. huhu. but Quimbo and RR informed me that UAAP won. well, its okay. its not really that important. its for the charity anyway. hehe.

well, that's it for today.

i have tons of presentations to finish.

i just hope that i will finish it on time.

byee!!

- weekend nanaman. -

2006-10-06T06:33:00.000-07:00

o yea. another weekend has come and im not that interested with weekends these days. because its still as if a regular day anyway. due to the projects and requirements needed for the next week. ugh. i have lots of powerpoint presentations to do. first is the Florante at Laura, well i'm not yet done with that and the next is for biology. ARGH.

'Lord take me now?'
just kiddin.
haha.

well, this day was sooo tiring. right Kat?

Kat and I have loads of presentations to finish this very day. including the Paraliturgy, whew, iw was really moved with my classmate's sharings. i nearly cried you know! grabee.

well, im gettin tired now.

so il just post whenevr i have the chance. maybe tomorrow?
ahehe.

bye!

- its between heaven or hell. -

2006-10-04T04:54:00.000-07:00

haha. just look at the title. sorry for those who do not get it. hehe.

well, today was sort of different.

hmn. morning assembly, we prayed the rosary. and i confessed that i haven't prayed rosary for months! sorry! but i pray you know, im a religious person. haha. you better believe it or else!
haha.

first subject was, biology, we just checked our papers and CJ became an "outstanding" student. haha. alam na yun ng 20. =p

second subject was social science we had a long quiz about prehistory and good thing i passed. *whew*.

then recess, i spent the time with my friends and just laughed our hearts out. and as usual, abby and leanne teased me with that 'hell guy'. ARGH. but its okay, i know my friends, and im used with their jokes and pranks. haha.

hmn. math we had a discussion about factoring and Ms. Duka didn't noticed the time and she was soo 10 minutes late. maybe because she enjoyed teaching us. haha!

then, computer time, we were hust told to continue on our powerpoint presentation, well, i did not really made the presentation for computer but instead i made my powerpoint presentation in filipino because we are supposed to report today and were not yet done with the presentation. so i just kept on chit chattin with Sean while typing. hehe.

LUNCH! Kat, Apple, Russell and I. didn't had lunch today because we are all so busy with the presentation. ugh. believe me, making a powerpoint for 1 hour is tough. so okay, maybe its easy for you but not for me. hmp. =p

Filipino, *drum roll* dan dan dan dan.. oh good, after all the rush we did, we aren't going to have the report because there is not enough electricity! AGH. well, its okay though, coz it gives me a chance to improve the presentation. haha.

English, another long test for us. AGH. but the three parts of the test are actually re-tests but again with that indonesian literature! i failed that part because i didn't have the chance to read that even though that part is already a re-test but hello??! that quiz was like ages ago?! haha.

dismissal, alot of happenings. i was terrified when Rivor introduced us to kuya earvin(?) because i was the first one he introduced then i didn't expect that he will come near me and shake hands with me while saying "ikinagagalak kitang makilala JC" ako naman parang "haaa?" . well, i was really surprised tapos parang napaiwas ako ng konti kasi kala ko kung anu gagawin niya. ito namang si maine balak tumakas pero walang lusot, lahat nakilala niya. si kenneth naman, tuwang tuwa! halaa. ako nga natakot eh.. nyaay.. hehe. si RR naman biglang sabing "hi mary anne!" sinu ba si mary anne?! ang samaa.. si Kat naman balak ikiss ni kuya earvin. hahaha. si Apple parang wala lang eh. tapos sabi niya pag ka alis, "parang nainlab ako ah?!" so kami parang.. haaa??? okay ka lang polkoy?? haha. it was so hilarious! i kept laughin my heart out. haha. [kung gets mo man, very good, kung hindi, wag mo ng intindihin. =p ]

what a good day.

bye!

mwa!

TC!

missin everybody.. =p

2006-10-01T22:45:00.000-07:00

AT LAST! i finally had the chance to post! *whew!*

i haven't finished my last post since i said that i will continue it, pero wag niyo ng asahan pang magagawa ko yun. hehe.

i have nothin much to share with you but it just feels good that I am writing an entry. whaa?

anyway, there are TONS of work to be done.
these are the following:
1. Powerpoint presentation [computer]
-how can i even start without the research of my good groupmates. good grief. im only done with the title! i'm giving them only today and if i don't receive their research in my mail, I will do the powerpoint presentation including the research on my own and i will not put them in my members list. ARGH. [malupet na leader noh?! strict! hehe.]

2. Paraliturgy
- this is not really a burden for me because Kat is helping me, so thank you Kat! i just don't know with my other members. i wanted BIG things for our paraliturgy but i don't expect that to happen, with only Kat and I doing the job i just can't imagine what will happen. ugh. again. THANK YOU KAT!

3. Florante at Laura [notebook]
-oh. so this is an individual work and im only done till chapter 9. ugh. i just hope Mr. Sonajo will give extension of the dead line. hehe. =p

4. Florante at Laura [report]
- im with Kat and Apple. we will report about chapters 6-8. *whew* one chapter each. o yea. =p

5. Social Science [Reaction Paper "Quest for fire"]
- well, im done with this. so YEY! hehe. =p

that's only five but still hard. huhu.

so that's it for now.

i hope i will finish those things on time!

wish me Luck!

mwa! =p

bye!

we are the champions of the WORLDD!!

2006-09-22T22:07:00.000-07:00

oh yea.

WE WON dude.

after the 28 years of waiting.

our time has finally come.

my voice is all used up and i'm tired. still, i'm glad! yea.

ang galing talaga nila! shocks.

nung 17 seonds nalang. mangiyak ngiyak na ako sa kaba.

the game was so crucial.

magaling silang lahat.

azteeg!

natutuwa ako.

grabe yung yakapan namin nila Kat and Maine nung nanalo na.

wah!!

ayun.

after the game.

we went to SBC Mendiola with our naghihingalong Bebz.

wahehe. ayun. the LRT was filled with Bedan students also going to Mendiola.

they kept on joking and fooling around.

sabi nila "oh ayan na ayan na, waaavee!"

tuwing aandar na ulit yung LRT.

they were soo HILARIOUS.

ayun.

upon arriving in the SBC Mendiola.

uhm..

wait.

im just going to edit this later,

got tons of homeworks to do.

argh.

i'll also put some pictures of the game yesterday later. if that's okay with you.

hehe.

bye! =p

'82 is OURS!

2006-09-21T04:25:00.000-07:00

tomorrow will be the NCAA finals game. gosh. i am so nervous for the players. grabe kasi ang tension noh. you just don't know what will happen. either you win or you lose. but i have faith in those players. i know they will do their very best tomorrow. after the game, a party will be held in SBC Mendiola. My parents allowed me to go there! yipee! hehe. well, here are some pics from game 2. WE LOST. but still, i know that the Red Lions will reclaim the crown as the new champions after 28 years of basketball championship drought.

pics:

[ coach Coy Banal ]

[ Ed Tecson #8 ]

[ John Hermida #16 ]

[ Sam Ekwe #13 ]

Handa nalang kayo PCU!!! Buhay na ang Beda!! o yea!!

magsamasama kayong mga DILIS!!!

[ ayan! yan na yung dakila niyong SARDINAS! hmp! ]

ROAR.

GO LIONS!!!

survey lang. =p

2006-09-21T04:11:00.000-07:00

Q: WHAT MADE YOU SMILE TODAY?
A: ahm. marami. =p
Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 8 THISMORNING?
A: nasa eskwelahan. nagaaral ng math. =p
Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING 15 MINUTES AGO?
A: nanunuod ng TV.
Q: CAN YOU SING?
A: ahm. yea?
Q: SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU IN1995?
A: im 3 years old! =p
Q: LAST THING YOU SAID ALOUD?
A: ahm. kalimutan ko na eh. ahh. yung PANGET KA ESPINAS!! SARDINAS KA LANG!! hehe. =p
Q: HOW MANY DIFFERENT THINGS DID YOUDRINK TODAY?
A: 3
Q: WHAT COLOR IS YOUR TOOTHBRUSH?
A: pink.
Q: LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
A: mentos.
Q: LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED FOR YOURBIRTHDAY?
A: ahm. blouse.
Q: WHERE DO YOU KEEP YOUR CHANGE?
A: wallet.
Q: WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE TODAY?
A: kinduh rainy.
Q: BEST ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
A: strawberry.
Q: SOMETHING YOU ARE EXCITED ABOUT?
A: NCAA finals tomorrow!=p
Q: LAST RAINBOW YOU SAW?
A: ahm. tagal na.
Q: WHAT SIZE SHOE DO YOU WEAR?
A: 8
Q: WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?
A: surfing the net.
Q: DO YOU WANT TO CUT YOUR HAIR?
A: yea.
Q: DO YOU TALK A LOT?
A: yea.
Q: DO YOU MAKE UP YOUR OWN WORDS?
A: uhm. sometimes?
Q: ARE YOU TICKLISH?
A: yea.
Q: ARE YOU TYPICALLY A JEALOUS PERSON?
A: sometimes.
Q: 4TH "PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS?
A: Quimbo.
Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOURECEIVED SAY?
A: "anu susuotin bukas? Red ba?" -akeem
Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: nope.
Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: wavy.
Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
A: concert nila Aljamal. hehe
Q: WHAT SAYING DO YOU SAY A LOT?
A: ehhhhhh. kasi naman ehhh. =p
Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A: brownie cookies.
Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TOSOMEONE, AND WHO WAS IT?
A: anu okay ka na? -Quimbo.
Q: DO YOU LIKE ANYONE?
A: yea.
Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: ha?
Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: uhm
Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID "ILOVE YOU"AND MEANT IT:
A: nung wednesday! I LOVE YOU EKWE!! haha. =p
Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: yea. JC.
Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: nope.
Q: YOUNGEST PERSON IN YOUR FAMILY?
A: yes. me.
Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A: depends.
Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: sa timezone nung Wed. pumatong lang ako. =p
Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: click.
Q: WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
A: *your call*

Red Lions Rule! =p

2006-09-19T04:29:00.000-07:00

so, yesterday, we watched the NCAA game, 'twas the best of 3 game. tension filled the coliseum during the game. we were confident at first but when our opponent, the PCU dolphins were quickly gaining points the game was crucial. gosh. but unexpectedly Sam Ekwe showed the crowd his Ekwe dunk then the crowd went wild. gosh. he did it TWICE. The Bedans took up more than half of the coliseum. and maybe that made the Lions more inspired. o yea. while the PCU only took i think 1/4. haha. well, the Lions really did a good job and made every Bedan proud. oha? Aljamal,Tecson,Escobal, Menor and especially Ekwe who is a good "rebounder". contributed many points during the game. hehe. azteeg.

so here are some pics of them. i just got it from the net. natuwa lang ako.

ang kyut kasi ni Aljamal and Co.

sorry Lea, gwapo eh. =p

<~ Sam Ekwe got i think 4 awards. yea! 13 Rocks! =p

<~ Pong Escobal, who also made many points for the team! go 18! =p <~ si Menor, magaling din siya. malakas naman lahat eh.. ika nga ni ano. hehe. =p <~ Si Tecson, gwapo rin. kainlab! hehe. galing! malufet toh! =p

<~ Si Angeles.. =p

<~ o ano? paitiman nalang? marunong ka ba magdunk?! hindeeee! =p

<~ si Ekwe, sobrang lupet! idol ko! boypren ni Apple! hehe. =p

at ang pinakahihintay ng marami..

<~ yan na. si Yousif Aljamal sobrang gwapo na nga lupet pa! yea!! 09 rocks! lupet!! =p

- mix it all up. -

2006-09-12T02:56:00.000-07:00

wait! before my usual post. you need to read King Rull's testimonial for our section. i find it amusing yet funny. hehe. sobrang comedy. tuwa ako. =p

Hayyyyyyy!2-20 St. Alberic in this year are quite good in anything. Unlike in 2-20 last years are look like house of Backsliders Noh?I'm one of the 2-20 in this present year. Im supposed to be 2-21 St. Margaret but Mr.Tarc transfer me to 2-20 instead.I say to myself that Im not mistaken to this section. This section is full of punk guys like Kevin Rivor, etc also full of smart guys like Russel Endaya and also full of gays like Paolo Chua. Heheheh! What a section!But no matter this section is full of rebels Im not complaining because Mr.Taruc transfer me to a section that gives me a bit of hope. Heheheh! Corny!In this year, our aim is to...... get more some banners! Heheheh! I don't think so but for me, our aim is to beat the other 2nd year sections like 2-22 under Ms.Viacrusis. Ughhhh! We only get only one banner in 1st Quarter but we try to unite together to get at least 2 or more to the 2nd Quarter. (We get hot on those 2-22) Joke!Thats all and Alberics Rules

- Jerusalem King Rull

-----------

natuwa lang ako, okay?! hehe. galing pala niya mag english. panu ba yan Kenneth? mukang talo ka?? hehe. JOKE. =p

-----------

so okay. today was just the usual regular day.

during our Morning Assembly, the red cubs apologized for not being able to enter the NCAA finals. well, as Mr. Baguinon said. it's all okay with us. We know you did your best. and you have won so many awards for the school and we are contented with that. gosh, i was saddened when Kyle Yulo said his "farewell speech" aww. i realized na last year na nga pala nila. huhu. im gonna miss them. i was touched with his words of wisdom. awwww. ayun then Dave Marcelo also shared what he has to say to us. and grabe!! na down talaga ako. huhu. then end of the morning assembly.

first subject was Math. darn. as you all know. Clang, Mil, Maine and I had a student-teacher petty fight yesterday with Ms. Duka. because of the NCAA game. rar. well, good thing she did not mention it in the class during our time because she usually give us "the sermon" about what we have done wrong every freakin day. yea. EVERYDAY i tell you, EVERYDAY. we just checked our assignment and she IGNORED us. shetz. nakakakunsensya tuloy.

then Theology, Ms. Yusores gave us 5 mins. to scan our notes because we are to have a quiz. ahaha. i remembered when Ali told me that they had a quiz about the Latin prayers. so yun yung inaral namin ni Quimbo. noh Quimbs? =p but. when she gave us the test paper. HINDI lang pala yun yung coverage nung quiz. shocks. pero good thing i was able to answer the answerable questions. =p

then Recess, nothin much happened. period.

then English, Mrs. Elemento was not around [yey for us!] Mr. Lora substituted for her. but still, she left us a seatwork. wahuhu. but Quimbo and I just used the time for us to plan on who is to which character in our Ramayana presentation. haha. Katz also passed me some of her Frutella Crazy candies. yey! thanks Kat! =p

then Computer! we went to the Computer Lab and made some powerpoint presentation about ourselves. we are also allowed to log in in our friendster accounts to get some of our picture there. then ayun, as usual, im tortured by my seatmates, Quimbo and Sean. argh. =p

Lunch time! we went to the canteen and buy some "heavy" meals. during our stay in the canteen, it involved a LOT of bets. starting from Apple and Kat, they told me, actually I told them that i will greet him. haha. but i wasn't able to do it. so I LOST. then the next bet was with Ali and Leanne. they told me that i should finish my meal to prove na parang wala na sya sakin. but AGAIN, i LOSt. huhu. eh hello naman noh?? hindi naman galit si ate sakin! eh anlakilaki naman ng binigay niya sa aking ulam noh! huhu. its unpeyr! =p

then we had our double period in science, we stayed in the Sci. Laboratory and we had a loooooong boring and headaching experiment. rar. my world was like spinning so fast. sobrang sumakit yung ulo ko. wahu.

then clubmeeting which is also dismissal for us. because we did not attend in our meeting with the book lovers club nor the wind players. ahehe. we just used the time to stroll around the school and ang paulit ulit na pagdaan sa taong di dapat daanan. pakana nila Maine and Katz grr. ayun then we went to Mcdo, then we parted ways, i went to my dentist and she adjusted my braces. and changed the color. my braces are now, pink and purple! yey! hehe.

*bow*

bye!

tC!

God bleSs!

- i love peyrowpeyrows. -

2006-09-05T05:16:00.000-07:00

darn. gusto ko mag tagalog. yey.

hay, feeling ko, wala na akong ginawang tama ngayon, laging may mali eh. kaninang umaga, nagkaroon kami ng maikling orientation tungkol sa pagpunta at pabalik sa Araneta Coliseum bukas para sa game ng Red cubs. pagkatapos nun ay nagmusic kami, nkakabored nga eh. kasi naman puro notes lang makikita mo. dbA??! hehe. ayun, lalo na nung P.E namin, pinairal ni Mr. Cabuang ang kanyang kakornihan kanina. ewan ko ba kung anu ang nakain niya at nagkaganun sya. pagdating na pagdating palang namin sa gym umupo ako sa tapat nung podium. sabi sakin ni sir cabuang "alam mo ba yung september 11? gusto mo bang mangyari yun sayo?" nyeh. kakornihan nga naman. nung nagpasabog ang Diyos ng kakornihan marami atang nasalo si Mr. Cabuang, pinagmumukha niyang ewan yung sarili niya. hehe. tawa pa nga ako sa sabi ni Cabral nung nagjoke ulit si Sir na ubod ng korny sabi ni cabral "uy! tumawa naman kayo nag jojoke si sir oh!!" haha. sira talaga yun. hehe.

ayun.

recess.

then. prac arts. nabored din ako. grabe. pero in fairness kahit di ako masyado nakinig sa lesson nakasagot naman ako sa quiz. yey! haha. ehem quimbo!

tapos, English. badtrip ang lahat, alam ko yun dahil sa nangyari nung isang araw, grabe. nakikita na namin ang totoong Mrs. Elemento at trust me, hindi niyo magugustuhan. grabe talaga sya. argh.

ayun. hmn. Lunch. hindi nakasama si Ali, dahil pinanuod nila yung film na rason din kung bakit isinusumpa ko na hindi na talaga ako kakain ng baboy, sobrang nakakaawa. huhu.

then, math, as usual, advisory ng 15-20 mins. about dun sa game bukas, tapos lecture ulit, at hindi rin ako nakinig dahil kay Paolo Quimbo. pero na gets ko rin naman pagkatapos, nakanang. hehe.

huli, Science, ito dito rin ako medyo nabuhayan, nag check lang kami ng problem set, ayun. hehe.

uwian naman, nag mcdo kami nila maine, katz,apple at ako wala kasi kaming magawa. then, laughtrip dun, nakita pa namin sila corkee and chu [corky! nagfafastfood ka pala??!] hehe. jokes. ayun. bumalik kami ng beda nanuod ng volleyball game kung saan may nakita akong MALAKING PEYROWPEYROW. hay, nahahyper ako ngayon pero wala sa mood. pasensya na kung malabo, ganun talaga ang buhay. =p

bye. =p

- wala si butterfly kanina. =c -

2006-08-31T03:35:00.000-07:00

yey! apple won in the timpawitan! yey!! pero wait lang ha.

para sayo toh. oo sayo. siguro naman kilala mo sarili mo:

ikaw, matuto kang rumespeto ng babae ha. sumosobra kana kasi eh. tapos ikaw pa may ganang magalit. tol, kalalaki mong tao, ganyan ka. mas matanda ka pa naman sakin dapat alam mo kung panu mo ididisiplina ang sarili mo. problema kasi sayo masyado kang self-centered. di mo man lang iniisip ung mga tao sa paligid mo. marami tayo sa klase tandaan mo yan. hindi lang kayong tatlo. sobra ka kasi eh. tas parang balak mo pa akong batuhin ng can ng 7 up kanina?? ha?? tama naman ako diba. ayoko kasi ung mga gago eh. pwede ba. kung may maangas man sating dalawa, ikaw na yun. nag F.U ka pa kanina sakin!? eh gaguhan pala toh eh. ang point ko lang naman kasi kanina eh sana naman inisip mo yung ibang classmates natin, wag yung puro ikaw nalang at yung mga kasama mo. di ka na kasi nahiya eh. andami dami natin sa room tas kayo lang uubos ng isang litrong yun. grabe ah. tas sinabihan mo pa yung isang classmate natin na pagsabihan ako?? pagsabihan mo sarili mo!! tama naman ung ginawa ko eh. wag mo akong madaan daan sa tangkad mo dahil hindi ako takot sayo. anliit liit mo sa paningin ko. ang akala pa namin dati iba ka sa mga kaibigan mo pero shet! mas malala ka pa pala. grabe ka. sinabi ko pa dati na buti ka pa marunong kang rumespeto ng babae at ubod ka ng baet. mali pala ako. ayoko ng mga taong tulad mo. tandaan mo yan. dahil kahit kelan hindi kita binastos. tapos ngayon ikaw pa may ganang gawin yon?! eh kung bastusan na edi bastusan. ayoko ng plastikan. wala akong pakialam kung lalaki ka. kailangan mo rin kasing matuto. on my part, okay lang sakin yun. pero ewan ko nalang sayo kung anu gusto mo mangyare. magbago kana ha?! hindi lang para sa mga tao sa paligid mo pero change for yourself.

