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Friday, February 24, 2006
hmm... this is the last day of intramz!!! wo0ho0o0o!!!! well... my whole body really hurts right now!! i guess we all do... for all that practice we have done.. for all the time we alloted to cheer and support our players.. for all that we did this intramz '06... im still PROUD OF ONE FIFTEEN we all did our best [i guess??]... well... through the intramurals i learned so many things...
- there really are persons that do not even show that they care for their team
- being united is the key for us to win
- just keep smilin even though you lose some games
oh... dbuh... at least we learned... not only in sports but in values... :D
hmm... as expected... im really not in the mood to post...
so the song of the day is:
BYE BYE NA
Heto na ang gabi
Na ikaw ay aalis
At iiwan mo ako
Sa lahat ng gabi
Ito ang ayaw dumating
Sana ay umaga na
REFRAIN
Tatawagan mo pa rin ba ako
Susulatan mo pa ba ako
Tayo pa rin bang dalawa
Kahit na...
CHORUS
Bye-bye na
Aalis ka na
Bye-bye na rin ba
Sa ating alaala
INTERLUDE
Meron kang makikita
Mas higit pa sa akin
'Pag ika'y malayo na
[Repeat REFRAIN]
[Repeat CHORUS]
BRIDGE
Huwag mong lilimutin
Na nandito lang ako
Hawak ang larawan mo
[Repeat REFRAIN]
[Repeat CHORUS]
CODA
Bye-bye na (bye-bye na)
Bye-bye na (bye-bye na)
Bye-bye na rin ba
Sa ating alaala
Bye-bye na
Bye-bye na
ciao!; {5:11 AM}
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
hmm... i haven't posted for a few days huh... hmm... well... this whole week... were havin the intramurals... hmm...
phrase of the day: "ayikee!!! bagong partner!!" [pauso!!] :D
...FIRST DAY... [February 20, 2006]
--well... this day is really boring... but kiduh fun... hmm... we had the mr and ms. IAC and leanne and pan was our pair... they rock... and look cute together [sorry alvin! pero mas kyo0ot ke0h... :D] hmm... princess legaspi and paolo alampay won the title.. ayikeeeeee... ahehehe... congratz for the both of you!!!!! hmm... sayang... isabel didn't win... aii!! i mean... joshua madrid didn't win [ehem! isabel! :D] well... next activity was the modern dance... i really liked our presentation but the 2nd year won and we got the first place... huw0w... we frirst years still rock ryt?? also the second yearz and the third years... for short... we all rock!
...SECOND DAY... [february 21, 2006]
--we won in all the games we had for this day!!!! wahahaha... im just proud ehh.... ahehee... well all we did was practice and practice and practice for our volleyball tournament... woah! im so nervous about what's goin to happen on thursday!! ughh... h0pe we'll win!!! and my parents surprised me by my new guitar!!! wahhh!!! i love them!! ahehe... :D
...THIRD DAY... [february 22, 2006]
--this freakin tiring day... ughhh... ahehhe... and we lost in the football and basketball... and my voice is already used up!!!!!! ughh... well... h0pe we'll win tomorrow!!!!!! haiii... wish us luck!!!! :D and on friday the horse thing... i dont even know how that game is played... and it suckz for me i guess... ahhehe... and on this day... i finally admitted and confessed that i do not have feelings for "rocker" anymore... wahhh!!!! :D
**songs**
Because of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way to never let it get that far
(chorus) Because of you i never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you i learned to play on the safe side so i don’t get hurt
Because of you i find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,
But everyone around me, because of you, i am afraid
I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry, because i know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break, when it wasn’t even whole to start with
(chorus) Because of you i never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you i learned to play on the safe side so i don’t get hurt
Because of you i find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,
But everyone around me, because of you, i am afraid
I watched you die, i heard you cry, every night in your sleep.
I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me.
You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain.