----------------------------------------

ayan. wag niyo nang intindihin yung nasa taas. naglabas lang ako ng galit. at wag niyo nang alamin kung sino yun. pakshet sya. yun lang.

---------

game na.

magkukwento nako.

ayun.

NANALO SI APPLE! yey!
congrats!

tatlo ung bulul namin sa room!!

congrats din kay Ms. Duka! nanalo rin sya bng best in costume kanina!! yey!

tsaka. may class fund na nga pala ulit kami. haha. buti naman.

yey!

ayun lang.

magpapakasaya lang ako ngaun. hehe.

bye! =p

- buhaaay sa Quiapooooo!!! -

2006-08-25T03:51:00.000-07:00

all of us are soo used up after the practice today. well, not really but you get the point. hehe. =p
ayun. today, there were tears, laughters, hatred and fears. haha.

the tears and hatred
Mike Limlengco cried during our Filipino time while practicing the "Buhay sa Quiapo" presentation because of Kevin Cabral. hayy. naman kasi!! anu ba kasing meron kay Limlengco at kinaiinisan niyo ha?!? hehe. ayan tuloy. ako namang ayaw ng gulo pinigilan ang dapat magaaway. sabi nila kenneth bayaan ko na.. abaa, di naman ata pede un. sira ba kayo?! wala pa ngang half ng school year nagaaway na agad. huhu. ayoko kasi ng ganun eh. sorry na. kasi rin naman tong head ng Peace committee nakikicheer rin na mag away?! agh. Corcuera talaga! hehe. ayun. hanggang hapon ung dalawang un asar ng asar si Cabral. pikon naman si Limlengco! anu ba itooo?!! hayy bahal na nga kau. hmp.

the fears
hmn. we also celebrated the "larong panlahi" so ayun. galing nga eh. nkaka enjoy ung relay. yeah! haha. ang azteeg din ng Tumbang Preso! hehe. ayun lang. =p

the laughters
wala lang. sumakit lang ung tiyan ko kakatawa kay RR at Sean dun sa pwesto nila habang nagpapraktis. ung reaction ni RR nung tumama ung so-called "nazareno" nilang parang banig na cap lang naman sa ceiling fan na ubod ng lakas. tawang tawa ako. kung nakita niyo lang ung mukha ni RR. susko. ewan ko nalang. tapos may hirit din si Sean. ang aming newly made na "apir apir step" na madaming kaartehan. haha. si Rivor din may hirit. "anak may kanser ka.." [ayan, ayan natatawa nanaman ako! hehe] wahh. grabe. may patawa rin si DJ.. ung dance step nila ni Redmond haha. ala freak out step ba.. ayun! speaking of Redmond.. grabe ung takbo namin ni Maine nung tinakbuhan namin sya.. hehe. wala lang tinakasan lang namin. pero bumalik din kami.. gulo noh?! basta lahat may mga kanya kanyang hirit.. ang kukulet talaga ng 20. kahit kelan. hehe.

the tears part2
i almost forgot. kasi si DJ binibiro ako kanina. he told me na may masamang nangyari kay *toot* edi i felt awkward.. then.. he told me that it was just a joke.. so i was relieved.. then Leanne and Ali came by to our classroom and informed me na kawawang kawawa na daw siya.. mukha na daw iiyak.. ayun.. nalungkot ako. ahehe. wala lang. siningit ko lang. hehe. =p

ayun. that's my day! hehe.
bye!

- darn day -

2006-08-23T05:14:00.000-07:00

im soo disappointed with myself and at the same time worried. gosh. basta. kaya ko toh.

argh.

aun. we celebrated maine's belated birthday today.

there were 8 of us. maine, chua, redmond, RR, kuya PJ, Bebz and I.

we had lots of fun. sobra kasing patawa sila kuya PJ. grabe ngang laglagan eh.
iwanan na sa ere. azteeg na asaran. hehe. aun lang.

tinatamad ako eh. =p

bow.

bye! =p

- blogthings2-

2006-08-09T20:46:00.000-07:00

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

You are kind, popular, and generous.You tend to be successful at anything you try.A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd.
You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

- blogthings -

2006-08-08T04:31:00.000-07:00

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.
Your flirting style: Coy
Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park
Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant
What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's" Your Love Style?

Your Love Number is 9

You are a peaceful person, and you tend to have calm, stable relationships.Connecting deeply is another skill of yours, and you tend to know lovers well.Trusting and laid back, you are an easy person to love.Love can be a little blinding for you, so open your eyes a little more!

What Is Your Love Number?

- i soo miss them! -

2006-08-08T01:44:00.000-07:00

shocks. i miss my former school. i dont know what got into me that made me miss them.. argh. huhu. aun. it all started when i explored jerry cruz's friendster profile. well, jerry was my crush when i was in grade 4. susko. grade 4 palang ako nun. hehe. then i browsed for my former classmates in his friends list. aun. i realized. "grabe! sobra sobrang miss ko na sila!! waah! =c"
aun. the pictures of some of the persons i miss in siena are below. so just scroll down. =p

oh okay, i might just post the pictures on my next post. i have so many things to do. the portfolio, the english project and all. waah!! hehe. =p

WAIT!

wala lang. ngayon ko lang narinig yung boses ni GLOC9. ang cute. parang alien. hehe. narinig ko sa magaling kong pinsan. yung kanta niyang simpleng tao. patawa nga eh. pero may kakornihan pero kung babasahin mo lang ung lyrics parang sweet din. basta un. natuwa lang ako. hehe. too bad i hate "rap"! alam niya un!! diba?? pero gusto niyang maging si GLOC9 eh. nyak. wag na noh. sayang ka. hehe. basta. natuwa lang ako sa boses niya. ang liit. parang chipmunk kumakanta. hehe.=p

cge na.

bye!
take care!
God bless!
=p

- yey. -

2006-08-07T03:12:00.000-07:00

this day was soo hectic! yeah. you read it right. it was fuckin hectic. argh. so okay.
it all started on the advisory period. as i have said before. im the head of the joy committee. and one of its functions is to handle the birthday celebrations of the month. so what i did was, i bought a birthday card yesterday for our birthday celebrant this week. and its.. [according to my last post..] RAINIER HERMOSA. hehe. aun. i gave him the card after we sang the "happy birthday song!" weee. haha. then. soc. sci. argh. we had a quiz and i already know that the result will be low. haha. then math. again. a summative quiz and theology. the usual things. discussions, lectures etc. then english. we wrote our formal theme no.1, Filipino, we had our project [the tableau presentation] and science another FREAKIN quiz!!!! argh. good thing it was the last subject!! haha. then aun. dismissal time. RR told me secretly that he will treat us to mcdo. yey!! haha. secret lang. kasi he thinks that his money is not enough to treat everyone in class. haha. aun. anzel, pacis, redmond, sean, apple, katz, maine and I. especially RR. went to McdO. hehe. aun. we had a blast! haha. kahit sandali lang. masaya parin. pasensya na sa inyo ha. mabagal kasi ako kumain kanina eh. hehe. aun. thats it for now. ive got tons of requirements to finish. so i need to start NOW.

okay.
bye!
take care!
God bless!! =p

- im friggin' tired! -

2006-08-05T04:58:00.000-07:00

so, okay. im tired. and yet i'm here typing and surfing the net. darn it.
so today, we are SUPPOSED to practice for our Filipino group project which is the "tableau presentation". instead, Julian C. and I went to charmaine's house to spend all the time alloted for practicing. charmaine's group is done with their practice so when we arrived there she is with Anzel, CJ and Rainier [RR]. oh by the way it is RR's birthday tomorrow!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RR! okay, enough with the greeting. i've been greeting him since this morning. hehe. aun. we found them playing the *megaman!* [in RR's tune] hahaha. so julian and i just planned on what are we to do on monday. argh. there's a lot to do and there is so little time!! rawr! the presentation on this, the presentation on that.. study about this and that and all. oh gosh. i just hope i finish it at the right time. wah. then back to the topic.. when were at maine's place. the guys opened the computer game i was playing while i was in about grade 4 i think? it is called *starcraft* then aun. na excite ako maglaro. naglaro kami ni RR. si RR taga control tapos ako taga tawa. hehe. si anzel taga advice on where and what to build. hehe. i really missed that game. as in na addict ako dun dati. lupet kasi. hehe. aun. then maine told us that we have to go because she is about to attend a debut and she is going to fix herself na. hehe. so aun. we rode a tricycle to the gate. bait ni KUYA RR hinatid pa kami sa sakayan then he walked home. aww. wawang RR. hehe. then julian, anzel and I went to Big R junction because anzel is really craving for food. kasi wala pa ni isang nag lunch samin. hehe. so we ate at KFC and umutang pa siya sakin. hehe. aun. then we went home. tagal pa nga namin bago nkasakay. cguro 30-45 minutes kaming naghintay ng masasakyan. dala ng kaartehan namin at ayaw mag jeep. eh wala naman talagang jeep na hi way dun. hehe. then aun. fortunately, the bus came even though there is only little space left we patiently waited for the passengers to lessen for us to be able to sit. hehe. then here i am, sharing the things that happened today. hehe.
thats it for now.
got nothin much to tell.
bye!
take care!
God bless!

-darn. -

2006-08-01T04:14:00.000-07:00

oh okay. so its been awhile since i last posted.. oh well, i wanna tell you everything that happened this past few days.. last friday, my mother surprisingly told me that we are going to watch "sukob", the latest filipino horror movie.. i invited my househelp to come with us to watch the movie. well, before we enter the moviehouse.. we first ordered food at mcdo.. i was starving bu thattime so i ordered tons of foods [okay, i know, im exxagerating. =p] i ordered a 1-pc.chicken meal and a float.. hehe. my father and i laughed at my mother because she is so desperate to watch the movie and she even told the countergirl to make the orders faster because the movie is about to start. hehe. then ayon.. the movie wasn't really that scary.. tawa pa nga ako ng tawa eh. ang minamahal ko kasing nanay eh onting gulat lang sigaw na. haha. she was really screaming my father's ears off. haha. poor father. =p after the movie, we looked for a light blue blouse which is needed for the buwan ng wika. argh. then i bought the blouse on penshoppe. it was cute though. hehe. then last saturday. hmn. my DSL is being weird. AGAIN. and it SUCKZ!! it really pisses me off.. argh. so okay, back to the topic, last saturday. i wasn't able to finish anything. i just hung out in my parent's room because they went to makati. so i have the whole room by myself. i just watched TV the whole day. haha. then aun. they went home 9:00. so obviously i hid at my room to pretend that im already sleeping. haha. then i played at the laptop. while in my room. typed some paperworks needed.

so okay im done, my story is not clear. so just bear with me as of now. i have lots of things in my mind. hehe.
bye!! take care!! God bless!! =p

- bored -

2006-07-29T03:03:00.000-07:00

im extremely bored. gosh. hmn. sagot nalang tayo ng survey. hehe. i got this from shenyll because the title said "for 2-20s" first, i thought it was an info message from miss Duka but as i opened it. i realized it was a survey! yehey! haha.

*classmate survey*
Maglist la ng dalawampu mula sa iyongmgakaklase. Tapos sagutan na po ng mgakatanungang sumusunod. Salamat po!
1. redmond zapanta
2. katz rullan
3. nicole tulagan
4. apple mertalla
5. emman reyes
6. kevin rivor
7. paokyu quimbo
8. paolo chua
9. rR hermosa
10. dj pascua
11. maine dela cruz
12. akeem Aragon
13. ralvin Torres
14. sean Pomperada
15. kenneth Fernandez
16. camille Bartolo
17. clang Dumbrique
18. shenyll Fuentes
19. jonell Remigio
20. Mike limlengco

Ano ang full name ni # 13?
-ralvin ronald torres! haha. ronald macdonald. hehe. =p
Sino ang kaloveteam ni # 8?
-c ralvin and CJ!! haha. c chua pa! =p
Nakakatuwa ba si # 9?
-oo naman. tuwa nga ako dun eh! dba RR?? hehe. =p
Close ba kayo ni # 5?
-okay lang. pareho kaming maingay eh. hehe. =p
Ilang years mo ng naging kaklase si # 16?
- wala pang one year. this year lang. *ehem bespren ni sportsman!* *ehem* haha. peace.
Saan nakatira si # 4?
-sa cottonwoods ata. tama ba apple?
Alam mo ba ang number ni # 19?
- yupz. naman.
May kamukha ba si # 1 na kilala mo rin?
- oo meron!! c kino! [tama ba spelling??] wala na nga lang siya ngaun dun sa skul. =p
Crush mo ba si # 16?
- nyarkz! c camille un eh! naman.
Eh crush ka ba ni # 17?
-malamang hndi. babae yun eh. =p
Ka-ano ano mo si # 18?
- classmate. ngaun lang siya lumipat dito eh. =p
Describe mo nga physically si # 7?
- payatot. haha. =p
Describe mo si # 14.
-madaldal na mabaet and makulet. sobrang sipag mag aral. haha. =p
Sino crush ni # 6?
-haha. nice. sakto. pero di pede sabihin eh. lagot ako dun! hehe. =p
Kailan ang birthday ni # 2?
-wait. *tingin sa class directory* ah. sa may 25. =p
Kailan mo naging kaklase si # 3?
-this year lang. =p
Marunong bang maggitara si # 20?
-ata. ewan ko lang. almost half kasi ng class namin marunong eh. =p
Maganda ba boses ni # 10?
-wahaha. susko. marinig niyo lang masalita yan. parang di niyo na kakayanin. daldal. kaya ewan ko nalang kung mgugustuhan niyo boses niya. hehe.
Bookworm ba si # 11?
-hndi naman. hehe. =p
Sino gf/bf ni # 12?
- di ko alam eh. cnu nga ba akeem? *ehem*
Matangkad ba si # 15?
~> yupz. mas matngkad sakin ng onti. =p
Sa anong subect magaling si # 14?
-sus si sean!? sa dota and basketball magaling un. haha. joke. sa math ata? tama ba? =p
Bestfriends ba kayo ni # 7?
-friends. azteeg nga un eh. =p
Anong gagawin mo pag umamin si # 16na maygusto sya saiyo?
- naman. c mimil nga un. *ehem bespren talaga ni sportsman!* *ehem* haha. =p
Maitim ba si # 1?
~> di naman. okay lang. =p
Tahimik ba sa klase si # 19?
- may times din na maingay. =p
Source ba si # 11 sa lahat ng answers?
-di naman. =p
Kayo ba ni #10
- naman. naman. naman. malamang hndi. =p
Bakit mo naisipang ilagay sa listahan mo?
-huh? eh gusto ko eh. kung 36 yan edi lahat sila ilalagay ko. may angal? hehe. =p

*highschool life*
1. Inaaway mo ba yung guard sa gateniyo pag dika pinapapasok?
> hndi.
2. Lagi ka bang nalelate?
> nope.
3. Complete uniform ka ba lagi?
> yupz. naman. di pede un. =p
4. Sumusunod ka ba lagi sa mga schoolrules?
> di rin. pag tinotopak kami ng mga kaibigan ko. =p
5. Kumakanta ka ba ng PambansangAwit atSchool Hymn?
> pag nasa mood kumanta or kung may naglilibot na teacher.
6. Active ka ba sa klase?
> pede na rin. hehe. medyo lang. =p
7. Mababa ba ang IQ mo o mataas?
> average. =p
8. Nakikipagdaldalan ka ba habangnaglelessonang teacher?
> yap. c rivor and dj pa naman bawat gilid ko. di maiiwasan. may kasama pang senyasan sa mga katapat. hehe. =p
9. Hinaharass mo ba ang mga teacherniyo?
> huh? di ah. =p
10. Napapunta ka na ba sa prefect ofdiscipline'soffice dahil sa kabalbalan?
>nope. =p
11. Napahiya ka na ba sa klase?
>oo. nung nadapa ako nung sa shuttle run. =p
12. Napahiya ka na ba ng teacher saklase?
> hndi. pero c CJ oo. kwawang CJ. hehe. =p
13. Gumagawa ka ba ng assignments ocopya?
>depende. kung nasa mood ako gumawa edi gumawa pero pad tinatamad. kopya nalang. hehe. =p
14. Kumakain ka ba tuwing break?
> pag recess hndi. pag lunch depende. =p
15. ano ang first line ng School Hymn niyo?
> "herald the Bedans coming"
16. Naging varsity ka na ba?
> nirerecruit lang. pero di ko pa alam sa parents ko kung payag. =p
17. Nangotong ka na ba sa kaklase m?
> nope.
18. Natutulog ka ba sa klase?
>hndi. hndi kc ako mkatulog. maiingay kasi katabi ko and kitang kita pag natulog ako. nyay. =p
19. Pumapasok ka ba sa ibang room kahitna mayklase sila?
> nope.
20. Gusto mo ba ang mga patakaranninyosanyong eskwelahan?
> okay narin. =p
21. Nagtetext ka ba habang nagkaklasekayo?
> dati lang un.di na ngaun. hehe. =p
22. Nagdadala ka ba ng mga pagkain saroomniyo?
> yup. tipid kasi kami ngaun eh. noh maine? =p
23. Ano ang pinakamahirap na subjectpara saiyo?> science and soc sci. argh. =p
24. Natawag mo na bang "sir" angma'am nyo, at"ma'am" ang sir niyo?
> malamang. oo. =p
25. Ano ang pangalan ng eskuwelahanmo?
> san beda college rizal campus. o dba? kumpleto! =p
26. Naaksidente ka na ba sa school?anongklaseng aksidente?
> sa siena. nadulas ako dun sa may papuntang gym. first day palang nung sportsfest namin. kakatapos lang mag parade. wala pang games un ha. nagkasugat na agad ako. haha. grade 1 palang ako nun.
27. Ano ang laging kinakain mongpagkain sacanteen?
> uhmm. ung blueberry na bread dun. tama ba? anu ba kasi tawag dun?! hehe. bzta ung blueberry flavor. hehe. =p
28. in general, love mo highschool?
> oo naman. 1-15 and 2-20 pa. grabe! lab ya mga dude! hehe. rock on! =p

**so okay. im already getting tired of answerin a survey. so thats all.. hehe. take care you guys! mwa!! =p

- just droppin by..-

2006-07-27T04:17:00.000-07:00

my last post was not complete because our DSL was such a crap. it cannot connect to the world wide web. ugh!! but still, im going to finish it tomorrow. hehe. i just wanna greet ALI VENTURA and PATRICIA SCHROTH they have the same birthday dates!! haha. newey, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR THE TWO OF YOU! hayy, i just feel so freaked out with the whole world as of now. i feel something has changed. is it me? or him? or maybe this chaotic world? i just hope things will run smoothly and easily. we hate complicated lives, right? i got that idea from ms.duka she keeps on saying that everytime we forget to simplify the answer. hay. that's it for today. im just really not in the mood to type and share stories with all of you [if there are readers. haha.] as it is said below. THE PAST STILL HAUNTS ME and it hurts. huhu. help! damn this difficult life. i hope i could get over it as soon and as possible as i can. well i wish i can. grr! =c

- rockin on.. -

2006-07-23T21:33:00.001-07:00

well, since we have no classes i now have the chance to post again here in my blog, so last week the schedules were so hectic, we have to do this and that, finish this and finish that, whoa! it was an exhausting week.. our section's schedule was so filled up!! wahh.. but still our hardwork payed off.. coz its all finished and over with.. lets start with thursday [since thursday up to friday is the most hectic days last week]
thursday july 20,2006
paolo quimbo's birthday.. we stayed in school till 5:30 pm because they invented the dance that we are supposed to present on the integration.. then we cleaned the room, believe me, our class was responsible enough to clean. haha.then piled all our books, notebooks and all other things under our tables, we all piled them at the top of the board, according to subject and type. we are organized people. haha. just kiddin

- rockin on.. -

2006-07-23T21:33:00.000-07:00

- whatta day! -

2006-07-19T05:03:00.000-07:00

a fantastic day indeed. haha. even thougn its tiring. the albericz again had the second bonding. haha. we went to the bagong palengke to buy the materials needed for the upcoming integration.. woah.. 'twas so hard!!! first we went to the place where we can buy bamboo. rainier, sean, katz and I wasn't that interested to watch the guy who is polishing the bamboo. so we just talked about malakas and maganda and updated ourselves with each other's life and kept laughing our hearts out. believe me, my stomache really ached after that 30-45 mins. laughin histerically.. haha. take note, we were on the side of the road in the public ridiculing ourselves in front of the people that passes us. haha. then, we went to the telahan to buy the clothe we need for our integrants.. then lastly, we went to the bagong palengke to buy the rest of the materials needed.. we went here and there to look for the different things required. whew! it was so tiring! but i enjoyed it though. haha. then i also saw some guys beating and kicking the little kitty.. i was so terrified that i cannot even look at that poor cat.. i told katz and sean "anu kaya kung gawin din sa kanila un ng pusa noh?!" haha.. poor persons.. lol.. then, after that, we went home.. then I forgot that its my cousins birthday!! woohoo!!
happy birthday sabrina!!! you should thank God for giving you the six years living here in this difficult world!! happy birthday!! mwa!!
and also, paolo Quimbo aka paokyu is going to celbrate his birthday tomorrow!!
advance happy birthday!!!
and as of now, im enjoying myself with the strawberry ice cream that my tita gave me and she also put 3 marshmallows and two stick-o's!! wohoo!! tita shirley is so cool!! she's like a teenager herself!! that's why i love her!! haha. she so rockz!!! all of them rockz!! love yah tita!! mwa!!

so, okay, that's it for the day!!
take care!! God bless!!
mwa!!

- no classes -

2006-07-11T22:43:00.000-07:00

yesterday, was a school holiday, it was the feast day of St. benedict. so its a free day for the bedanz. wohoo!! hehe.
my mom was hit by the unbearable disease that is so freaky..

she asked me to go hang out in the mall?!?!

and i was like. "woah?! is this really my mom?!?!"

haha. she told me that we are only supposed to go to my father's office. but she's in the mood for malling and shopping.. and so we went to market market and good thing it was not crowded because the students are in school. haha. then there we were. strolling and enjoying ourselves around the mall then we went to the department store to buy some new stuffs. well, it was perfect timing coz i wanted to buy new cothes too. so we looked for adorable clothes we could wear.. then i told my mom that im going to look for a clamp or a ponytail for my hair. then when i came back with the pink clamp i chose.. my mom told me the she bought something for me.. then she gave it to me and i saw that it was from lee pipes it has a collar by the way so that i could use it for school anytime we are required to wear casual clothes.. but i feel like i already saw the blouse she bought me on school..

the blouse my mom gave me was exactly the same blouse that abby wore in the NCAA.. i think? tama ba??! basta nasuot nia un!! and unfortunately abby and I already now have the same blouse. woah. hehe. but thats fine with me though. good thing abby is one of my bestfriends. haha.

then again. we enjoyed ourselves around and i found a cute, pink and white top from crissa. then again i bought it. haha. magastos talaga ako. pagpasensyahan niyo na. hehe. then my mom bought three blouses. those are for my aunts.. haha. then walked and walked and walked then stop! i found the section for the havaianas!! and i bought a green and pink slipper from toeberries.. then we went back to the clothes section and i found a pink blouse which my mom and i find really pretty.. so my mom bought it. hehe.. then we bought bedroom slippers.. the oh-so-soft slippers.. which is really pretty and im currently using.. i love collecting bedroom slippers.. especially the soft and fluffy ones.. hehe. then lastly i bought a pair of red jogging pants for P.E.. [atlast!!]

then we went to my father's office.. and waited for him for about 30-45 mins. then when he went out.. they planned to go again to market market to have dinner because it is the nearest mall there.. then we ate at pizza company ako pumili ng pizza.. they told me to choose seafood but im not in the mood for the fish-y taste so i chose the aloha and it was soo good. wow. hehe.. i also ordered mocha frappe on which my father was envious about because he already ordered the hot coffee. haha.

then finally, we went home to rest and enjoy the serenity in our house.. hayy.. at last..

then earlier this morning when i woke up. it was raining cats and dogs so i texted my classmates if classes were suspended.. but unfortunately my mom took me to the skool for me to know either if its suspended or not.. so when i went there i already thought "oh no may classes nga.. grr. malas!!" but when it was about 7:15 the announcement was made that we will no longer have..

the morning assembly!! haha.. so what are they screamin about?! its just the morning assembly?! right?

haha.

then we had our first subject just for about 15 mins. coz mr.seguban's lesson is the same on what we had on our last meeting so he said that we have our free time!! yahoo.. then after that.. CLASSES WAS SUSPENDED!!!

thank God. hehe. awesome. =p

thats it for now.
ive got nothin more to talk about..
oh wait,

2-20!!!!!
bring your black t-shirt tomorrow!!

okei, thats all.
bye. =p

- f i r s t b o n d i n g . . -

2006-07-08T18:10:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the first bonding time of our section.. not just on the SAP but even after that.. well, let me tell you the amazing things that happened on our first social action program..
we first gathered in san beda then drove our way to tahanang walang hagdan.. i rode in paolo chua's car.. together with apple, maine, katz, mikki, nicole, dyan, julian and of course, paolo. then, upon arriving i realized that i already went there like last 2 years ago? i was in SCT by that time.. in our health brigade outreach.. well, back to the topic, we met the disabled persons that we are supposed to interact with.. then, we had the groupings and im with camille, clang, shenyll, pieranne and apple.. with us are some of the disabled persons we met.. we had as our groupmates ate joan she do not have both hands and feet.. and ate and kuya.. the couple in our group and ate amy who lacks one leg.. i was so amazed coz they were still happy even though they lack some parts of their body.. parang.. wow.. azteeg.. they can still enjoy life and work at the same time and make really good things that you dont expect that they did it by themselves.. then after the interaction.. the disabled persons toured us around the place.. and found the amazing things they make.. from woodcrafting to painting then needlecrafting.. amazing right?? hehe.. then we went back to the hall where we all gathered.. and had snacks [which i sponsored.. haha.] then after eating.. we had the picture taking then mr. filamor told us to bid goodbye to our fresh new friends.. haha. then we went back to our school to go home but we all came up with the idea to go eat in mcdo.. because we are all craving for food. hehe. but i was like: "panu ung cooler ko??" coz i brought my cooler for the drinks for the SAP.. then they told me to just bring it with us.. so.. before the tricycle came we played with the ice left in my cooler. so that it will be much lighter to carry.. then maine threw it in the air and it hit the light post and broke into pieces.. then we all started to play.. we shoot the ice to the canal.. c redmond nagsimula ha.. hehe.. we went to mcdo with my cooler.. c rainier, merlin and jonell taga dala.. thank you nga pala!! hehe.. =p katz and i ordered burger and float.. we decided that evrytime we eat in mcdo we will order the same food.. haha. then ralvin, redmond and pacis came a lil late because they rode the second tricycle we told ralvin to treat us naman in exchange for the book we are going to buy for him.. but he said he do not have any money.. so we understand and we know that he is going to pampanga.. kea okei lang samin.. then we asked the guys kung nsan ung food nila.. they told us that it was with ralvin and he treated them for lunch.. aba pagdating mga nka large coke pa and burgers!!? huhu.. madaya ka ralvin! hehe.. then we all ate.. humiwalay nga lang ung mga guys samin kea the three of us [maine,katz and me] was left in that long table.. but redmond was uncomfortable with his seatmate and hated it so they all joined our table.. then i treated merlin, redmond, rainier, jonell, ralvin and pacis ice cream [mcdip] then we talked about our subject teachers and all.. then redmond had the idea to go in our house.. then i agreed because my parents are not there.. then they asked me if im serious.. yeah, i was dead serious.. hehe. then biyahe again to our house.. redmond was pretending that it was MTV cribs.. haha.. then c redmond, merlin and rainier was all serious on the need for speed underground 2 in my pc then maine, katz, jonell, pacis, ralvin and i stayed in my parents' room to hang out and shared scary stories.. andami ngang shinare ni ralvin ehh.. haha. grabe.. nkakapangilabot.. lakas manakot eh!! grr. hehe.. then c katz hindi na nakapag share ksi kinokontra nila ralvin, jonell, redmond and rainier.. tama ba naman kasing guluhin?! hehe.. eon.. i told them the story that i experienced in that same room that we are in.. in the study room of my father.. then it was damn freaky.. maine jumped out on the foam on the floor where she was lying because she saw the door of the room i was talking about suddenly opened.. there was no air.. because we used the aircon.. woah. pramis. pati ung mga guys natakot.. as in.. oopss,, dont think bout negatives huh.. mamaya di na kayo bumalik sa bahay namin.. hehe.. then.. eon.. tinapos lang namin ung game ng uaap sa tv.. well it was so obvious on who will win between UE and AdU.. because it was the fourth quarter and the score was 76-54 in favor of the UE.. and there was only 47 seconds left.. so katz, maine and I were like "duh?!? obvious na kaya!" to the guys who were interested to watch.. then they again had an idea in playing dota so again we went to the manila east arcade for the guys to play and maine and katz accompanied me to my dentist which was near to the computer shop where the guys were playing.. then on my dentist appointment.. my dentist just adjusted the wires then changed the rubber to pink.. amazin!! hehe.. then maine and katz went home after i looked on where the guys were playing.. then i found them enjoying themselves by playing the game that i do not even get.. DOTA.. gosh.. grabe.. extend cla ng extend ng time.. addict.. then eun.. buti nalang magsasara na ung shop kea hndi na cla nkapagextend.. thank God.. hehe.. then nag hiwahiwalay na kami.. sabay kami nila rainier and ralvin umuwi kaso mas nauna akong bumaba kasi my house is so near.. then eon.. mga 6:30 na ata un or 7??

gosh. im tired. my body aches. but over all, I had loads of fun. grabe. first bonding namin un.. and ang saya.. as if close na close na talaga kaming lahat. nkakatuwa nga eh. i hope mging gnito lagi.. =p sabi nga ni ralvin ngaun lang daw siya nkapag ganito.. ksi di daw cla nag gaganun nung dati sa 22.. no offense ha.. sabi lang nia.. pero.. good thing nkasama siya.. kakaawa nga ung ralvin na un eh.. naubos pera dahil samin.. shockz.. sorry tlga!! andami kcng pinag gastusan eh!! hehe. cge. till here nalang.
so just to summarize all of that:
IT WAS REALLY FUN!!
hehe.
bye!
=p

- freaky. -

2006-07-05T04:36:00.000-07:00

many weird things occured this past few days. really weird stuff.
I wanna tell you the highlights of the activities we had.

first, my father was elected as the homeroom president in our class. gosh. i find it weird coz im used in my mom being the officer. in my mind was just like "woah?! what's wrong with the world?!" hehe. at first i thought apple was just jokin around when she told me bout my father then surprisingly, when i entered the room i saw the words written in the whiteboard as:

president: MR. PEREZ

woah!! its way weird. right? its like has the world gone wild? haha. okay fine, i know im exaggerating. hehe. but its just unbelievable, unexpected, shocking, jaw-droppin .. okay thats enough. hehe.

numbah two, haha, i just remembered Mr. Seguban he stopped his funny accent because of kevin cabral told him that we find it hilarious because we keep on laughin. hmn. what next? oh. i hate PE yesterday. i fell on my knees while doin the shuttle run. ouch. that hurt. swear. my knees were not actually swollen but its red. both knees. and i find it hard to walk the way i used to because my knees are killing me. urgh.

third, my brain is going to explode planning the social action program. sucks for me i guess? because unfortunately im the committee head of joy and one of the committee function is to implement the social action program so that means i will be the one handling the activties that we are about to do there. we need a BRAINSTORMING! i cant do this all by myself. i need help! hehe. so i kept on askin for suggestions of games for the disabled. well, they told me so many MEANINGFUL and USEFUL answers. they told me that we play the my toes, my knees, my shoulder, my head. sira talaga kayo rainier and kevin!! hehe. they suggested many hilarious answers. haha. that i kept laughin and laughin as if there'd no tomorrow. haha. and also katz and maine also laughed with me haha.

-well okay, thats it for now. bye! God bless! take care! =p

- d A m n . . -

2006-06-25T02:43:00.000-07:00

im sick. nothing new bout it right? but the weird thing is, nikko first had a fever. then he told me about it. so i told him that he should get well soon so that he could cheer for the game tomorrow. then nikko also told JD about it. well, it was yesterday when he told JD and I that he have a fever. then this morning, JD told me that he is sick. yeah, nilalagnat daw siya. then i told him also to get well soon. then this afternoon, i felt soo sick [of love songs, so tired of tears! haha, corny.] i mean. literally sick. i dont know if my mom is going to allow me to watch the game tomorrow. waah. why cant i be sick next week??! not today not tomorrow but next week!! did you get whats weird? its like the virus is passed through sms messages. no, i know its weird. hay ewan.

im sick period.

- o h g o o d . . . -

2006-06-24T02:08:00.000-07:00

my braces hurt [the upper part] it has just been installed this morning and now it hurts like the torture you experience in this world. it is ultimate pain. and i need a pain reliever which is unfortunately not available in our house coz we run out of supply of these take-the-pain-away medicines. okei, stop the hallucinations.

today, as i have already said, i went to the dental clinic by myself because i have an appointment with my dentist and my parents were not available to drop me to the clinic coz they are supposed to go to makati before 9am and 9am is the time for my appointment. and then it was installed. [tada! its instant!] haha. after 1hour of my mouth open i finally have my braces in the upper part. then im going to commute in order for me to get home. hehe. before i rode on the three-wheeled-cycle coz its the easiest way to take a ride home. i first bought my own lunch. a freakin siopao and a black gulaman from chowking. then i went home. opened the television which my father calls an idiot box. and looked for interesting program. then i found the NCAA '82 at studio 23. oh good, the seniors already have a game. hope they'll win. haha. im in a talkative mood as of now so im goin to tell you everything that happened this week.

monday
nothin really exciting happened this day. just an ordinary lecture-lecture-recess-lecture-lecture-lunch-lecture-lecture-and-lecture day. oh, there was also a mass before class. haha. good thing the mass took most of the time of the second subject which in our schedule is social science. we all hate that. the 20's hate that subject. i think? but according to my calculations and observations, majority of the class do not like social science. we would love it if the subject teacher was mrs. bea but, no, our class was just that unfortunate enough and had mr. lorenzo as our teacher. the strict and the tanong-ng-tanong-ng-tanong teacher. yeah, if you like to answer the question and there is only one answer he will widen everything up. he will ask you soo many things that comes to the point that you cannot respond coz you already don't know what you are supposed to answer. hayy ewan. and the rest of the day went as it always used to be. =p

tuesday
the usual day as always. we had the nomination of class officers. and the committees were formed. that all. =p

wednesday
the preparation for tha pep rally. and on this day the section laughed our heads off because of mrs. elemento's jokes. yeah. she also joke around. and we always find the subject more interesting because of her "cracks". hehe.

thursday
the pep rally day. everyone was wearing civilian. and good for us there is again no double period in biology coz the pep rally was scheduled after lunch till dismissal. haha. bout the pep rally, first we had the prayer then the introduction of the people from mendiola then the introduction of the athletes who are going to play for the NCAA. then we had the practice of the yells and cheers. the indian yell, the san beda fight 123 and the i-already-forgot others. heehee. the humdity was killing us but the inspiration was there. right katz?? at the back and at the side. haha. so it gave katz and i the willingness to participate with the yells and cheers. and also, kevin cabral, mike limlengco and kevin rivor kept shouting the "waaaaaaavvvveee!!!" and they're screamin my ears off. and the fact that im about inches away from them makes it worst.

friday
bad day, i do not like this day, swear. especially the dismissal part. yeah. right abby,katz and maine?? right?? right???? hehe. well, i still enjoyed it. [anu ba yan. anlabo. nung una i do not like this day tpero nag enjoy.. anu ba talga?!] hehe.

thats all. bow. yehey!! go red cubz!! bring back the glory! yeah!! haha.

- w e i R d . . . -

2006-06-22T02:53:00.000-07:00

waah.. nothin good to write so better not read coz you wont like it.

told ya you wont like it. hehe. wala! im weird today. katz kept laughin her heart out of the crazy stories and jokes i told her. pero. look deeper. yeah. deeper. well. today is the freakin pep rally. and i have no comment with that.

i already warned you not to read. coz its really USELESS. okei? bye.

- p u c h A c k k !

2006-06-22T02:51:00.000-07:00

- y e a h r i G h t . . . -

2006-06-02T03:40:00.000-07:00

Hello yeO!! Its been a while since I’ve posted something meaningless [again?!] here.. heehee.. well.. I am soooooo nervous bout having braces because my parents told me that they will bring me to our dentist.. I feel like hell and I kept on asking abby on how is it going to be.. if it is goin to be painful or not.. then she told me to just think of *toot* and the pain will be relieved.. nice advice huh? I hope it’ll work.. heehee.. in my mind I think its not gonna work out.. coz maybe it will make it worse than expected.. [ouch for him! Hehe.. =p] hmmn.. before the brace issue.. I wanna tell you what happened this past few days..

**may 21,2006 [last last Sunday]

The first thing I did was obviously get out of bed.. haha.. corny! =p then we went to St. Paul Vigil house to attend mass.. I even saw Stephen and Timothy Diaz there.. heehee.. nothing much bout them.. during the celebration of the Holy Eucharist [oha!?!! Heehee..] specifically the HOMILY part.. the priest is talking our heads off.. im with my cousins by the way.. coz he kept on saying the L word that is really common and needed today, LOVE.. we had the idea on counting on how many times the priest will say that particular L word and we ONLY got the total of 13.. because we came up on that idea when the homily is about to end.. too bad. But if we were counting since he started the sermon we could have got 30+ .. believe me that’s too much.. hehe.. after that torturing mass about love.. we then headed straight to chowking.. because our uncle, tito dan, will treat our breakfast.. but we are all craving for hot choco, which is unfortunately not available in chowking so we went to mcdo.. funny thing there is that we are all screaming “sa mcdo nlng tayo!! Taraletz!” [hello?! That’s really disrespectful but I enjoyed doing it anyways.. haha!! Bad me..] we also heard the manager whisper “sayang ang dami pa naman nila..” aww.... well.. there was 8 of us ksi.. too bad for them.. that’s their fault they don’t have hot choco.. haha.. then we went to mcdo.. I only ordered pancakes and hot choco.. my cousins ordered real food [real food for us is rice with a particular viand.. heehee..] then when we are all through with our meals we headed home.. and my cousins and I hung-out in our house and exchanged stories and whatsoever.. then we focused on the topic “the Da Vinci Code” we all exchanged on what we know bout the movie.. all I know bout that is the painting of the last supper and the mona lisa is also explained there.. haha.. sucks for me I guess.. hehe.. then my cousins went home.. and ate candy and I were the last men standing.. haha!! Ewan.. so we both took a nap at the guest room.. then ate kahren called us at the telephone to inform us that tito dan will again treat us but this time to a movie, so we excitedly change our clothes and wonder what movie to watch.. we hurriedly fixed ourselves when they came and said that we are about to go.. but good thing ate sarah [kuya kenneth’s girlfriend] isn’t there yet.. there are still 8 of us who went to the mall namely: tito dan, ate kahren, ate candy, ate sarah, kuya Kenneth, kuya kehvz and me.. that’s arranged by age ha.. heehee.. yeah. I m the youngest.. haha.. we only rode a jeep on our way there coz no car is available to use and none of us is licensed to drive.. so.. when we rode on the jeep a girl rode too and sat next to kuya kehvs.. I kept on teasing him bout the girl then tito dan started talking to her and asked her on where she is studying and whatsoever.. then we were all surprised to know that she also studies at SCT as a 3rd year college student there [nursing].. then we all had the guts to talk to her na.. because if tito dan didn’t talked to her maybe we are still in the
“yikee-bagay-kayo look” with kuya kehvs.. haha.. then when we arrived we made up our minds that we are going to watch the Da Vinci Code movie.. well.. good thing I was wearing a eighteen-y look so I was allowed to watch.. well the guards didn’t saw me enter coz I hid at kuya kenneth’s back.. haha.. bad me.. we didn’t had the chance to watch the movie from the very start coz when we arrived it was already in the ending part so we waited again for the movie then we bought some popcorns and drinks.. I really enjoyed the movie.. there were some shocking facts told there but ate kahren reminded us that the movie was fictional.. well it didn’t bother my beliefs anyways.. I still believe in God.. heehee.. =p and I still love Jesus.. =D neweiiz.. After the movie.. we looked for a resto to eat.. but unfortunately all were full then the only fast-food chain left was jollibee.. I ordered spaghetti then the rest of them ate burger steak.. good for them.. heehee.. then we went home.. tired and sleepy..