And now i cry in the middle of the night, doin the same damn thing
Because of you i never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you i learned to play on the safe side so i don’t get hurt
Because of you i try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you i don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you i’m ashamed of my life, because its empty
Because of you, i am afraid
Because of you…
Because of you…
buhbye!! love yah! mwahz! ingatz! g0d bless!!
ciao!; {1:46 AM}
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Friday, February 17, 2006
awwww.... berkada picz... love you guyz!!! mwah!!! tnx for everythin!!! love you so much!!!! mwahhzz!!!!!!!!!! ingatz!!! g0d bleSs!!!!!!!!!! we r0ck!!! ahehe... mwah!
ciao!; {8:09 PM}
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i hate myself... for what i did yesterday and i looked so stupid... urghhh... well... yesterday was our so called "math camp" hmm... first thing we did was... as usual... the morning assmebly.. anzel kept on chattin and chattin and i was so pissed... so.. i kept hushin him... but he had the nerve to be mad at me... then.. we went inside the gym for the opening of the math camp.. then... the first activity was the amazing race and it suckz coz we are not allowed to join... and we already joined the math jingle ... while all our other class mates were racin.. we kept on practicin and practicin and practicin... then... ms bea. remind us to collect the "chips" so leanne and me ran around the campus to look for our beloved classmates and ask for their chips..we went to the parking lot and found daynielle and her company there so we collected the chips... then we went to the field and it was freakin hot!! ughh.. but... fortunately,, i found him there sittin with michael's brother .. and i just kinduh ignored him... miracle??? whahahaha.. then.. we had our math bingo also called NUMBO ...hmm... well... i almost won in the black out coz i have only one more number left [43] ..haii... then we had our lunch and all i did was play abby's guitar then ej and kris came and borrowed it... so i have nothin left to do... then we went to the classroom coz we had an emergency meeting with our adviser... and we talked bout the coming iac.. hell... i am so nervous... well... then after that... we had the FREAKIN DAMN DARN CRAP MATH JINGLE!!!!! i was so nervous by that time and the fact that he is going to watch our presentation made me shy... ughhh!!!! well i am the so called vocalist... huhw0w.. surprising isn't it?? well.. i got mental blocked with the lyrics and it suckz!!!!!!! i was about to cry by that time but they told me not to.. hmm... i was so embarassed.. many said that our presentation was really good but.. hello?! are they out of their minds?!?! that presentation is what they call good?!?! its worst!!! okie okie... im hallucinating... but some said i have a good voice.. well... whatever!!!!! its really worst believe me... wahhhhh!!!!!!! the fact that im suffering from cough and colds makes it more worse.. ughhh... well... we won 3rd place... yuck!! good thing there's still a 3rd place... wahahaha.... then we had the mathematician lookalike... well... all i did was laugh my heart out of ernest coz he looked like he haven't slept for 1 month!!!!! wahahahahaha.... then jr [ehem abby!!] made the students laugh too... well... i thought he will win but the judges are just that stupid... joke!! ahehe... well.. after that was the awarding... then i stayed at sk00o0l till 5:30 and all i did there was watch the candidates of the upcoming iac and talk with kuya aux and company and tease and tease and tease and talk about him and they also invited me to join the so called fans club and pair me with him... well... im not that sure if thats really true... then i went home... thats all!!!!!
For You I Will
When your feeling lost in the night,
When you feel your world's just ain't right
Call on me, i will be waiting
Count on me, i will be there
Anytime the times get too tough,
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better,
I'll be there to protect you,
See you through,
I'll be there and there is nothingI won't do.
I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will let you wait for all times
Promise you,
For you i will.