-end-

**may 23,2006 [last last Tuesday obviously]

Ate candy and I went to megamall to meet tita nene [ate candy’s mom] we found her at the goldilocks eating.. then we also ate our lunch there we both ate pancit malabon the merienda size coz we are really not in the mood to eat.. and I also ordered mais con hielo.. heehee.. then we stroll around the dept. store and went to different boutiques.. and tried on different shoes and clothes.. heehee.. then went to the grocery store to buy some chips to eat when we go home.. we accompanied tita nene to the MRT station then headed for home.. I also saw a weird man.. shaving on the streets?!?! Well ate candy told me not to notice him because the guy is somewhat crazy.. hello??!! Who would sit on the floor and shave in the middle of the streets?!?! Yeah.. then when we rode on the FX to go to ever ortigas coz we are supposed to buy some things needed in the house and she will meet her classmates there to fix their case study.. unfortunately, kuya jeremy or “papa Jeremy chuvanessence” as abby and I like to call him, texted ate candy that the meeting at ever is canceled and moved to megamall.. so we told the driver to drop us off.. then we just walked back to megamall.. good thing it wasn’t that far!! =p then.. we met up and kuya Jeremy was with kuya Wally [they were both kyooT!!! Swear!! Heehee..] then we AGAIN walked around [my feet hurts like hell!!] and we ate at KFC.. kuya Jeremy treated us!! Thanks!! Heehee.. we also noticed that majority of the people in that mall was wearing green.. weird? Heehee.. then we kept on teasing kuya Jeremy to ate Diana [ehem ehem! Ayikee!] hehe.. but kuya kept on denying the fact that they were both inlove with each other.. haha nice try.. but its so OBVIOUS!!.. peace! Then we again walked around and explored some boutiques then we met ate Diana [ehem kuya Jeremy!] and kuya julz who is actually wearing a green shirt and a green cap!! Heehee.. then the guys kept fooling around.. they were so hilarious I kept laughin.. hehe.. then.. we went home na coz my mom kept on textin us to go home and accompany ate nene.. heehee.. then eiion we went home.. =p

-end-

**i made these at the microsoft word while our phone line is still not workin its the effect of over-boredom.. hehe..

- w h E n i s E e y O u s m i L e . . . -

2006-05-19T23:22:00.000-07:00

nothin much bout the title.. juz listenin to the song.. nice noh?? well.. as of now.. im with my kuya.. kuya kehvz.. hangin out in our house.. coz our parents went to makati in their office ata.. i think?? dunno.. then.. there's just three of us here.. kuya kehvz, ate nene [our new househelp] and me.. so.. we went to our own places.. well mine was in front of the computer, kuya kehvs is beside the telephone and ate nene is in her room.. haha.. we have our own strategic places.. [what the heck is it with strategic?!?! hehe..] okie.. what story am i goin to share with you today?? hmmnn.. it's been a while since i have posted a senseless entry.. haha.. okie.. uhmm.. this past few days.. i just stayed here in our house.. and the fact that before ate nene arrived here we do not have any househelp.. so i do the dishes.. wash our clothes everyday .. though its tiring i still enjoy it.. haha.. however, i was soo relieved when ate nene came coz my chores was lessened.. hehe.. by the way, im a lil excited bout school.. well i dunno the reason why.. but i just felt s lil interested bout going back to school.. maybe its because i REALLY miss my friends soo much!! and i can't wait to see them and hang out with them.. especially my berkadah.. miss them so much!! and maybe its because of my curiosity of who will be my classmates.. haha.. bztah.. i dunno what came into me and made me excited bout the school.. lastly, maybe because i have nothin to do in our house so i prefer school more.. waahh.. i dunno..!! i know you'll be thinkin that im madly insane.. well.. you're wrong im just slightly insane.. haha.. i'm currently addicted to the song "ikaw pa rin" by juana.. coz i think it has a lil connection with my situation in life as of now.. haha.. whatever chuvanessence.. haha.. hmn.. till here nlang.. got more things to do!! haha.. bye!! tAke cAre!! mwA!! love ya'll!! miss ya! =p

- y e l l O w t e A m ! ! t O p A k K ! ! -

2006-05-07T03:14:00.000-07:00

this is the YELLOW team aka the tropang TOPAKK!! miss ko na nga itong mga toh ehh.. awwwww.. describe natin each para happy.. heehee.. gnun?!.. game..

++jOhnArd++
itong c johnard.. uhmm.. wat can i say??? heii... weiitt lang.. testee ba ituh?!?!? hehe.. jokEz.. game.. patawa rin toh sa group.. masipag din.. kc nag wash din naman ng dishes kahit papaano.. haha.. [ehem!! trabaho ng powerpuff girls un ehh!! heehee.. peAce..] i think bespren nia sa tropa si luigi .. right?? lagi nia kc kasama.. pero.. all through out the camp.. lagi xang nandian for the other members.. ready to help.. naman naman.. the wordings.. its really deep.. haha.. may kapatid xa na kagroup naman ng bespren koii na si airatotz.. c ropee ata ung spelling?? not sure ehh.. heehee.. eiiOn lang..

next naman..

++ivan++
ito namang c ivan.. makoolet na magaleng na masipag.. na ewan.. hehe.. peace.. pero in fairness.. baet baet yan.. galing din gumawa ng strategy.. dbuh dbuh?? haha.. nung pre-camp palang.. sipag na ang dating.. kc xa mismo nagvovolunteer na magdadala ng ganyan ng ganito.. watever chorva.. haha.. *ehem!* chorvaloo.. the language.. madalas din nia ginagamit yan.. hehe.. magaling toh as in.. flAttered ba? wag na nga.. hehe.. peace.. pero.. alm nio ba..?! ang bruhong toh.. babaero.. ampotch.. daming babae.. tatlo tatlo.. hehe.. jokez.. loyal yan noh.. [wadeber! oo nalang ako.. hehe] tulog mantika yan.. nag trade kami ng cellfone nung camp.. gagawin niang alarm ung fone koh.. tas pang muzic namin ung fone nia.. tas nung umaga.. nag alarm na ung fone ko [na katabi nia ha!!] kami pa unang nagcng.. pero.. okie lang un.. heehee..

theN...

++lUiGi++
tahimik lang toh sa tropa.. pero kahit ganun.. todo support parin xa.. dbuh.. gulat kami sa situation nia na shinare nia [tama ba??] pero.. good thing nga nag open up xa.. so lets just keep that our "group secret" shhh.. heehee.. bespren nga toh ni johnard .. hmm.. wat else pa ba?? saya rin toh kasama.. kahit di kami gnun nakapag bond nung camp.. na sesense ko.. masaya toh katambay and kakwentuhan.. o dbuh?! masipag din toh.. as in.. tska hndi xa tulad ng ibang kuwayet na people na humihiwalay sa group for them to be alone.. neber xa humiwalay samin.. awwwwww... kahit di tau nakapagusap ng maxado nuon.. hope il know you better dbuh?? para happy.. heehee.. nga pala.. i know may makoolet na side ka rin.. hndi mo lang pinakita nung camp.. wooooshooo.. chorva.. ilabas na kc... hehe.. accepted kana rin naman namin ehh.. haha.. [these are called the RIDICULOUS words of wisdom ni jastine.. hehe..] pEace Out..

++arViN++
hmmnn.. c arvin.. ito ung kamukha ng classmate ko sa beda.. c ANZEL!! kamukha nia.. as in.. hehe.. patawa rin toh.. grbe.. katambay ko nun.. kahiraman ko ng flashlight.. kc i thought nawala ung akin un pala na kei "chorva" este ivan pala.. hehe.. euun.. uhmm.. baet rin toh.. iniiwan lang naman ang flag namin kea nagkaroon kami ng deduction.. hehe.. nahuli kc ni ate lissy ehh.. heehee.. pero thats okie.. hndi na naman naulit ehh.. tska as if naman ako walang nagawang mali nun at naparusahan din tau na muntiakan ng ipag "butt-spell".. xiett.. heehee.. sorry uleiit.. heehee.. un lang po... =p

++marcO T.++
ito namang c kuya marco.. dame daming kalokohan.. grabe.. as in! sobra.. hehe.. pagdating na padating ko palang.. ksama siya dun sa may nagpipicturan sa taas ng ring mga balew.. na addict sa pictures tas nwalan daw ng film ung celfOne nia kea di na xa mkapicture.. balew talaga.. hehe.. "rOck On! hardcOre!!" sa kanya ko natutunan yan.. fave expression nia kc un.. lagi mo maririnig sa knya.. grbe.. core toh ng group.. supportive na kuya and sobrang patawa.. pero he knows how to be serioud if kailangan na.. kahit maloko yan.. sobra parin yan magserve kei God.. as in.. lalo na pag worship na.. lift up nia lahat.. God fearing kc toh ehh.. hmmn.. wat else?? kasama xa sa mga tropang MARCO.. dame kcng marco dun.. tatlo na nga ngaun ehh.. pareparehong spelling.. zteeg noh?? hardcore! haha.. mbaet xang kuya.. makoolet din sobra.. tas nakatakas pa nung rapelling time na.. hehe.. tsk tsk.. bgla nalang kc nawala.. hehe... eiiun.. bzta.. aliw toh tlaga mag take ng piture ng sarili nia.. kahit nasa gitna na ng "low-V" at mahulog hulog na.. magpapapicture pa rin yan.. no matter what it takes.. haha.. famous din xa sa line na "i need ice how nice!!" tama ba?? un ba un?? kc b naman nung last year na camp.. nagsuperman kc naghabol ng ice just for the sake of their group.. awwwwwwww... [di ko kc xa kateam nun ehh.. utol ko kateam nia nuOn.. hehe] yan tuloy natakbo sa hospital.. hehe.. pero okie na xa ngaun.. dbuh kuya?? hehe.. un lang po.. ang haba.. hehe.. rOck On!

++giO++
hmmmmmmnnn.. c gio naman.. baet na tao.. *ehem ehem! flattered!!* hehe.. kooolet kausap.. sarap kasama.. naman naman.. masipag din naman noh?? isa rin toh sa matagal magcng?? tama ba?? sarap kc maxado ng tulog?? o tlagang puyat lang..?? hehe.. hmmn.. wat more can i say?? supportive din toh sa trOpa.. lahat naman ehh dbuh?? xA naman ang hiraman ko ng pillow pag may talk sa gabi.. heehee.. hmmmn.. tumutulong din sa paggawa ng strat.. kakoolitan ko rin dun.. hehe.. katawanan.. ryt??? hmmmnn.. "atenista" nga pala ito.. *ehem ehem!* memories.. hehe.. di yun ksama nisingit ko lang.. xa lang taga ateneo samin kc majority sa grOup mga "lA sALLiStaz" ako lang din "BeDiztAh" dun noh.. heehee.. pero zteeg prin kami.. hehe.. anu pa ba naman?!?! c gio.. sabi nia "loner" daw ako.. pag nasa swing.. hndi noh.. yoko lang sa may araw.. kc mainit and baka mangitim.. haha.. arte eh noh.. cnasamahan nia ako.. kea hndi na tuloy ako loner.. tas "senti" daw ako?!? tumpak! tama.. one time lang ako nagpakasenti.. lang hiya ung swing na un.. nakakahilo.. hehe.. bzta.. baet toh.. as in.. patawa rin minsan.. kakatuwa tlguh.. dbuh?? heehee.. eiiun lang po.. =D

++adRiAnE++
c adriane.. ka team mate ko since last year.. heehee.. incredibluez kami last year.. pero ngaun.. tOpAkk na.. heehee.. galeng tlga toh.. sobra.. without him hndi kami nanalo sa war games.. heehee.. nakuha nia ung flags ng light blue and light green.. heehee.. tama nga ba?? bzta.. kakatuwa rin toh.. masipag na mabaet na patawa.. marunong mag taekwondo.. dbuh?? idOl.. nagdala nga toh ng ipOd na alam namang hndi pede.. heehee.. ginamit ko rin naman.. hehe.. balew.. as in.. kooletz... xa ang "most competitive brother sa camp" nyAka naman.. idOl tlga.. supportive tlaga toh.. xA c *mojo jojo* naming powerpuff sa grOup.. zteeg nga ehh.. koolet din matulog.. may porma pa.. hehe.. hirap din gcngin.. haha.. peaCe.. ginagamit din naming cam ang celfOne nia.. bzta.. mabaet toh.. heehee.. hArdcOre..!! =p

++atE mAriz++
ate mariz.. may award din xa ehh.. "supportive sister" ba un?? bzta.. sweet toh ehh.. sobrang palaban.. as in.. baet din xa.. cool na ate.. lakas tumili.. lalo na pag sobrang saya.. galing talaga.. she is so brave.. grabe.. idOl.. makoolet.. magaling mag guitar.. patawa rin.. maasikaso.. hehe.. nakilala ko xa nung last year na camp pa ata.. tska.. kc isa xa sa facilitator ng east.. dbuh?? rOck On eAst pOweR!! hehe.. xa ang team facilitator ng tOpAkk.. and saya xa kasama.. saya rin kakwentuhan.. kakwentuhan ko rin.. bzta.. she's a very brave ate for me.. heehee.. lagi rin xang ready to give a helping hand samin.. she's very nice.. hndi xa mataray.. as in.. tska marunong xa makisama.. open din xa samin.. eiiun.. hmmn.. nu pa ba..?? nagluto din ata toh nung camp.. bzta.. all i know is that she is very nice talaga.. God fearing din.. lahat naman.. heehee.. ge.. eiiun lang po.. =p

++tiFfAny++
c tiff naman.. nkilala ko xa since nung pre-camp.. i thought nuon na snob pero i was so wrong pala.. baet pala toh sobra.. masaya toh kakoolitan.. labs ko toh ehh.. hehe.. xa si *buttercup* ng powerpuff girls namin.. isa xa sa mga kasama ko sa na late kea kami napasayaw sa harap ng mga campers.. grabe.. pero.. buti nlng they forgave us agad.. heehee.. peace out tOpAkk.. clang dalawa ni isay una kong naka chike bout lablife sa loob ng tent.. tentmates kami ehh.. haha.. mahilig magpuyat.. mga 2 na natutulog.. grabe.. mbaet toh tlaga.. as in.. xa halos lagi ko ksama ko sa camp.. kaming tatlo ni isay... hehe.. ayAw niang pino pO xa.. tska.. ayaw rin nia aminin na kamukha nia c kitchie.. idOl.. heehee.. pretty kc toh ehh.. daming naghahabol.. haha.. supportive din sa trOpa.. ksama ko rin sa mga tagahugas ng utensils.. heehee.. cgE! rOck On giRL!! miSs yAh sO muCh!! mWaCkz!! lOve yAh! (",)

++isAy++
c ate isay!! xa una kong nakasama sa camp.. xa buddy ko.. heehee.. xa naman c *blossom*naming tatlo.. heehee.. ako c *bubbles* kc naman noh.. naka bubbles ako nun nung na pangalanan kaming powerpuff girls heehee.. singket na mabaet.. and till now may utang na C2 sakin.. haha.. jOkez.. okie lang un.. wag na.. heehee.. makoolet din toh.. masipag din.. ksama ko nga rin xa sa tagahugas ng plates.. nag cook xa ng rice one time.. tas perfect ung pagkaluto.. naks.. heehee.. todo support din xa sa group namin.. sobrang saya kasama.. koolet katambay.. as in.. cge.. grabe na speechless kc ako ehh.. heehee.. senxa po.. miSs yAh!! lOve yAh!! mWaCkz!! (",)

++jAstinE++
hmmn.. c jastine?? tagahugas ng plates.. *bubbles* ng powerpuff girlss.. hehe.. tange ako yan.. hehe.. peAce Out..

++atE kAy++
hmmnn.. c ate kay.. sobrang saya kasama.. wacky wacky talaga.. sobrang patawa grabe.. pretty rin toh ehh.. dbuh?? malufEtz talaga.. grabe ang kasipagan.. olweiiz xang concerned samin.. kakatouch naman.. hehe.. mabaet toh.. sobrang matutuwa ka.. cOre namin yan.. God fearing toh.. sobrang nice friend.. as in.. nice na ate samin.. maingay na makoolet.. heehee.. tuwa nga ehh.. azteeg.. lab na lab ko rin toh.. heehee.. grabe ring palaban.. ready to fight talaga for God's glory!! aii!!!!!! weiiitt.. last year ung Fight for God's gLorY eHh.. hnDing hnDi tOh sUmusUkO!!! eiian.. tama na.. ineencourage nia kami na kaya namin ung bawat activity.. na wag daw kami susuko.. well thankful ako kc i met her.. first time ko kc xa naging ka group.. heehee.. pero mbaet na azteeg itong c ate kay.. galing din mag worship and ganda rin ng voice nito.. idOl.. heehee.. lOve yAh ate!! miSs yAh!! mwAcKz!! (",)

++atE stAcY++
ito naman pong c ate stacy.. sobra sobra sobrang sweet.. grabe.. kyOot kyOot rin.. heehee.. sobra ring baet.. maasikaso rin and sooper supportive.. she's a very God fearing person.. cheerful na makoolet.. cOre din namin toh.. sobrang understanding.. palatawa rin toh noh.. koolet nga ehh.. sobrang sipag rin.. as in talaga.. she will do anything just to fight for our team.. awwwwwww... lab na lab ko rin toh noh.. lahat naman sila ehh.. heehee.. she's a really good friend.. lagi niang cnasabi "kaya natin yan!" hehe.. hardworking na ate for us.. she's really nice.. umiyak xa nung sharing.. awwww.. kakatouch.. heehee.. ready rin xa to help.. sweeet talaga toh thats all i can say po.. eiiun lang po.. miss yAh!! mWaCkz!! lOve yAh!! (",)

***love you yellow team!! miss ya'll!! thankz for making that four-day camp enjoyable and fun!! love ya'll!! thankz for everything!!! mwAckZ!!! (",)

- s i L a k b O ! : p i C t U r E z -

2006-05-05T00:25:00.000-07:00

yan naman ang green team.. yeO.. wLa akO mxAdO aLm.. peRo.. gaLeng diN yAng mgA yAn.. nAndiAn cRx nG insan kO ehh.. hMmnn.. cnu kea?! heehee.. ako kc nsa dark blue akin.. hah!! huli ka.. haha.. balew.. zteeg tong green they are known sa camp as c2 green tea ata.. eeiiOn.. LufEt din na kalaban.. kkatakot.. heehee.. abOve is the pink team.. wackiest team of all.. makookoolet as in!! mighty bond team yan.. as in close na close.. nga pla.. ther group name is pink positive zteeg toh.. daming awards as in.. 3 ata natanggap nila or for? dunno lang pero.. dami tlga.. kaso red ang over all winner ehh.. heehee.. roCk oN pink team..!! haha..
<--vioLet tEam this is the violet team also called the ultravioletz haha.. zteeg tong group na toh.. well.. lahat naman ehh.. in different ways nga lang.. heehee.. eiiOn.. kLban namin cla nuon.. pero.. bzta.. saya rin toh kalaban.. makookoolhet.. heehee.. rOck On!! [line ni kuya marco V. at marco T. heehee..]

dark blue team a.k.a thE blue rangers it may sound funny and corny.. peo.. azteeg yang group na yan.. *ehem ehem!* biAs!! haha.. mukhang ewan c *anO* dian ehh.. hmmn.. lets talk about the dark blue team muna.. hmmn.. they are one of our alliances during the war games.. kc four-on-four un.. mag ka alliance and lightblue, violet, light green and pink then pag start ng game we found out na magkakampi pala ung apat na un.. so we tried to negotiate with the other teams na magform din kami ng alliance.. so ung mga natira na red, yellow,white and dark blue ung nagkampi kampi.. by the way.. yellow team po ako.. yeah!! heehee.. sO.. our alliance won.. galing ni kuya adrian!! nakuha niya ung flag ng pink and light green so out ung whole team nila.. then.. kaming apat na nag laban laban.. so new alliances nanaman,, ang dark blue and white together then yellow and red.. pero fortunately.. yellow won!! yehey!! hehe.. saya tlaga.. as in.. by the way.. ung game na un.. may paper sa likod ng each person.. so para mapalabas mo ung isang person.. kailangan mabasa ung majority ng paper.. good thing ako hndi natamaan.. haha.. tapos para whole team ang matanggal ung flag ang dapat kunin.. eiiOn.. grabe.. saya.. as in!! heehee..

== cge po.. hanggang dto nlng po muna.. wala pa kc ung ibang picz ng ibang team ehh.. heehee..

- c L a S s p i C z . . . =c -

2006-04-21T21:28:00.000-07:00

eto po ang 1-15 st hildegard.. may tamed-look at may wild.. hehe.. name natin isa isa pra mhaba.. hehe..
ung sa may serious..
[from left to right pinakababang line]
marty, abby,kat,marga,isabel,leanne,ms.Bea,jC[ako], daynielle, mutya, ali, michael, kent
[second line from left to right]
ace,merlin,josh,red,francis,ernest,jp,anzel,jd,prince,abiel and bernard
[last line left to right]
mark,cj,jed,dj,pan,dave,nikko,arnold,kevin

dun sa may wacky or wild.. nakaturo ung mga guys kei josh [ehem! lakas mantrip ng mga boyz noh.. heehee..]

hMmnn.. miss ko na cla.. bgyan ko nga ng messages isa isa.. hehe..
alphabetical yan.. =p

miss ko na toh kc.....

-isabel barredo-- galing kc magvolley ehh.. *ehem!* new look na nga nanaman pla c josh madrid! hehe.. mwa!

-jd beleno-- miss yah baklang maldita! wala knang kaagaw kei**ano** seong seo na un! hehe joke lng akin un noh! haha.. [hndi po bakla c jd hah..lokohan lng po.. =p]

-francis bonsay--talino kc toh ehh.. kakamiss tuloy.. hehe.. gnun?! haha..

-prince cabural-miss ko na toh kc.. kakatuwa xa.. dbuh dbuh..?? heehee..

-marga camacho-- kc kuwayet xa ehh.. gnun eh noh..?!