I will shield your heart from the rain
I will let no harm come your way
Oh these arms will be your shelter
No these arms won't let you down,
If there is a mountain to move
I'll move that mountain for you
I'm here for you, i'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe,
I'll stand beside you, all around
I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will let you wait for all times
Promise you
For you i will
For you i will, lay my life on the line
For you i will find your heart
For you i will die
With every breathe, with all my soul
I'll give my world
I'll give it all
Put your faith in me
And i'll have to leave it be
I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
Promise you
For you i will, i will, i will, i will,
I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero your strength
Anything you need,
I will be the sun in your sky
I will let you wait for all times
Promise you
For you i will
I promise you
For you i will
buhbye!!! ingatz!!! love yah!! mwahz!!! g0d blEsS!!! mwah!
ciao!; {5:16 PM}
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Monday, February 13, 2006
well... happy valentines day!!!!! as bea said... happy single awareness day!!! wahahaha.... well... ryt now... im here at the sta. lucia east grandmall [w0w.. bu0..] im with the second year peepz... and believe me its hard to blend and cope up with their topics coz the fact that im the only girl ryt now makes it harder for me... ughhh... well... im supposed to meet with abby but she is freakin late... urggghhh.... wahhh.... jc nacpil!!! said "eii tnx sa card hah" wahahahaha.... coz i gave him a card and it sucks but i dunno why... :D well... im really not in the mood ryt now coz i feel really out of place... huhuhu... shhh.... kuwayet... haiii... i was not able to post these past few dayz coz.. the PLDT line on our house was destroyed and it really SUCKZ!!! well... hmm... songz again...
With a Smile
Lift your head, baby don't be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You'll get by with a smile
You can't win at everything but you can try
Baby you don't have to worry coz there ain't no need to hurry
No one ever said that there's an easy way
When they're closing all their doors
They don't want you anymore
This sounds funny but i'll say it anyway
Girl i'll stay through the bad times
Even if i have to fetch you everyday
I'll get by if you smile
You can never be too happy in this life.
In a world where everybody hates a happy ending story
It's a wonder what can make the world go round(and/but) don't let it bring you down
And turn your face into a frown
You'll get along with a little prayer and a song(too doo doo...)
Let me hear you sing it(too doo doo....)
Narda
Tila ibon kung lumipad, sumabay sa hangin akoy
Napatingin
Sa dalagang nababalot ng hiwaga
Mapapansin kaya sa dame ng yong gingawa
Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat may pag asa bang makilala ka
Awit na nananawagan, baka sakaling napakikinggan,
Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idaraan
Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna
Ang swerte nga nman ni ding, lagi ka nyang kapiling
Kung ako sa kanya niligawan na kita
Mapapansin kaya sa dame ng yong gingawa
Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat may pag asa bang makilala ka
Awit na nananawagan,baka sakaling napakikinggan,
Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idadaan
Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna
Tumalon kaya ako sa bangin,para lang iyong sagipin
Ito ang tanging paraan para mayakap ka
Darating kaya sa dame ng ginagawa
Kung kaagaw ko sila paano na kaya?
Awit na nananawagan,baka sakaling napakikinggan,
Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idadaan
Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna
Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna
ciao!; {8:56 PM}
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Wish i could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish i could say to you
That i'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something i can't do
Oh i could say that i'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know i'd only hurt youI know i'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can find some way to understand i'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart i know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that i could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh i could say that i'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know i'd only hurt youI know i'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as i love you
Oh i don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But i'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye
awwww.... i love that song... it has a connection with me and *to0ot* ... i l0ve y0u but go0odbye... huhu... well its really hard though... ughhh... why is love really this difficult..?? you love someone and they tell them they love you too... only to realize that you're just a friend?!?!?! [Ouch!!!] it really do hurts!!!!! ughh... all i know is that i love him but i feel that we're not for each other.. [oh dbuh it hurts?] well... im here again SO DRAMATIC... wahhh... i just dont kow what to do... :'(
haiii... its my mom's boitdei today!!!!! happy birthday ma!!!! love you so much!! may you have more bdays to come!!! tnx for everythin!! love you!!!!!! mwah!!! happy birthday!!!!
haii... actually we're celebratin it right now... but they are still cookin... and im watchin over my baby cuzzins by this time... they are so0o0oper naughty!!! they have lots of questions for me!!! some are not answerable... ahehe...
another thing... i really like to join the volleyball team... coz isabel recruited me... well... im willing but i dont have the strength to talk to the coach and say "i'll join" huhuh... and my parents think that it may affect my grades... well i promised them that i will really do my best in my studies this last quarter and if ever i will be a volleyball player... wahhh!!! i just want to join that team..
next is... hmmm... let me think **thinkin** hmmm... i dont have anythin to talk bout anymore so... i will just post some of my fave songs... hmmm... hehe... sorry... im in the mood to post ryt now but i have nothing more to talk about...