-mutya camba-miss you!! hehe.. senxa.. speechless ehh.. haha!=p

-kevin capistrano--awwwww.. miss ko na toh.. mga kalokohan nito.. miss ko na toh kc.. lagi nia akong hinaharang sa dadaanan ko pagpasok sa room hehe.. bruho toh.. haha.. baby pa kc toh ng class dbuh..?? heehee.. tska sarap kurutin nung cheekz.. hehe

-mark chavez-- miss ko na toh kc.. tuwa ako sa pag stand nia everyday.. kc feeling ko tutumba na.. hehe.. kakatuwa rin toh ehh.. lagi clang LQ ni kat.. *ehem* hehe..

-michael cruz-- miss ko na toh kc.. lagi nia ako binabalitaan kei jc dati.. heehee.. =p

-abby deguzman-- miss ko na toh!!! sobra.. kc.. malamang.. kaberkadah ko toh.. ksama ko toh sa mga kalokohan at kakosa ko rin toh sa asaran at barahan dbuh..?? heehee.. miss ko toh kc.. saya xa ksama.. love yah abby!! mwa!! miss ya!!

-merlin dionisio-- miss ko na toh kc.. commander daw xa ng class.. tpos meron pa yang song.. "tulog na dionisio.." ang bad ko!! hehe.. ehh niaasar kc xa ehh.. naririnig ko lng.. =p

-ace gatapia-miss ko na toh kc.. idol ko toh sa basketball at badminton!!! galing.. MVP naman kc tlga yan sa Siena dati.. todo deny pa xa.. hehe..

-Pawan Kumar-Pawan kumar ba o kumar pawan..??!?! nkakalito ehh.. bzta.. miss ko na toh.. kc.. uhmm.. umalis xa agad di nia tinapos ung Skool year.. awwww.. hehe

-bernard Lacerna- miss ko na toh kc.. xa lagi ko kinukulit pag wala ako mgawa.. ksma ko xa sa tropang tga-twag-ng-teacher-sa-faculty.. xa rin ang coordinatoe ng outing namin this coming may 6.. hehe..

-katrina Lim- miss ko na toh.. kc hlos katabi ko xa.. pero.. bzta.. sa glid ko lng xa together with mark *ehem!*.. bgla mo nlng clang maririnig na nagsisigwan or nagaaway.. hehe..

-kent limpot-hmmn.. miss ko toh kc.. lufet ng katalinuhan nito.. di ko mareach.. dami rin gurls.. *ehem ehem!!!* hehe..

-joshua lucina-miss ko na toh kc.. uhmm.. yoko sabhin.. sbhin nio pang bad ako.. hehe.. kc.. bzta.. alm na un ng 15.. hehe.. lalo na ung mga pasimunong pazawaiis.. hehe

-arnold medina- miss ko na toh kc.. uhmm.. ewan.. kc rOckizta toh.. sobra.. =p

-dave moralde-miss ko na toh kc.. puno toh nga kalokohan at kaingayan sa classroom.. lagi nia npapatawa classmates nia.. baet din kc.. hndi mrunong mgalit[wooshoo!! hehe]

-abiel paltao-miss ko na toh kc.. kakosa toh ni bernard.. xa naman ang asst.coordinator ng outing.. hehe..

-dj pascua-miss ko na toh kc.. x nagpauso ng dota xa room.. amp.. umabot pa sa point na wala ng lumalabas sa mouth nia kundi dota or anythin tungkol sa dota.. hehe.. addicted sa mga ROSE ..

-CJ Pascual- miss ko na toh kc.. patawa rin toh.. mga cheezmaxx nia.. hehe.. ingay rin kc toh sa class.. sobra sobrang pazawaii.. hehe.. bespren ni sir duavit.. haha..

-jC Perez-malamang ako un.. hehe

-Leanne Pucut-miss ko na rin toh sobra!! kc malamang kaberkadah ko rin toh.. noh.. xa una kong nameet sa class beside kay marty at ace na naturingang sienanz din dati.. hehe.. miss yah!! love yah!

-jEiram Reyes-miss ko na toh kc.. lagi xa nagkakaroon ng pimple sa nose.. as in sa center.. hehe.. patawa rin kc toh minsan.. pero ewan ko kung anu nangyayari sknya ngaun.. haii jeii..

-pan roque- miss ko na toh kc.. xa pinakamatangakad samin.. inlove kei "jelcake" haha.. alala ko pa nung nagkukuryentehan kami sa com lab.. kinuryente ko xa bgla tpos muntikan lng natumba ung 2 computer.. hehe.. dahil skin.. haha.. peace.. =p

-daynielle santos- miss ko na toh kc.. seatmate ko toh ehh.. hehe.. sarap kakwentuhan.. prehoh pa kami nian inaaway ni marty.. kc sa likod kaming dalwa ni marty ehh.. hehe..

-jed sardea-miss ko na toh kc.. addicted sa guitar.. galing din mag guitar.. idol ko nga toh ehh.. pag may gusto kang tugtugin na song na hndi mo alam ung chords.. tanung mo lng sknya.. cguradong alm nia.. hehe..

-nikko SaysOn- miss ko na toh kc.. dami ng niligawan nito.. lahat tinulungan ko xa.. hehe.. cmula kei leanne.. hanggan ngaun kei.. *bespren ko dto sa village* hehe.. katelebabad ko rin toh.. kagabi rin.. wala kc kami preho magawa.. hehe

-jP silva- miss ko na toh kc.. uhmm.. artistic.. galing magcolor.. =p idol pa kumanta.. hehe

-marty tejada-miss ko toh kc.. uhmm.. teka..?! miss ko nga ba toh..?! hehe joke lng.. xempz miss ko rin toh.. hehe.. kaasaran ko toh ehh.. sarap asarin kc pikon.. hehe.. bad boy toh minsan.. pero pag preho kaming good mood.. katawanan ko rin.. tinutulungan ko naman toh sa *bespren ko sa siena nung grade 6* gOsh! its a MIRACLE!!! kinakantahan namin toh ni abby nung pinanuod namin ung prince of egypt ng "there can be MIRACLES when you believe, though hope is frail you can achieve.." hehe..

-anzel valderrama-kakosa nia marty sa sobrang addicted rin sa pc.. ung tipong hndi na kakain ng recess or lunch mkapag pC lng.. tsk tsk.. miss ko na toh kc.. xa ung pinakakinagalitan ko sa buong room.. xiett.. scandalous.. nung practice namin forenglish week ata or soc sci week.. sobrang iyak un dahil sa knya.. tpos sobrang galit din ni jd sknya muntikan ng sinapak kso umiwas.. eun.. tumama sa wall na may parang tusok tusok ung fist nia.. tpos dumugo.. tsk tsk.. bad!! hehe..

-ali ventura- miss ko na toh tlguh sobra!! kc again.. mlamang kaberkadah ko toh!!! addicted kc toh sa mga jellyACE ehh.. dbuh.. heehee.. miss yah po!!!

-redmond zapanta-miss ko na toh kc.. sobrang saya ksama.. tatawa ka ng tatawa tulad ni dave.. hehe.. bespren nia un ehh.. asawa na nga pla noh.. toh kc.. first day plang.. bnang ingay na.. hehe.. daldal tlga.. pero katuwa prin kht gnun.. patawa rin toh at pazawaii at makoolet sa classroom.. nangunguna clang tatlo nila cj at dave sa kaingayan.. hehe..

-ernest zapata- lastly.. miss ko na toh kc.. ito po ung president namin noh.. c king cOng daw.. hehe.. kc may "cong" sa name nia.. hehe.. well hndi kc xa dapat tlga ung president.. c kent kc dapat.. ehh 1st year rep na c kent so nag botohan kami ulit.. ehh nakita na namin kung panu xa magdiscipline [kung mkkta nio lng.. hehe] mamumula ng sobra tlga.. tpos ccgaw ng ubod ng lakas.. hehe..

-mrs. bea- miss ko na po keo!!! zteeg po kc itong adviser.. pede xang friend and teacher at the same time.. sarap din ksama.. miss yah po!! love you!! mwa!!

miss yah 1-15!! love you all!! take good care of urself plagi!! mwa!! tnx for everythin!! without all of you hndi sasaya ng sobra first year life koh!! tnx you guys,, miss you all so much.. attend naman keo ng outing ntin sa CME may 6 po!! buhbye!! ngatz!! mwa!!

- i l 0 v e y 0 u . . . g 0 o d b y e . . . w e h ! c O r n y ! h E h E . . -

2006-04-21T19:45:00.000-07:00

ewan.. ewan.. daming nangyayari.. leech tlga.. kakainiz na nkakalungkot na nkakabangag.. im goin to be madly insane here.. first a problem comes.. then hndi pa nasosolve ung isa may dadating nanaman.. pero.. bztaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ewan ko nlng.. hMf!! hope na maayos toh as soon as possible..

songs nlng.. ='c

"The Art of Letting Go"

OOOOOOHhhhhhhhhh

Put away the pictures.

Put away the memories.

I put over and over

Through my tears

I've held them till I'm blind

They kept my hope alive

As if somehow that I'd keep you here

Once you believed in a love forever more?

How do you leave it in a drawer?

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all

Unchain my heart that's holding on

How do I start to live my life alone?

Guess I'm just learning,

Learning the art of letting go.

Try to say it's over

Say the word goodbye.

But each time it catches in my throat

Your still here in me

And I can't set you free

So I hold on to what I wanted most

Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more

Wish I could open up that door

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all

Unchain my heart that's holding on

How do I start to live my life alone?

Guess I'm just learning,

Learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade

What can I do?

But try to make it through the pain of one more day

Without you

Where do I start, to live my life alone? I

guess I'm learning, only learning,

Learning the art of letting go.

ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

"Seperate Lives"

You called me from the room in your hotel

all full of romance for someone that you've met

and telling me how sorry you were

leaving so soon, and that you miss me sometimes

when you're alone in your room

Do I feel lonely to?

You have no right to ask me how I feel

You have no right to speak to me so kind

We can't go on, holding on to ties

So for now we'll going on living separate lives

Well I held on, to let you go

and if you lost your love for me

you never let it show, oh no

there's no way to compromise

so now we're living separate lives

Ooh, it's so typical, love leads to isolation

so you build that wall, yes you build that wall

and you make it stronger

You have no right to ask me how I feel

You have no right to speak to me so kind

Someday I might find myself looking in your eyes

But for now we'll go on living separate lives

Yes for now we'll go on living separate lives

"until i GET OVER YOU"

Woke up today thinking of you

Another night that I made my way through

So many dreams still left in my mind

But they can never come true

I press rewind and remember when

I close my eyes and I’m with you again

But in the end I can still feel the pain every time

I hear your name

Chorus: The sun won’t shine since you went away

Seems like the rain’s falling every day

There’s just one heart, where there once was two

But that’s the way it’s gotta be, ‘til I get over you…

Verse 2: Walked through the park, in the evening air

I heard a voice and I thought you were there

I run away but I just can’t escape

Memories of you everywhere

They say that time will dry the tears

But true love burns for a thousand years

Give my tomorrows for one yesterday

Just to know that I could have you here

Bridge: When will this river of tears stop fallin’

Where can I run so I won’t feel alone

Can’t walk away when the pain keeps callin’

I’ve just gotta take it from here on my own

But it’s so hard to let go

buhbye.. ngatz keo.. mwackz! miss ya'll.. love yah!='c

- w L a a k O n G g A n A . . s O d i S a p P o i n T e D . . -

2006-04-14T03:12:00.000-07:00

reAsOn why im so disappointed..??
**secret na namin un nila abby, jd and leanne.. kakadisappoint tlga dun sa "taong un". tsk tsk.. ouch ang gnawa.. pero.. tnx to the three.. medyo okAy nkO.. quitE reLievEd na.. =c

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
chikachikzz muna with my sis..!! urgent lng.. heehee..

+][+ewOk+][+
**oiSstt.. dtO mo nlng iread.. nitatamad ako mag type and mail ehh.. haha.. [tamad na bata! tsk tsk..hehe..] lets start.. *ehEm* c *ewok* sumama sa alay lakad yesterday and guess what.. c *kuya* rin nag alay lakad ksama nila kuya kenneth.. [aba banal..?!!? hehe..] so nag ka gana daw c *ewok* maglakad kc nkasalubong nia.. nyahaha.. ang bad ko.. ehh nikwento lng naman un skn ehh.. heehee.. nga pla.. sun b c "kuya"..?? ask lng.. dbuh globe eiion..?? heehee.. nExt tOpiC nAman..

+][camp+][+
**bout the camp.. sa april27-29.. libre ako.. treat ako ni tita malou.. haha.. saya nga ehh.. daming tga east.. hehe.. ang kagroup ko cla kuya marco [tamse].. ate stacey.. and ate KAYE.. team leaders lng ung mga yan... eii.. may klala ka bang renz sa ympact..?? ung singket..?? wla lng.. heehee.. c kuya jeff [*ehem sakin* heehee..] di ata sya ksama.. kakalungkot naman.. =c dami ngang nawala nung dating camp ehh.. awwww... heehee.. pero.. enjoy prin.. sa lipa, batangas ung camp.. zteeg.. dami ko pang dadalhin.. awwww... di kana nga pla mkakasama noh [tanga..?! mlamang kc ang layo moh.. hehe..] wala nko *ate cat* dun.. awwwwwwww.... pero sabi mo matuto akong mag isa... haha.. il try.. kwentuhan kta after ng camp.. daya nga nila mama ehh.. sa 29 kc ung aliwan ehh nsa camp pko nun..!!! di tuloy ako mkakanuod.. hMf!!! daya nila.. gusto ko mkisigaw ehh.. miss ko na rin nman po kc mga beloved cuzzins ntin.. haha.. eiiOn.. next tOpic [last na..]

+][summer na!!+][+
**summer na dto..!! heehee.. dian..?? boring nga lng.. kc wala kana.. wla ako ksama mag gala or mag mall.. heehee.. wala nring manlilibre dbuh.. gnun ehh noh.. heehee.. musta layp mag isa dian..?? bruho tlga yang *monkey* na yan noh.. tsk tsk tsk.. pag nkta ko yan.. [feeling matapang..?! heehee..] eiion.. bzta.. ingatotz kna lng dian hah.. hehe.. ako na bhala kei *ewOk* at *kuya*.. babantayan ko promise... heehee.. ngatz..!! bye..!!

=+=eNd Of chikahan.. [haha!]=+=
**sorry po sA mga hndi nkagetz.. sisters thing.. [arte eh noh..?!? hehe..]
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

tO aLL na..
zup po holy week nio..?? ako etoh.. boring.. bwal mag pa music.. bwal mag guitar.. [mlamang joly week nga ehh..!! heehee,,] wala pang nagttxt noh.. tsktsk.. haiii.. boring tlgah.. asar.. heehee.. every night pkong nag eemote.. [arte.!! hehe..] alm na ng kadah ko un.. tska ni jd.. dbuh..?? heehee.. kakamiss ung 1-15..!!! miss ko na po keo..!! haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii... im so disappointed ngaun.. tsk tsk.. ewan ko nlng sa knya.. di ko na kc alm nangyayari sa buhay nia.. ang gulo niya.. pero.. i hope maaayos ito as soon as possible.. ayoko ng mei kaaway ehh.. heehee.. peace tau hah.. di naman sa galit ako pero naguguluhan lng.. so ayusin na po ntin dbuh.. heehee.. peace tau dude.. haha.. yuck.. hiphop.. ugghh.. hmmnn.. change topic.. anu ba pede pag usapan..?? wahahahaha.. nkaresearch nga pla ako [dala po ng kaboringan..]

*][*5 secrets to staying inlove*][*

Just about everyone wants to know how they can make their relationship better. They want to know how they can deepen the commitment and love between each partner. Unfortunately relationships are not something you can provide a "to do" sheet for and all will be solved, but with these five key secrets you can certainly improve your chances for getting all you desire out of your relationship.

1.do things unexpectedly..

-One key secret to a successful relationship is compromise. Meeting halfway on things shows your partner that you really do care about their viewpoint and you are willing to work on making each other happy. Every so often make it a point to do something that you normally would not agree to or feel like doing. When you keep your partner constantly surprised by your actions, you regenerate that "new love" feeling time and time again. So, when your partner asks if you want to try that new restaurant…say yes! If they ask if you want to try a new hobby…say yes!

2.show your LOYALTY

-Nothing strengthens a relationship quite like watching your partner go to bat for you, especially against close friends or family members. It shows that you consider your relationship a team. If you harass one member of a team, you harass them all. When you side with other people against your partner you make them feel alienated and the seeds of hidden resentment become planted. You can show loyalty positively as well by bragging about your partner's recent accomplishments to friends and family.

3.Be SUPPORTIVE

-Challenges and opportunities are always going to occur. You can't stop them from happening. Hopefully for both of you the changes in your lives are positive ones. The secret key here is having a supporting and understanding mate in your corner to help you through your ups and downs. If you lose your job, it's quite a bit easier to bounce back when you have someone who's willing to support your choices and any new directions you might want to branch out to. If you want a career or lifestyle change, imagine the difference having someone who will carefully consider and support those changes? When your partner is presenting you with a challenge or an opportunity, treat them the way you'd want to be treated.

4.maintain a healthy dose of INDIVIDUALITY

-Personal time and space are essential to growing individually. Everyone one needs private time to do the things they want to do. It helps refocus attention to the priorities. Sometimes you or your partner may just need time to release emotions from a bad day, instead of bringing it home with them. Learning to respect and notice when your partner needs some individual time shows that you are committed to not only your relationship, but their long-term happiness as well.

5.LOVE your partner

-Love is obviously a crucial element in a successful long-term relationship. But having love isn't enough. You need to be in love. The phrase "love is a verb, not a noun" certainly applies here. Don't hesitate to write that quick love note, give that deep kiss, sit next to each other at a restaurant or hold hands in public. The little things go a long way towards establishing a deep, intimate connection with your partner. As simple as it sounds, this action is probably the most commonly overlooked and ignored.

**para po ito sa mga may relationship as of now.. haha.. eiiOn.. thats it for today po.. ingatz po keiio..teyk keyr po.. miss you all.. love yah.. mwa!!

sOng:

Power of two

now the parking lot is empty
everyone's gone someplace
i pick you up and in the trunk i've packed
a cooler and a 2-day suitcase
cause there's a place we like to drive
way out in the country
five miles out of the city limit we're singing
and your hand's upon my knee
so we're okay
we're fine
baby i'm here to stop your crying
chase all the ghosts from your head
i'm stronger than the monster beneath your bed
smarter than the tricks played on your heart
we'll look at them together then we'll take them apart
adding up the total of a love that's true
multiply life by the power of two
you know the things that i am afraid of
i'm not afraid to tell
and if we ever leave a legacy
it's that we loved each other well
cause i've seen the shadows of so many people
trying on the treasures of youth
but a road that fancy and fast
ends in a fatal crash
and i'm glad we got off
to tell you the truth
cause we're okay
we're fine
baby i'm here to stop your crying
chase all the ghosts from your head
i'm stronger than the monster beneath your bed
smarter than the tricks played on your heart
we'll look at them together then we'll take them apart
adding up the total of a love that's true
multiply life by the power of two
all the shiny little trinkets of temptation
(make new friends)
something new instead of something old
(but keep the old)
all you gotta do is scratch beneath the surface
(but remember what is gold)
and it's fools gold (what is gold)
fools gold (what is gold)
fools gold

- b U h b Y e n A . . . -

2006-04-07T02:20:00.000-07:00

eiiOw.. grbE.. feel ko magtagalog ngaun.. heehee.. eiion.. game.. deliberation day namin ngaun.. dito ko mlalaman kung mkakasecond year pa ako.. hehe.. so.. ang scheduled time is 8:00am-10:00am.. pero nagcng ako mga 9 na.. stupid alarm clock.. heehee.. so nagmadali akong kumain and naligo.. nagrush kami ng mom ko sa skool.. pero good thing hndi pa pla kami late.. heehee.. nkta ng mom ko c daynielle and ung mom nia.. so nagsama kami.. heehee.. good thing nkapasa ako.. haha.. bngay rin ung diagnostic test results.. pasado naman.. hehe.. hmmnn.. after that.. uwi agad.. well bored nako.. so.. nagpost ako.. haha.. so buhbye na nga pla.. kc.. pnta nko laguna... awwwwwwww.. heeheehee.. kc im supposed to stay here pero pinapili kc ako ng mom ko kung saan ko gsto umattend.. either sa team building namin sa YMPACT or sa graduation ng cuzzin ko.. so obviously sa grad ako pupunta.. hello naman noh.. pupunta kaming lhat na magpipinsan tas ako lng ang kulang dhil lng dun sa team building na un.. so parang unfair dbuh.. tska.. i missed my cuzzins na kea i want to spend time with them naman.. aheehee.. gsto ko rin naman lumabas ng bahay noh.. kea alis muna ako dto.. so obviously rin.. hndi ako mxado mkakapost na.. awwwww.. pero il try my best.. miss ko na rin keo ehh.. haha.. eiion.. starting april 4.. tumahimik buhaaiii ko.. nging useless.. ouch..sa aming magkakaberkada nlng un.. haiiii.. until now.. useless prn.. tgal noh.. wala na kcng magawa sa life ehh.. heehee.. im stuck dto sa bhay.. wala na namang mapuntahan and if ever meron man hndi ako papayagan.. pero enjoy prin ang summer.. grbee.. my gosh.. miss ko na berkadah ko.. daredevil and ang tropang incredibluez [haha!]..at marami pa.. haii.. kakamiss pla mga tao noh.. sobraa.. antahimik na nng life ko ehh.. useless nga kc as of now.. hmmmnnn... songs na nga lng... wla na ako msabi ehh.. heehee..

So Sick

Ne-yo

Gotta change my answering machine

Now that i'm alone

Cuz right now it says that we

Can't come to the phone

And i know it makes no sense

Cuz you walked out the door

But it's the only way i hear your voice anymore

(it's ridiculous)

It's been months

And for some reason i just

(can't get over us)

And i'm stronger then this

(enough is enough)

No more walkin round

With my head down

I'm so over being blue

Cryin over you

And i'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't i turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar i have

That's marked july 15th

Because since there's no more you

There's no more anniversary

I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you

And your memory

And how every song reminds me

Of what used to be

(chorus)

(leave me alone)

Leave me alone

(stupid love songs)

Dont make me think about her smile

Or having my first child

Let it goTurning off the radio

(chorus)

And i'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishin you were still here

Said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

Why can't i turn off the radio?

(why can't i turn off the radio?)

Why can't i turn off the radio?

ingatz keo.. mwA!! lOvE yAh.. hEehEe..

- t i R e D b U t h a P p Y a n D c O n T e n t E d -

2006-04-03T02:22:00.000-07:00

eiiOw.. long time no post ayt?.. heehee.. its because of the hectic days.. from requirementz to exams.. to summer!!! yes.. summer time is back.. haha.. say goodbye to the books, quizzes, projects and all.. and hello to the heat of the sun, beaches, mallin.. haii... but my summer is kinduh boring but soo hectic.. i have to attend some seminars, go to get togethers, attend graduation and reunion parties, go to our province, go campin and whatsoever.. but i hope i will enjoy... heehee.. hmmnn... i miss everyone in school.. trust me.. i really do.. i miss my section.. 1-15.. all of them!!!!!! and all my friends.. huhuhuhu.. i just hope i will see you soon ryt??? and i hope you enjoy your vacations.. heehee.. hmmnn... also the teachers.. their accents and jokes and all... i just miss it.. :c hmmn.. well.. today.. i went to sta.lucia with some fRiendS.. heehee.. we watched the movie ice age2.. aheeehee.. its kinduh fun and i enjoyed it... one of my friends acted as if he was a psychic.. well its weird though.. coz he knows whats gonna happen next.. he always wins.. awwwww... heehee.. i really had a nice time with them... i enjoyed everything.. heehee.. my friends are suppose to teach me how to play the online game dota.. but all i did is surf the net.. give my blog a makeover and open friendster accounts.. haha.. i missed them so much.. the two of them.. :c but good thing we had the time to hang out ryt.. i am really tired right now and i have a headcahe and it suckz.. aheehee maybe its because i didn't have lunch today... hahahahaha... okie.. that's all for today.. ingatz keo... enjOy summer!!! miSs yOu aLL!! iLovEyah!!! mwAahzz!!!!

i almost forgot.. the songs of the day:

For All Of My Life

Mymp

Come and lay here beside me

I'll tell you how i feel....

There's a secret inside me

I'm ready to reveal....

To have you close

Embrace your heart with my love

Over and over..

These are things that i promise,

My promise to you...

For all of my life

You are the one

I will love you faithfully forever

For all of my life

You are the one

I'll give to you my greatest love....

For all of my life.

Let me lay down beside you

There's something you should know....

I pray you decide to

Open your heart and let me show.

Enchanted worlds of fairytales

A wonderland of love...

These are the things that i promise,

My promise to you....

For all of my life

You are the one

I will love you faithfully forever

For all of my life

You are the one

I'll give to you my greatest love....

For all of my life......

I Cant Let You Go

Cueshe

I've been to many places

I've met different races

I've seen so many faces

But it's you i can't forget

I've been through high & low'til i got nowhere to go

I got this funny feeling

That it's you i'm still missing

Chorus

So baby come on dont let this go

You know i love you so

Don't throw away

Let our love grow

I cant let you go

We've always been so strong

We almost had it all

Dont give up now or leave

Coz we will always be

Chorus 2x

Lets come to think of it

Look at all the goodness

Why can let this happen

Coz its you that i always be loving

Oooooh, i can't let you go

Oooooh, i won't let you go

Oooooh, i'm never let you go

Oooooh, i can't let you go

- a c C o R d i N g t O m Y s i S t E r ... -

2006-03-04T00:18:00.000-08:00

the facts that you are about to read right now is all from my SISTER... so dont blame me for whatever your reaction maybe... okie... its clear nah hah... well... i found this while im exploring the world wide web... waehehe... i looked for some blogs and found my sister's.. well... its not that im a freakin copycat but i just want to share it with you... this is how it works... obviously, its according to your birthmonth... so look for your birthmonth below and check if its whether right ow wrong then tag me... wahehe...

-=JANUARY=-
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
-=FEBRUARY=-
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
-=MARCH=-
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
-=APRIL=-
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
-=MAY=-
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
-=JUNE =-
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
-=JULY=-
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
-=AUGUST=-
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends. _
-=SEPTEMBER=-
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
-=OCTOBER=-
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
-=NOVEMBER=-
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable
-=DECEMBER=-
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

][as for me, you may ask... im born in the month of december... i really have any comments for whatever is written there... ahehe... okie okie...

the song of the day is:

DONT LOVE YOU NO MORE

cRaiG dAviD

For all the years that

I've known you baby

I can't figure out the reason why lately

you've been acting so cold(didn't you say)

if there's a problem we should work it out

so why you giving me the cold shoulder now

like you don't want to talk to me girl (tell me)

okay I know I was late again

I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)

but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)

I'm sick and tired of this silly games(silly games)

don't think that I'm the only one here to blame

it's not me who's been going round slamming doors

That's when you turned and said to me

I don't care babe who's right or wrong

I just don't love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down

what now, you're gone, my fault,

I'm sorry

feeling like a fool cause I let you down

now it's too late to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

you made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

I know that I've made a few mistakes

but never thought things would turn out this way

doesn't make sense to me now that you're gone

(I see it all so clearly)

me at the door with you in a state

giving my reasons but as you look away

I can see a tear roll down your face

That's when you turned and said to me

I don't care babe who's right or wrong

I just don't love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down

what now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry

feeling like a fool cos I let you down

now it's too late to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears

I've made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

you made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

Those simple words hit so hard

they turned my whole world upside down

girl you caught me completely off guard

on that night you said to me

I just don't love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down

what now, you're gone, my fault, Im sorry

feeling like a fool cos I let you down

now it's too late to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears

Ive made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

you made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down

what now, you're gone, my fault, Im sorry

feeling like a fool cos I let you down

now its too late to turn it around

Im sorry for the tears

Ive made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

you made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

**bye... ingatz!! love yah! mwahz!! enjoy... :D

- t i R e D b U t g L a D -

2006-02-24T05:11:00.000-08:00

hmm... this is the last day of intramz!!! wo0ho0o0o!!!! well... my whole body really hurts right now!! i guess we all do... for all that practice we have done.. for all the time we alloted to cheer and support our players.. for all that we did this intramz '06... im still PROUD OF ONE FIFTEEN we all did our best [i guess??]... well... through the intramurals i learned so many things...

there really are persons that do not even show that they care for their team
being united is the key for us to win
just keep smilin even though you lose some games

oh... dbuh... at least we learned... not only in sports but in values... :D

hmm... as expected... im really not in the mood to post...

so the song of the day is:

BYE BYE NA

Heto na ang gabi

Na ikaw ay aalis

At iiwan mo ako

Sa lahat ng gabi

Ito ang ayaw dumating

Sana ay umaga na

REFRAIN

Tatawagan mo pa rin ba ako

Susulatan mo pa ba ako

Tayo pa rin bang dalawa

Kahit na...

CHORUS

Bye-bye na

Aalis ka na

Bye-bye na rin ba

Sa ating alaala

INTERLUDE

Meron kang makikita

Mas higit pa sa akin

'Pag ika'y malayo na

[Repeat REFRAIN]

[Repeat CHORUS]

BRIDGE

Huwag mong lilimutin

Na nandito lang ako

Hawak ang larawan mo

[Repeat REFRAIN]

[Repeat CHORUS]

CODA

Bye-bye na (bye-bye na)

Bye-bye na rin ba

Sa ating alaala

Bye-bye na

- i n t r a mz [ i n c r e d i b L u E z ] -

2006-02-22T01:46:00.000-08:00

hmm... i haven't posted for a few days huh... hmm... well... this whole week... were havin the intramurals... hmm...

phrase of the day: "ayikee!!! bagong partner!!" [pauso!!] :D
...FIRST DAY... [February 20, 2006]
--well... this day is really boring... but kiduh fun... hmm... we had the mr and ms. IAC and leanne and pan was our pair... they rock... and look cute together [sorry alvin! pero mas kyo0ot ke0h... :D] hmm... princess legaspi and paolo alampay won the title.. ayikeeeeee... ahehehe... congratz for the both of you!!!!! hmm... sayang... isabel didn't win... aii!! i mean... joshua madrid didn't win [ehem! isabel! :D] well... next activity was the modern dance... i really liked our presentation but the 2nd year won and we got the first place... huw0w... we frirst years still rock ryt?? also the second yearz and the third years... for short... we all rock!

...SECOND DAY... [february 21, 2006]
--we won in all the games we had for this day!!!! wahahaha... im just proud ehh.... ahehee... well all we did was practice and practice and practice for our volleyball tournament... woah! im so nervous about what's goin to happen on thursday!! ughh... h0pe we'll win!!! and my parents surprised me by my new guitar!!! wahhh!!! i love them!! ahehe... :D

...THIRD DAY... [february 22, 2006]
--this freakin tiring day... ughhh... ahehhe... and we lost in the football and basketball... and my voice is already used up!!!!!! ughh... well... h0pe we'll win tomorrow!!!!!! haiii... wish us luck!!!! :D and on friday the horse thing... i dont even know how that game is played... and it suckz for me i guess... ahhehe... and on this day... i finally admitted and confessed that i do not have feelings for "rocker" anymore... wahhh!!!! :D

**songs**

Because of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery

I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard

I’ve learned the hard way to never let it get that far

(chorus) Because of you i never strayed to far from the sidewalk

Because of you i learned to play on the safe side so i don’t get hurt

Because of you i find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,

But everyone around me, because of you, i am afraid

I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry, because i know that’s weakness in your eyes

I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life

My heart can’t possibly break, when it wasn’t even whole to start with

(chorus) Because of you i never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you i learned to play on the safe side so i don’t get hurt
Because of you i find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,
But everyone around me, because of you, i am afraid

I watched you die, i heard you cry, every night in your sleep.

I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me.

You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain.

And now i cry in the middle of the night, doin the same damn thing

Because of you i never strayed to far from the sidewalk

Because of you i learned to play on the safe side so i don’t get hurt

Because of you i try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you i don’t know how to let anyone else in

Because of you i’m ashamed of my life, because its empty

Because of you, i am afraid

Because of you…

buhbye!! love yah! mwahz! ingatz! g0d bless!!

- i l 0 ve m y b E r k A d A h -

2006-02-17T20:09:00.000-08:00

awwww.... berkada picz... love you guyz!!! mwah!!! tnx for everythin!!! love you so much!!!! mwahhzz!!!!!!!!!! ingatz!!! g0d bleSs!!!!!!!!!! we r0ck!!! ahehe... mwah!

- t 0 o e m b a r a s S e D -

2006-02-17T17:16:00.000-08:00

i hate myself... for what i did yesterday and i looked so stupid... urghhh... well... yesterday was our so called "math camp" hmm... first thing we did was... as usual... the morning assmebly.. anzel kept on chattin and chattin and i was so pissed... so.. i kept hushin him... but he had the nerve to be mad at me... then.. we went inside the gym for the opening of the math camp.. then... the first activity was the amazing race and it suckz coz we are not allowed to join... and we already joined the math jingle ... while all our other class mates were racin.. we kept on practicin and practicin and practicin... then... ms bea. remind us to collect the "chips" so leanne and me ran around the campus to look for our beloved classmates and ask for their chips..we went to the parking lot and found daynielle and her company there so we collected the chips... then we went to the field and it was freakin hot!! ughh.. but... fortunately,, i found him there sittin with michael's brother .. and i just kinduh ignored him... miracle??? whahahaha.. then.. we had our math bingo also called NUMBO ...hmm... well... i almost won in the black out coz i have only one more number left [43] ..haii... then we had our lunch and all i did was play abby's guitar then ej and kris came and borrowed it... so i have nothin left to do... then we went to the classroom coz we had an emergency meeting with our adviser... and we talked bout the coming iac.. hell... i am so nervous... well... then after that... we had the FREAKIN DAMN DARN CRAP MATH JINGLE!!!!! i was so nervous by that time and the fact that he is going to watch our presentation made me shy... ughhh!!!! well i am the so called vocalist... huhw0w.. surprising isn't it?? well.. i got mental blocked with the lyrics and it suckz!!!!!!! i was about to cry by that time but they told me not to.. hmm... i was so embarassed.. many said that our presentation was really good but.. hello?! are they out of their minds?!?! that presentation is what they call good?!?! its worst!!! okie okie... im hallucinating... but some said i have a good voice.. well... whatever!!!!! its really worst believe me... wahhhhh!!!!!!! the fact that im suffering from cough and colds makes it more worse.. ughhh... well... we won 3rd place... yuck!! good thing there's still a 3rd place... wahahaha.... then we had the mathematician lookalike... well... all i did was laugh my heart out of ernest coz he looked like he haven't slept for 1 month!!!!! wahahahahaha.... then jr [ehem abby!!] made the students laugh too... well... i thought he will win but the judges are just that stupid... joke!! ahehe... well.. after that was the awarding... then i stayed at sk00o0l till 5:30 and all i did there was watch the candidates of the upcoming iac and talk with kuya aux and company and tease and tease and tease and talk about him and they also invited me to join the so called fans club and pair me with him... well... im not that sure if thats really true... then i went home... thats all!!!!!

For You I Will

When your feeling lost in the night,

When you feel your world's just ain't right

Call on me, i will be waiting

Count on me, i will be there

Anytime the times get too tough,

Anytime your best ain't enough

I'll be the one to make it better,

I'll be there to protect you,

See you through,

I'll be there and there is nothingI won't do.

I will cross the ocean for you

I will go and bring you the moon

I will be your hero your strength

Anything you need

I will be the sun in your sky

I will let you wait for all times

Promise you,

For you i will.

I will shield your heart from the rain

I will let no harm come your way

Oh these arms will be your shelter

No these arms won't let you down,

If there is a mountain to move

I'll move that mountain for you

I'm here for you, i'm here forever

I will be your fortress, tall and strong

I'll keep you safe,

I'll stand beside you, all around

I will cross the ocean for you

I will go and bring you the moon

I will be your hero your strength

Anything you need

I will be the sun in your sky

I will let you wait for all times

Promise you

For you i will

For you i will, lay my life on the line

For you i will find your heart

For you i will die

With every breathe, with all my soul

I'll give my world

I'll give it all

Put your faith in me

And i'll have to leave it be

I will cross the ocean for you

I will go and bring you the moon

Promise you

For you i will, i will, i will, i will,

I will cross the ocean for you

I will go and bring you the moon

I will be your hero your strength

Anything you need,

I will be the sun in your sky

I will let you wait for all times

Promise you

For you i will

I promise you

For you i will

buhbye!!! ingatz!!! love yah!! mwahz!!! g0d blEsS!!! mwah!

- n e r v 0 u s a n D g L a D -

2006-02-13T20:56:00.000-08:00

well... happy valentines day!!!!! as bea said... happy single awareness day!!! wahahaha.... well... ryt now... im here at the sta. lucia east grandmall [w0w.. bu0..] im with the second year peepz... and believe me its hard to blend and cope up with their topics coz the fact that im the only girl ryt now makes it harder for me... ughhh... well... im supposed to meet with abby but she is freakin late... urggghhh.... wahhh.... jc nacpil!!! said "eii tnx sa card hah" wahahahaha.... coz i gave him a card and it sucks but i dunno why... :D well... im really not in the mood ryt now coz i feel really out of place... huhuhu... shhh.... kuwayet... haiii... i was not able to post these past few dayz coz.. the PLDT line on our house was destroyed and it really SUCKZ!!! well... hmm... songz again...

With a Smile

Lift your head, baby don't be scared

Of the things that could go wrong along the way

You'll get by with a smile

You can't win at everything but you can try

Baby you don't have to worry coz there ain't no need to hurry

No one ever said that there's an easy way

When they're closing all their doors

They don't want you anymore

This sounds funny but i'll say it anyway

Girl i'll stay through the bad times

Even if i have to fetch you everyday

I'll get by if you smile

You can never be too happy in this life.

In a world where everybody hates a happy ending story

It's a wonder what can make the world go round(and/but) don't let it bring you down

And turn your face into a frown

You'll get along with a little prayer and a song(too doo doo...)

Let me hear you sing it(too doo doo....)

Narda

Tila ibon kung lumipad, sumabay sa hangin akoy

Napatingin

Sa dalagang nababalot ng hiwaga

Mapapansin kaya sa dame ng yong gingawa

Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat may pag asa bang makilala ka

Awit na nananawagan, baka sakaling napakikinggan,

Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idaraan

Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip

Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

Ang swerte nga nman ni ding, lagi ka nyang kapiling

Kung ako sa kanya niligawan na kita

Mapapansin kaya sa dame ng yong gingawa

Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat may pag asa bang makilala ka

Awit na nananawagan,baka sakaling napakikinggan,

Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idadaan

Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip

Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

Tumalon kaya ako sa bangin,para lang iyong sagipin

Ito ang tanging paraan para mayakap ka

Darating kaya sa dame ng ginagawa

Kung kaagaw ko sila paano na kaya?

Awit na nananawagan,baka sakaling napakikinggan,

Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idadaan

Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip

Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip

Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

- i l 0 v e y 0 u . . . g 0 o d b y e . . . -

2006-02-08T02:19:00.000-08:00

Wish i could be the one

The one who could give you love

The kind of love you really need

Wish i could say to you

That i'll always stay with you

But baby that's not me

You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you

Promise you forever, baby that's something i can't do

Oh i could say that i'll be all you need

But that would be a lie

I know i'd only hurt youI know i'd only make you cry

I'm not the one you're needing

I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can find some way to understand i'm only doing this for you

I don't really wanna go

But deep in my heart i know this is the kindest thing to do

You'll find someone who'll be the one that i could never be

Who'll give you something better

Than the love you'll find with me

Oh i could say that i'll be all you need

But that would be a crime

I know i'd only hurt youI know i'd only make you cry

I'm not the one you're needing

I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone

Is the hardest thing to do

When you love someone as much as i love you

Oh i don't wanna leave you

Baby it tears me up inside

But i'll never be the one you're needing

I love you, goodbye

Baby, its never gonna work out

I love you, goodbye

awwww.... i love that song... it has a connection with me and *to0ot* ... i l0ve y0u but go0odbye... huhu... well its really hard though... ughhh... why is love really this difficult..?? you love someone and they tell them they love you too... only to realize that you're just a friend?!?!?! [Ouch!!!] it really do hurts!!!!! ughh... all i know is that i love him but i feel that we're not for each other.. [oh dbuh it hurts?] well... im here again SO DRAMATIC... wahhh... i just dont kow what to do... :'(

haiii... its my mom's boitdei today!!!!! happy birthday ma!!!! love you so much!! may you have more bdays to come!!! tnx for everythin!! love you!!!!!! mwah!!! happy birthday!!!!

haii... actually we're celebratin it right now... but they are still cookin... and im watchin over my baby cuzzins by this time... they are so0o0oper naughty!!! they have lots of questions for me!!! some are not answerable... ahehe...

another thing... i really like to join the volleyball team... coz isabel recruited me... well... im willing but i dont have the strength to talk to the coach and say "i'll join" huhuh... and my parents think that it may affect my grades... well i promised them that i will really do my best in my studies this last quarter and if ever i will be a volleyball player... wahhh!!! i just want to join that team..

next is... hmmm... let me think **thinkin** hmmm... i dont have anythin to talk bout anymore so... i will just post some of my fave songs... hmmm... hehe... sorry... im in the mood to post ryt now but i have nothing more to talk about...

"GITARA"

Bakit pa kailangang magbihis

Sayang din naman ang porma

Lagi lang namang may sisingit

Sa twing tayo'y magkasama

Bakit pa kelangan ang rosas

Kung marami namang nag-aalay sayo

Uupo na lang at aawit

Maghihintay ng pagkakataon

Hahayaan na lang silang

Magkandarapa na manligaw sayo

Idadaan na lang kita sa awitin kong ito

Sabay ang tugtog ng gitara

Idadaan na lang sa gitara

Mapapagod lang sa kakatingin

Kung marami namang nakaharang

Aawit na lang at magpaparinig

Ng lahat ng aking nadarama

Pagbibigyan na lang silang

Magkandarapa na manligaw sayo

Idadaan na lang kita sa awitin kong ito

Sabay ang tugtog ng gitara

Idadaan na lang sa gitara

Pagbibigyan na lang silang

Magkandarapa na manligaw sayo

Idadaan na lang kita sa awitin kong ito

Sabay ang tugtog ng gitara

Oooohhhh ..

Idadaan na lang.....

Sa gitara

"PARA SEO"

Lumayo ka na sa akin

Wag mo kong kausapin

Parang awa mo na

Wag kang magpapaakita sa akin

Ayoko lang masaktan ka

Malakas ako mambola

Hinde ako santo

Pero para sa'yo

Ako'y magbabago

Kahit mahirap

Kakayanin ko

Dahil para sa'yo

Handa kong magpakatino

Laging isipin

Lahat ay gagawin

Basta para sa'yo

Hinde ikaw yung tipong niloloko

At hinde naman ako

Yung tipong nagseseryoso

At kahit

Sulita sana sa'yo ang kasalanan

Lolokohin lang kita

Kaya't kung pwede wag nlang dahil

Ayoko ngang masaktan ka

Wag kang maniniwala

Hinde ako santo

Pero para sa'yo

Ako'y magbabago

Kahit mahirap

Kakayanin ko

Dahil para sa'yo

Handa kong magpakatino

Laging isipinLahat ay gagawin

Basta para sa'yo

Bakit nakikinig ka pa

Matatapos na ang kanta

Pinapatakas na kita

Mula nung unang stanza

Hinde ka ba natatakot

Baka ikaw ay masangkot

Sa mga kasalanan ko

Pero para sa'yo

Ako'y magbabago

Kahit mahirap

Kakayanin ko

Dahil para sa'yo

Handa kong magpakatino

Laging isipin

Lahat ay gagawin

Basta para sa'yo

Ako'y magbabago

Kahit mahirap

Kakayanin ko

Dahil para sa'yo

Handa kong magpakatino

Laging isipin

Lahat ay gagawin

Basta para sa'yo

"LAGI MO NLNG AKO DINEDEDMA"

Mahal kita pero di mo lang alam

Hindi mo alam kasi hindi mo naman ako tinitignan

Ayaw mo naman itanong sakin kasi baka nga naman hindi naman ikaw

At hindi ko rin naman sayo sasabihin kasi ayoko pa sa ngayon na manligaw

Mahal kita pero hindi nga lang halata

Hindi halata kasi wala naman akong ginagawa

Hindi ako kumikibo hindi ako nagsasalita wala

Pero hindi ako torpe

Hindi ko lang talaga masabi sayo ng harapan

Mahal kita pero dehins mo pa rin ramdam

Hindi mo ko titignan di rin kita titgnan

Lagi mo lang akong pakikiramdaman lagi rin kitang pakikiramdaman

At araw araw tayong magdededmahan

Hanggang sa tayo ay magkabistuhan

Pero ngayong malapit nang matapos ang kanta ko

Nais kong magkaalaman na

Nais kong ako na rin ang magsabi sayo ng harapan

Kasi alam kong doon din naman ang tuloy nyan

At dalawa din lang naman ang posibleng sagot dyan oo o hindi

Kaya eto na sasabihin ko na para matapos na

At hindi na magka-tsismisan pa

Sasabihin ko na para wala nang problema

At para hindi na rin kayong lahat nabibitin pa

enjoy the songs p0!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okie ghe ghe!!!! buhbye!!! mwahz!!! ingatz!!! l0ve yah!!! g0d blEss!! mwah!!

- s A y A n G . . . -

2006-02-07T03:22:00.000-08:00

haii... i should have been dead right now... but unfortunately.. im still in this damn world breathin.. well.. i wanna tell you the story.. sumthing exploded in the place near our village... well its really near and its like 100 meters away from our house.. hmmm... it started with a big big big big fire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! unfortunately di ako ksma sa nsunog and namatay! i know i sound crazy but i really want to... hmmm... im just that unfortunate enough... ughh!!! well... that's it for now... coz im really not in the mood to post... hmm... ghe buhybye!! mwahz!! ingatz!! l0ve yah!! g0d bleSs!!!

- w h A t s h O u L d i F e e L ? ? -

2006-02-05T02:39:00.000-08:00

hmmm... my parents became so strict ryt now and have even plans in taking my cellphone!!
its like duh? thats my only way of entertainment and communication..?!?! ughh... im really pissed by my parents ryt now.. i also want to have some fun in life and not just sit in a fuckin chair and read long historic boeing b0ok.. if ever you want me to do that... hmm... can you just kill me?? coz im not goin to survive that!!! urgghhh... people really need to enjoy life and have fun to the fullest!!! well.. i know i need to study really hard but i just want to have breaks and some relaxation, vacation adn fun... without those... i might have not survived this damn world.. and my mom said a very unforgettable line.. she said "magpaalam kna sa mga classmates moh.." i was so shocked when i heard that... i am so worried bout my friends in san beda... i dont want to be seperated to them.. i just dont... and the fact that i really am happy with my life there makes me nervous bout my parents decision... I WANT TO STAY IN SAN BEDA COLLEGE RIZAL!!! i learned a lot of things there... and i will die if im not with the bedanz... it will be hard for me to move on especially with those happy and unforgettable memories ive had in that sko0ol... and i just cant imagine parting with them... ohh God.. please help me.. i really need help ryt now... i wanna cry but i can't coz i have no one to cry with... i just dont know waht to feell ryt now.. if only i can cry ryt now i will really burst into tears... ughhh... buhbye... ingatz... mwah! labsho0o... misho0o0... god bless!!

- c 0 n f u s e d 2 -

2006-02-01T03:19:00.000-08:00

ehem! im freakin back... coz i just cant keep to myself my damn situation right now... well... hmmm... can i ask you sumthin??

if you're on my place.. who would you choose??
the one whom you love so much or the one who loves you and you love the person back??

i am just that confused ryt now and i really dont know whom to choose and what to do!!! ugghh.. why is love really that difficult for me to be that confused ryt?? hmmm... all i wanna do ryt now is cry... but i can't... all i know is that I AM SO CONFUSED ryt now... buhbye!!! ingatz!!mwahz!!! labsh0o0o0... misho0o0 peepz!! mwaH!!!

- c 0 n f u s e d -

2006-01-31T23:14:00.000-08:00

the title really says it all... i am so confused right now... idont know what came into him and said that shocking words... i was really surprised and shocked when he told me that... coz i really didn't expected it... and leanne, abby and ali really pushed me to him... and i feel really awkward on what they are doin... well... i think he's mad at me... i hope not... hmmm... i am so bad... coz its our computer time and i am supposed to be only doing the exercise... but i really feel bored and sleepy... hmmm!!! speakin of sleepy.. we had our field trip yesterday and it was so enjoyable and fun But kinduh boring.. my berkada had many berkada picz and at lunch time we removed our shoes and wet ourselves at the beach... we really enjoyed it... wahhahaha/... buhbye!!! mwah!!!! ingatz... im just goin to tell you nlng nxt tym wat happened... wahahah... again... buhbye... mwah!! ingatz!! tccicsm... labsho00o0o!!! misho0o0o0o...

- a m e m o r a b l e d a y w a h a h a h a ! ! -

2006-01-23T04:34:00.000-08:00

wahhhhhhh.... its been such a very tiring, brainstorming, lonesome, headaching, irritating, wonderful, colorful, freakin day.... cant imagine that noh? hmmmm.... i just wanna share to you my memorable experience this day....

-my son had a retreat... so i feel kinduh sad that i have no one to txt with... woah... thats not the reason hah... well... wula lan... hehe...

- i left my freakin LONG letter for my son... and it suckz!!! all my hardwork in writing that damn letter was no use... ughhh... so the angelz unlimited made a letter for him... wahahaha...

-a guy from section 22 asked us "eii hndi ate keo naka jacket ngaun?!?" i said irritatingly.. "la kmi sa mood ehh!" [ehem! taray ng dating... pero im not mataray hah... hehe]

-for the first time in my whole life i became s0o0o0per angry with my damn, useless classmate... wanna know who?? secret... hehe... i even cried to him and yelled "bat b ang hrap mo kausap hah?!" "pwde b kng wala kang madudulot na mabuti wag ka na sumama!" and "kala mo madali magicp hah!? kaw kea!" i was SO IRRITATED! urghhh...

-well... during lunchtime... my troopz stayed at the... uhmm... i dont know what to call it ehh... at the place near the stairs and the fire exit.. waahhh... so there i am teasing jr to abby... unfortunately he came up with the idea to call jc... hmmm... he did not came but instead jr gave me a tissue paper with writings on it saying "hi!" with HIS signature there... well... they told me to reply so i said "hello.. zup?"... but instead of the tissue paper reply... HE came with his peepz... well... he appeared with me... wahhh!!! tnx to kuya jR!!! hehe... hmmm... then he told me that he really is the one on the tagboard... i didn't actually heard it but abby and ali did... so they told me.... well... as expected... i was so SHOCKED! i really didn't expect that!!! waaaahhhh....

-we stayed at the sko0ol until 8:15 i think... well... im not goin to tell you nlng... it is so0o kinduh irritating ehh... so... nxt tym nlng... hehe...

__hmmm... that's all... well... i have so many memorable experiences this day with very different emotions expressed...

but still... i love this shocking... irritating... tiring... kilig... but wonderful day...

haiii...

buhbye!!! misho0o0o... labsho0o0o.... muahh... ingatz keo...

- t i r e d a n d b o r e d -

2006-01-21T04:33:00.000-08:00

well... the title says it all and i have nothin to do here... hmmmm... today... we had our practice for our song interpretation contest... we held the practice in our house... okie okie... well... first thing i did when i woke up is read the text messages in my fone [i confess that im a txt addict] hahaha... well... we are supposed to meet at the sbc gate... but the plan was changed and they just rode a tricycle to the golden city gate... well... the first one to arrive was redmond he arrived just after i took a bath and changed my clothes... waaaahhh... i was surprised to see him wahaha... then... mutya arrived and the others followed... wahahaha... well... hmmm... im gettin bored of typin now... uhmmm... im just goin to continue it tomorrow... hmm... sowee... hehe... buhbye! ingatz! leche keo!! muahhuggzz!!! muahh!!!

- b a d m o 0 o 0 d . . . u r g h h h ! ! -

2006-01-19T23:44:00.000-08:00

well... hmm... im not in that kind of sooper bad mood but.... im just not in the mood... well... hmmm... today is tha field trip of the second and third year... well... this morning when i arrived at the skool i felt a little awkward and strange coz the people are quite few... and im not used to it... im used to the noisy surroundings.... wahahaha... well... i also felt a little disappointed coz i didn't saw him since yesterday.... well... i fell more sick right now... ughhh!!! im not used in telling if im sick or not... but this time im s0 s0 sick!!! i feel that im gonna die [hmmm...HOW I WISH!] hehehe... and the fact that marty is still pissin me off makes me more sick!!!!! ugghhhh.... why cant we just seperate!!?!!? ryt!!??! well... he's my sko0olmate since kinder?!!?!?!?! and this is the first tym that we became classmates.... but i realized that he i such a crap! well... hmmm... got nothin much top talk about... let me just tell you what happened the whole boring[as usual] day....
hmmm...
start!
well... waiiittt!!! im gonna tell you about wat happened las night...
hmmm... last night... maybe around 8 or 9?? i went out the house with my cute little dog, potchee... i took her to my cousin's house... then we played with her... after that we went home.. when i returned i feel SO sick... but i didn't told the people in our house about it... but... my "secret" was revealed when ate jane touched me and felt that i was hot... well.. she's txting with my son at that time coz i left my fone... then... i was not supposed to tell my son... but ate jane told him... then he started telling me to rest... to sleep.. and other things... well i felt better because i realized that someone cares for me... awww... harhar... then... my son and i talked that we will stay up all night... but I AM SO SORRY... i slept coz my my head aches so much... im so sorry... well... okie okie... im gonna tell you na about what happened this freakin day...
well... uhmm... today is january 20, 2005... har har... hmmm... as i have said... today is the field trip of the higher year levels... well... according to leanne the second year will go to los banos?? hmm... and the third year will go to seven lakes?? i think?? well.. so the first years are the only one left... so... the sko0ol is quite peaceful... wahahaha... so...
-filipino-
ms. magbojos joined the field trip... so we had ms.viacrusis as our sub... well... all we did was draw a comic strip about the "hunsoy??" the fact that im not good in drawing makes me irritated in my own work... waaah!!! i miss him... hehe...
-math-
again...sir duavit went with the third year students... so our substitute teacher was ms.manda... we really missed her!!!!wahaha... well... all we did was copy a lecture in the book.... haii... miss him...
* * R E C E S S * *
hmmm... leanne went to the comp lab... and ali and i was left... so we went to the empty canteen... i felt like eating coz i usually dont eat during breaks... so ali and i ordered.. we ate... then dave and redmond sat with us... so... then the bell rang...
-english-
the exam results came... and i was quite relieved that i passed... hmm... and i also got a +2 because i am one of the coaches... wahahahaha....
-theology-
i enjoyed it... wahaha... all we did... was draw and draw and color and write and draw!!! hehe... well... i enjoyed coloring the activity book... [childish!] hehe... that's all ehh...
* * L U N C H * *
lunch... hmmmmm.... again... dave and redmond sat with us and made a boring lunchtime to a very fun one... well... all i did was txt and forward quotes to the peepz... hmmm... we felt strange because we are not used to being alone... wahahahaha... it made me miss the higher levels more... harhar....
-soc sci-
me, bernard, ali, redmond and bonsay ... had a brainstorming about what to do in the song interpretation contest... well... at first i suggested so many weird things hehe.... but when they informed me that ALL YEAR LEVELS would watch i felt like backin up... but i can't coz im one of the students who are assigned to handle this damn contest... so... i brainstormed with them... that's all... hehe... MISS HIM SO MUCH!
-sci tech-
well... we finished before the time and we were allowed to use our radios and cellfones... so i txtd my second year and third year peepz... wahahaha... we studied about ecology... and AS USUAL... its BORING... i didn't even listened to the lesson... hehe... i am SO bad... hehe... i just kept on laughin with my classmates and take a peep in my fone.. hehehe...

that's all we did for today... wahahahahahaha... and im so tired and sick!!!!!!!! i miss him so much!!!!!! waaaaaaa!!!!!!! i was supposed to go to the legacy in assumption antipolo... but i didn't.... well yeah... im allowed to go... but i just feel like stayin at home [weird..]... hmmm... im not after hale.. cueshe.. mymp... im just after this rockin band...

well... that's it for now... hhmmmm.... i should be resting... but i just miss surfin the net... wahahaha... buhbye!!! ingatzz!!! leche keo!!! muahh!!!!

bad ako.... hehe...

2006-01-18T19:02:00.000-08:00

hmmm.... eii0w peepz... i know that what im doin ryt now is soo wrong... but sir roxas allowed us to... well... its our science time... and is freakin damn boring!!!! ughhh... we SHOULD be lookin for websites about ecology but... i am SOO bored here... well... the fact that leanne is beside me ryt now makes it less boring... coz its a good thing that i have someone to talk to ryt?? hmmm.... oh!!!!! my day is so0o0o0per baD... kn0w whY? coz "HE" is is sick and now absent!!!! ughhh!!!!!! i hate to say the word but i can't stop it.... urgghhhhhh..... hmmm.... no one is texting me now... and i undertsand them coz its class time!!! wahahahahaha.... ughh... i hate MARTY TEJADA!!!!! coz he is s0o0o pissin me off!!!!!!!!!!!! urggghhhh!!!!!!! i hate him so much! he doesn't know how to respect girls.... duh?!... its like im not a girl... but he's such a crap!!! a freakin freakin damn crap!!!! know that?! i hate him soooo much!!!! i shouldn't have moved here in san beda.... wHoA!!!! no no no... forget that line... i should have moved here but if i haven't i wouldn't have known HIM... awwww.... but all i know is that I HATE MARTY CRUZ TEJADA!!!!!!!! wHaAaaAaAa!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate him urgghhh.... weell.... im just goin to forget about it nalang ...

-aveRaGe j0e?!-

2006-01-11T02:50:00.000-08:00

haha!! well the title really has no connection with my post... okie okie... i just like that song... i really think its kyoot.. ryt?? in fact im listenin to it right now.. im listenin to theCD given to me by kuya Jasper. Thank you kuya Jasper..!! the CD contains the songs:

-average joe-

duh?! i've already mentioned it dbuh?! well it's really kYo0ot and i like it so much... hahaha... its really wacky... hehe... the fact that my mom also likes it and she also thinks its kyoot makes me like it more... hahah... nice.. but i also like the steps... [the waa??] well ... i really liked the "nanananana" part... har har... as if i could really dance that good.. duh?!! hehe... oh she's playin hard to get like a kid does in stay.. say i just wanna talk to you girl i wanna knoe your name... and i say.. hey girl why cant you just love me.. i know im just ur average JOE but if you take some time to get to know me... so what's your name well my name is joe.. nananananana nananana nananananana... har har har...

-when you say nothing at all -

ehem!!! i know some of you will say that... especially abby... hehe... i also liked that song.... and!! ehem for me... someone played that during the Family Day!!! know who?? secret!! :D the smile on your face lets me know that you need me me there's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me the touch of your'e hands says you'll catch me whenever i fall.. you say it best WHEN YOU SAY NOTHIN AT ALL... haii... i love him po so much!!!!! harharhar...

-MagmhaL uli-

haha... that's the song for me i guess... they said that that song really has a connection with me... well... i think... they are kinduh ryt [kinduh??] i like sam milby... yeah... we all know he's kyoot... but that's not the only reason... he is sooo good with the guitars!!! haha... my gawd... i really love musicians!!! [ehem..] especially those who know how to play the guitar[ehem! again!]... hehe.. ang umasang magmahal muli xang magaga wa... wag hanapin ang Pag ibg ito'y darating SEO!!!

-UNA!!!!-

its my ultimate fave song... not only because "he" played it during their English week but i really like the lyrics [if you just listen] i don't know why it is called una coz i dont see any connections with the lyrics... haha... but its still the best.. :D i like the "sa pagkaakit at di paglapit nananalangin at umaasa... maiiwasan ba ang bawat sandaling ika'y laman ng isip koh... maiiwasan bang.. ngayo'y lilipas ng hndi kita msisislayan... nagakamali seo.. nararapat bng pigilan ang damdamin na.. maiiwasan bang... lalong mahulog sa iyo..." part... well... i dont see any "una" in the lyrics... and i would dedicate that to "him" hahaha..

-Heaven knoWs-

this is also one of my fave songs... almost all songs in this CD are one of my faves... so... there... i love orange and lemons... all their songs!!! and also... i dont know who he is but he looks kinduh like "him" [waa?? huh??] hehe... coz this angel has flown away from me... leaving me in drunken misery i should have clipped her wings and made her mine for all eternity now this angel has flown away from me... i thought i have the strength to set her free... i did what i did because i love her [her?? should it be HIM??]" so... will she ever find her way back home to me.." haha... they are so cool...

-kung wLa ka-

i feel so alone whenever i hear that... i think i cannot live without him... whoa!!! very strong obssessive words... well... i am some kinduh bored with this song [sowee po mga halerzz... :D] but its not that i dont like it but im kinduh tired hearing this... coz every time i turn the radio on that is the song played... no no no... its not that exxagerated... but you get the point ryt?? oh... hndi ko maicp kung WALA KA... oh... sA buhay k0h... :D

-SaNdLaN-

the lyrics in this song is touching... its about friendship... well... i dont have any comment with this song... cge lng sandal ka na at wag mong pipigilan iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit iiyak mo na ang lahat sa akin.. muahh!! har har... don't cry my child... :D

-StiCkwiTu-

by pussycat dolls?? oh my... im so addicted to this song... i like them so much especially the song... in fact the lead there is a filipina so be proud!!!!! hehe... i also dedicate that song to him... :D... haaii... nobody's gonna love me better i must stick wit u forever.. nobody gonna take me higher i must stick wit u u knoe how to appreciate me i must stick wit u my baby.. nobody vere made me feel this way i must stick wit u...

-hLagA-

well... i think the song is kyoot... haha... parokya ni edgar simply rockz!!! hehe... its about a guy who has sa friend that is a gurl that the gurl's boyfriend is i think uhmm... err.. cheating on her?? but the gurl does not leave him... and the other guy thinks that the gurl's boyfriend does not knoe her worth... and at the last part the guy [ friend] finally admits that he has feelings for the girl [awwww...] i like the "minsan hndi ko mainitindhan parang ang buhay ntin ay napag33pan... medyo malabo yata ang mundo... binabasura ng iba ang xang pinapangarap ko!!" part and also the "sa libo libong pagkakataon na tayo'y nagksama iilang ulit palang kitang nakitang masaya naiiniz akong icpin na gnaganyan knya... cguro ay hndi nia lng alam ang yong tunay na halaga..." [awwwww...]

-gitArA-

shoxxx!!!! this song rockz... its agen from parokya ni edgar.... haha... listen to the lyrics and you'll know why i like it so much!!!! haiii... i remember him through this song... coz he also plays the guitar!!!! ryt??!! haha.... it sooo rockz... i love it!!!! its about a simple guy that liked a popular and hearthrob gurl... so he just playd the guitar and gave way to the other suitors of the girl... awwwwwwwwww........ he will just make the guitar a way so that the girl will know that he loves her... i love the intro of the guitar.. i love the part... "hahayaan nlng clang magkandarapa na manligaw seo... i dadaan nlng kta sa awitin kong ito... sabay ang tugtog ng gitara... i dadaan nlng sa gitara..." and the "mapapagod lng sa kakatingin kung marami nmang nakaharang.. aawit nlng at magpaparinig ng lahat ng aking nadarama..." awwwwwww.......

-over there-

where??? where over there?? harhar... i dont know the song that much... but its also kyoot.. :D... haii... :D

**know what?? i realized that being a mom is really tough!!!! ehem! especially when your son is soooooper pazawaii... and makoolet... actually "my son" is not that makoolet... but there are times when he says sweet and touching things to me... i realized that when your "SON/daughter" respects you and loves you and treats you also as a friend it really feels good... but how i wish that HE is gonne be my permanent son noh?! i would be lucky if i was her mother... coz he is soooper sweet and gentle and understanding and treats me lika a very special friend [duh?! coz im a friend?!] we just call eacH 0thEr "ma" anD "nAk" haha... when i have probz i tell him and when he has he tells me... actually we are not that close in skool... and the fact that he is older than me... uhmmm... okie okie!!!! i know that in your mind is "how can the child be older than her?!" yeah... i know?!!! but cant you understand the word "pretend"?!!??!?!!!! haiii... im so thankful that i have him as a friend... he is so nice to me... waaaiiiiiittttt!!!!!!!!!!! its not love hah... its just that i treat him as my bestfriend coz i think im open to him... and he accepts me, the real me... coz i dont easily open myself to others but to him i easily did... i dunno why but... all i know is... I AM SO!!! THANKFUL THAT I HAVE HIM AS MY BESTFRIEND... KBERKADA.... BRO... AND SON... :D hahaha....

uGhHhH!!!!

2005-12-29T22:11:00.000-08:00

urghh!!! 4 more days to come!!!! and were back to normal again... here comes exams... quizzes... requirements... group workz... projects..!!! but before that lets celebrate first the new year... so i juzz wana greet you a very happy new year!!!! bye... muahh!! tsup!! muahhugzz !! ingatz po keo olweiz!!! see ya soon!!!

haiii... im bored to death!!!

2005-12-21T01:10:00.000-08:00

am i gonna die of boredom here?!!! grrr... it seems like i have nothin to do!!! all i do is listen to radio, txt my peepz, watch tv,eat and sleep... it makes me miss school more... im really really bored!!! oh my... my birthday is coming but i still haven't invited "him" coz i never had the chance to tell him about it last friday!! shockzz... i miss my sister sooooo much!!!! and itz my first time that im going to celebrate my birthday and chris without her!! huhuhu... and i miss her so much! i miss everythin that i spent with her!! and the fact that she's my only sister makez me miss her more... i dont like to be dramatic and all... but i just wanna express mah feelings... haha... i miss all mah peepz!!!! so much!!! why can't we just spend the christmas tym together ryt?? well... speakin of spendin christmas together pleezz!! come to my birthday!!! oh pleeeez!!! im really begging you... haha... im not forcing you hah... hehe.. well... if you wanna know the place txt me nlng okie... 09266314332 tnx... muahhuggz!!! ingatz! labya! misya!

na aaddict na ako sa poemz!!!

2005-12-13T02:00:00.000-08:00

hi peepz!!! uhmmm.... share ko lng po ung mga poemz koh of the day?!! hehe... kxe b nman soooper mizz ko na xa... as in hndi nko nakikinig sa lessons gmagawa lng ako ng poemzz!!! shet!! ito ung una...

"sus nman!”
Bakit ganun?!
Pag andian ka
Sobrang saya koh…
Feeling koh kumpleto na ang araw koh…

Bakit ganun?!
Pag nakikita kita
Napapangiti ako…
Dahil sa sobrang saya na nadarama koh…
Parang tumatalong ang puso koh…

Pero…
Eto ako ngaun…
Malungkot at nagmumuknok…

Umalis ka kc ehh…
Bakit b kelangan mo pa umalis?!!
Yan tiloy na miss kita ng todo…
Miss ko na ung ngiti moh…
Miss ko na ung boses moh…
Miss ko na ang lahat seo…

Pero lam mo…
Natawa ako…
Kasi…
RETREAT lang pala…
Kala ko naman mawawala ka…
Hahah… ingat ka dian hah…
Labya!! Muahh!!

-untitled-
wala na akong gana...
hndi nko masaya...
kc...
wala ka...
umalis ka...
]lumayo ka...
bakit kelangan mo pang lumayo?!!
bakit kelangan mo pang lumisan?!
mahal kita at hndi kita iiwan...
tandaan moh... na kahit malayo ka...
sa puso ko'y ikaw lang at nagiisa...
magingat ka dian hah...
ayoko kasing masaktan ka...
kc b nman... umalis ka pa!!
pwede nman kitang alagaan dbuh?!
muahh!!

-untitled agen-
alm ko na
ayaw mo skin...
alam ko na..
nagmumukha na akong tanga...
alam ko...
na epal lang ako sa buhay moh...
pero...
kahit ganyan ang tingin mo skin...
ptuloy prin kitang mamahalin...
lahit anu mang mangyari...
nagiisa ka parin...
kahit ako'y iwan mo at lisanin...
mamahalin ko'y ikaw parin...
hndi ka maalis sa isip man o puso koh...
corny ko bah?
anu kb?!!
mahal kita dbuh?!!

"-mahal prin kita-"
sabi nila bawal daw akong magsalita...]
pero hndi nito mapipigil na mahalin ka....
pinagtatawanan nila ako
kc mukha nakong tanga...
pero para seo tatanggapin ko na...

naiiyak ako dahil wala ka...
pero hayaan mo hhntayin kita...
balewala ako para seo...
pero para sakin ikaw ang mundo koh...

oi nga pla...
bumalik ka agad ahh...
hndi ko kayang wala ka...
MAHAL KITA!!!
tandaan mo yan hah...
magkabaliktad man ang tingin ntin sa isa't isa...
anu man ang gawin nila para masira ka...
MAHAL PRIN KITA!!!
labya!!! muahh!!!

la lng

2005-11-29T04:35:00.000-08:00

la lng... heheh... 3p lng... sobra nko sa time limit koh!!! heheheh.....

heheh... lalng...

2005-11-27T02:15:00.000-08:00

la lng poh... juz droppin by... wla ako sa mood magtype ngaun ehh... type ko sana ung song na cinompose koh... cge nxt tym nlng.... ingatz poh!!! muahhuggzz!!!

mGa 1-15!!! LaByOuGuYz!!!

2005-11-15T02:47:00.000-08:00

haii.... slamat!!! mgnda nman ang results ng mga pasa, sugat and sakit ng katawan nmin.. well.... we WON the speech choir and divertisement!!! yehey!!! kc poh.. kala ko mwwlan na kmi ng pag asa na mnalo!!! pErO im happy na determined lhat ng classm8s koh to win.. well... ung mga taong tmad nging masipag na... ung mga taong soooper pazawaii >>aHeM!!!<< ngtino na... heheh.. even though soooper pagod na kmi... we still practiced then practiced then practiced... heheh... so... ito ako ngaun... halos hndi mkalakad... medyo nwwlan ng boses... pero im still happy kc we won!!! heheh... azteeg ni ALI!!!! bigay na bigay kninang divertisement!!! haiii... grbe!!! i REALLY REALLY Lab this sEcTiOn!!! im proud to be one of them tlga... grbe!!! haiii....sooooooper kkpgod!!!! pero soooper yakapan kmi nila mrs bea and nila ms viacrusis knina!!!!! grbe saya!!!

MaDaLi SaBhin pErO mHiRaP gWiN

2005-11-11T04:52:00.000-08:00

sBi kO sA mGa kAiBiGaN kOh

wALa kNa sA pUsO kOh...

sBi kO riN sA kniLa na

kAkLiMuTaN nA kTa...

NaG pRoMiSe nA aKo

nA HnDi na KtA iiBiGiN pA...

nAnGaKo nA aKo nA

HiNdi n tLgA kTa mMhLiN...

PeRo bKt gNuN??!!!!

pAg nKkTa kTa sUmSaYa aNg aRaw kOh...

pAg nAiiCp kTa kNikiLiG aKo...

mhRaP pLa uN gWiN!!!!

eHh nGiTi mO pA nGa LnG nHuHuLoG nKO...!!

nGaYon kO LnG nLaMaN nA mAy mGa bGaY pLa nA mDaLi sBhiN

pErO sOoPeR hiRaP gWiN tLaD nG KALIMUTAN ka...

aLaM mO kUnG bKiT..??!!!

kC sObRaNg mHaL kTa!!!

haiii..... mga epal tlga!!!!

2005-11-05T00:40:00.000-08:00

elowzz poh..... nko... mga MANGGAGAYA tlga sa world..... grbe.... kala ko tlga friend ko xa tpos gnun pla xa... soooper backstabber nia tlga!!! kc b nman pti b nman ung mga nka sulat sa blog ginagaya.... bat kc xa gnun db?!!.... tpos ako pa ung lumalabas na msama.... kc !!! pero saya ko.... kc.... pnta kmi laguna.... and i saw kuya pj!!! awww.... aun.... aheheheh.... nga pla.... may bgong member ang group nmin....wanna know who?? c.... KaBeRkZ!!!!hehehh.... tapos.... gnwa ko lng sa lagun is mkipag telebabad kay bezprend abby!!! heheheh.... well... saya rin khit hndi ako nkapag online for two days grbe di ko na take!!!! heheheh.... ge na poh.... bye!!! muahhuggz!!

**tHe piCtUrE .... yAn pOh aNg aMiNg bErKzZ.... aka thE pUcCcAzZ..... wAtCh OuT nLnG dAw pOh sA bGoNg mEmBeR LaLaGaY kO nLnG pOh piC niA d2 ... oKiEs?? bYe!!!

haiiiiiiii...... em so tired!!!!!

2005-11-01T02:55:00.000-08:00

haiiiiiiiii........ em so tired!!!! grbe..... aantok nko...... pero im really proud kc nkagawa ko ng blog!!! kso di akin..... kay kuya tommy.... pero dat doesn't mean na crx ko xa.... juzz helpin out a friend....heheh..... grbe... cute nga ng knya ehh..... bztah un nlng poh muna for now okies??? cge na poh... bye.... muahhuggzz!!! ingatz olweizz!!! labxuuall!!!

eLoWsS....

2005-10-28T03:04:00.000-07:00

uHmMm... bgo na poh template koh nagustuhan nio b?? aheheh.... nice nung muzic noh?!! aheheh.... well... ito again ang summary ng nangyari this week... aheheheh.... well nung monday la kmi classes it supposed to be examination day... pero dhil sa rally sa mendiola ... hndi natuloy...kc... sa beda mendiola piniprint mga examination paper nmin... then xmpre d2 sa haus... aral ng sooooper.... then tuesday... social science and english examzz nmin... okei nman nasgutan ko nman ung mga questions... then... pagdating sa hauz... aral agen ng filipino and math.... pero ngaun sa exams... mas nadalian ako sa math kesa sa filipino hndi sa nagmamayabang ahh.... pero tanung nio pa mga clasm8s koh... haii... cge tell you nxt tym nlng ung mga iba pang nangyari... hah!!

haiii.....

2005-10-14T19:19:00.000-07:00

mizz ko ng mag post ehhh... wla kc akong mgawa d2 sa hauzz..... cge tell you wat happened this whole week.... well.... nung monday.... uhmm.... nag quarterly examz kmi sa PE then pag uwi ko after school.... as olweizz.... turned on my computer and surf the net..... then.... i signed in sa YM.... then may nag add sakin.... mysterious.... hndi ko xa kilala.... then he keeps sayin the "three words"... sa confe skin.... then feeling ko nun pinag33pan ako nila kuya tommy... pero sa totoo lng daw hndi daw nia kilala.... then... sabi nung mysterious guy... tga 3-30 daw xa.... who could that be?!!!.... well... whoever you are.... mag pakilala kna poh.... pleeeez.... then pgktpos nun... may nag add skin i REALLY didn't like the ID.... it had mt name on it.... yuxxx.... pero im nat being bad ahh.... then.... tuesday.... as olweiz.... study study and study sa school... then may assignment kmi na kailangan ng research.,... so again nag surf ako ng net.... then YM uli... then AGAIN may nag add skin.... pero this tym kilala na nila ate jhanine.... then... he admitted that he really liked me then... sbi ko... hndi ko pa nga xa kilala ehh... i think im ryt nman db?!! pero im really flattered na may nakakaappreciate skin... well... thank you nlng... lam mo man kng cno ka.... well... change topic na... uhmmm... then nung wednesday... wala nman mxdo nangyari.... ay! did i olready told you na umiyak ako sa school .... ehh kc kala nmin nila abby and ali na glit smin c leanne.... wel.... ako ung pinakaumiyak...pumunta kmi sa CR sa gym.... dun tlga ako umiyak ng soooper.... kc ayoko tlgang magbreak ung group nmin..... kc lab na lab k0 ung mga un noh?!!..... then hinarang ni "past" si abby tinanong daw sknya kung bkit ako umiiyak... aun.... kala ng mga teacherzz nmin nag away kmi ni leanne.... pero hndi nman.... we juz thouht na galit smin c leanne.... ehh ako ayoko tlgang mkipag away sa mga beshiezz ko.... kc soooooooooper lab na lab ko ung mga un... well ... im happy na nung nag YM ako nung day na un... mraming concern skin... heheh... i hugged leanne tlga nung day na un... lab na lab ko ung mga peepzz ko noh!!! then nung thursday... pinakilala skin ni kuya tommy c "hector".... not bad... okei lng nman xa.... nga pla chector un ung kilala nila ate jhanine na nag admit na alam nio na... well.... thursday?! anu pb nangyari nung thursday? aun!!! nag stay kmi nila leanne hanggang 5:30.... gngwa kc nmin ung pra sa windows nmin.... aY!!! aun!!! c kuya tommy!!! tinatawag akong IDOL !!! tma ba un?!!! dpat nga xa ung idol ehh kc player xa.... db?!.... heheh.... then friday.... half day lng kmi.... saya.... aun na lhat nangyari nung buong week... nyaxxx mlpit na ung examz.... nko... pero i can do it!!! sana nsa top prin ako.... haiiii..... aun na poh.... bye na.... lab xuu all... muahh....

okei lng yan...

2005-09-19T02:52:00.000-07:00

haiii nko,.... talo beda sa baste.... pero oki lng yan... may isang game p nman ehh... sa wed... haii... keep up the good work guyzz... oki lng mpaos ako pra sa inyo.... hahah.... oooooo go san beda fight!!!!!!!!....animo san beda!!!!!!!!!!!1 muahhhhh... uUu...

waaaaaahhhh!!!!!!!! i need the pucccazz!!!!

2005-09-06T03:02:00.000-07:00

haiiii..... mxdo akong msya knina sa iskul tpos ngaun..... wahhhh.... ang lungkot lungkot ko na.... bkit kaia..... gsto nio mlman.... cge na nga kwento ko nlng heheh...... haiii mga fwendzzz.... kailangan ko lng tlga ngaun ehh c abby.... c leanne.... and c ali..... haiii.... una.... nag internet ako... tpos.... nagsearch ako ng friendster ni **gusto** tpos eh di un.... tpos nkita ko ung friendster ni **chuckie** tpos ung pic nia eh ung pic ni **cute** tpos.... eh di nlungkot nko nun... tpos... nag search ako ng kay **ehh** la ako nkita.... then tiningnan ko ung friendster ni **mangaagaw** nkita ko... ung testi ni **busm8nileanne** kay **mang aagaw** na may crush din daw c **ehh** sa knya tpos mag M.U. clang dlwa... waaahhh.... help me nman pow....haii mga pucccazz... kailangan ko kau ngaun.... haii.... hrap tlga ng lyf.... kelangan mo tanggapin mga ngyayari sau..... sowee poh sa mga hndi nka getz.... exclusive for pucccazz only pow.... pero cge bnsa nio na ehh... di nio nman kilala iang mga ian... haiii... tag pow kaio ahh... tnx... excited nko sa recollection.... haiii.... bye muahh...... mhal ko pow c **ehhh** heheh.... cute kc nia ehh.... la ako mggwa.... huhuhu.... sana mka hnap nko ng bgon crush ung hndi ko ikallngkot.... haiii... mxdo nkong dramatic..... wahh.... buti p nga mga kberkz ko mssya na... heheh.... mixxx uuuu alll.... muahhhh ...... lab xuuuu **ehhh** heheh.... lab ko pow mga pucccazz.... and lhat kaio.... haii.... muahh.... bye....

especially for moo... heheh....

2005-09-01T02:46:00.000-07:00

haiiii mizzz na mizzz ko na pow tlga c moo ngeh.... well sana totoo na ung news na la na cla ni "gsto" heheh.... haiii kk bgot.... del del..... weehhh.... wehhh.... wehhh... w********* heheh.... pauso ni abby.... heheh... ehh... ehh... eh... e********.... heheh.... gnyan lng bka kc may mkkita d2..... invite nio nalng pow mga fwendz nio na tingnan na rin blog ko.... especially for moo... heheh... haiii... LaBxUuU all.... mixxx uuu.... mwahkz!!! ingatz olweiz.... bye...

yey may blog nako....

2005-08-22T02:19:00.000-07:00

haiiii....... saya my blog nako..... heheh.......... la lng......... sana mkita toh ni chuckie!!!!!!!!!!!!! heheh........

bAbYjC_cHuCk!e09

letting him go..

speeding things up.

at the beginning with you.. :)

- i'm drownin with regrets -

- dentist -

- a fresh new start! -

- take my hand, we'll fly to the sky.. -

- random things -

- freakin tired -

- i miss my brownies -

- i miss my brownies -

- milky knots -

- lalalalala.. -

- *yawn* -

- uh huh -

- splendid day. -

- every little thing he does is *MAGIC* -

- uhm. may namimiss ako?? -

- beautiful days -

- weekend nanaman. -

- its between heaven or hell. -

missin everybody.. =p

we are the champions of the WORLDD!!

'82 is OURS!

survey lang. =p

Red Lions Rule! =p

- mix it all up. -

- i love peyrowpeyrows. -

- wala si butterfly kanina. =c -

- buhaaay sa Quiapooooo!!! -

- darn day -

- blogthings2-

- blogthings -

- i soo miss them! -

- yey. -

- im friggin' tired! -

-darn. -

- bored -

- just droppin by..-

- rockin on.. -

- rockin on.. -

- whatta day! -

- no classes -

- f i r s t b o n d i n g . . -

- freaky. -

- d A m n . . -

- o h g o o d . . . -

- w e i R d . . . -

- p u c h A c k k !

- y e a h r i G h t . . . -

- w h E n i s E e y O u s m i L e . . . -

- y e l l O w t e A m ! ! t O p A k K ! ! -

- s i L a k b O ! : p i C t U r E z -

- c L a S s p i C z . . . =c -

- i l 0 v e y 0 u . . . g 0 o d b y e . . . w e h ! c O r n y ! h E h E . . -

- w L a a k O n G g A n A . . s O d i S a p P o i n T e D . . -

- b U h b Y e n A . . . -

- t i R e D b U t h a P p Y a n D c O n T e n t E d -

- a c C o R d i N g t O m Y s i S t E r ... -

- t i R e D b U t g L a D -

- i n t r a mz [ i n c r e d i b L u E z ] -

- i l 0 ve m y b E r k A d A h -

- t 0 o e m b a r a s S e D -

- n e r v 0 u s a n D g L a D -

- i l 0 v e y 0 u . . . g 0 o d b y e . . . -

- s A y A n G . . . -

- w h A t s h O u L d i F e e L ? ? -

- c 0 n f u s e d 2 -

- c 0 n f u s e d -

- a m e m o r a b l e d a y w a h a h a h a ! ! -

- t i r e d a n d b o r e d -

- b a d m o 0 o 0 d . . . u r g h h h ! ! -

bad ako.... hehe...

-aveRaGe j0e?!-

uGhHhH!!!!

haiii... im bored to death!!!

na aaddict na ako sa poemz!!!

la lng

heheh... lalng...

- yawn -

- every little thing he does is MAGIC -

MaDaLi SaBhin pErO mHiRaP gWiN