"GITARA"
Bakit pa kailangang magbihis
Sayang din naman ang porma
Lagi lang namang may sisingit
Sa twing tayo'y magkasama
Bakit pa kelangan ang rosas
Kung marami namang nag-aalay sayo
Uupo na lang at aawit
Maghihintay ng pagkakataon
Hahayaan na lang silang
Magkandarapa na manligaw sayo
Idadaan na lang kita sa awitin kong ito
Sabay ang tugtog ng gitara
Idadaan na lang sa gitara
Mapapagod lang sa kakatingin
Kung marami namang nakaharang
Aawit na lang at magpaparinig
Ng lahat ng aking nadarama
Pagbibigyan na lang silang
Magkandarapa na manligaw sayo
Idadaan na lang kita sa awitin kong ito
Sabay ang tugtog ng gitara
Idadaan na lang sa gitara
Pagbibigyan na lang silang
Magkandarapa na manligaw sayo
Idadaan na lang kita sa awitin kong ito
Sabay ang tugtog ng gitara
Oooohhhh ..
Idadaan na lang.....
Sa gitara
"PARA SEO"
Lumayo ka na sa akin
Wag mo kong kausapin
Parang awa mo na
Wag kang magpapaakita sa akin
Ayoko lang masaktan ka
Malakas ako mambola
Hinde ako santo
Pero para sa'yo
Ako'y magbabago
Kahit mahirap
Kakayanin ko
Dahil para sa'yo
Handa kong magpakatino
Laging isipin
Lahat ay gagawin
Basta para sa'yo
Hinde ikaw yung tipong niloloko
At hinde naman ako
Yung tipong nagseseryoso
At kahit
Sulita sana sa'yo ang kasalanan
Lolokohin lang kita
Kaya't kung pwede wag nlang dahil
Ayoko ngang masaktan ka
Wag kang maniniwala
Hinde ako santo
Pero para sa'yo
Ako'y magbabago
Kahit mahirap
Kakayanin ko
Dahil para sa'yo
Handa kong magpakatino
Laging isipinLahat ay gagawin
Basta para sa'yo
Bakit nakikinig ka pa
Matatapos na ang kanta
Pinapatakas na kita
Mula nung unang stanza
Hinde ka ba natatakot
Baka ikaw ay masangkot
Sa mga kasalanan ko
Pero para sa'yo
Ako'y magbabago
Kahit mahirap
Kakayanin ko
Dahil para sa'yo
Handa kong magpakatino
Laging isipin
Lahat ay gagawin
Basta para sa'yo
Ako'y magbabago
Kahit mahirap
Kakayanin ko
Dahil para sa'yo
Handa kong magpakatino
Laging isipin
Lahat ay gagawin
Basta para sa'yo
"LAGI MO NLNG AKO DINEDEDMA"
Mahal kita pero di mo lang alam
Hindi mo alam kasi hindi mo naman ako tinitignan
Ayaw mo naman itanong sakin kasi baka nga naman hindi naman ikaw
At hindi ko rin naman sayo sasabihin kasi ayoko pa sa ngayon na manligaw
Mahal kita pero hindi nga lang halata
Hindi halata kasi wala naman akong ginagawa
Hindi ako kumikibo hindi ako nagsasalita wala
Pero hindi ako torpe
Hindi ko lang talaga masabi sayo ng harapan
Mahal kita pero dehins mo pa rin ramdam
Hindi mo ko titignan di rin kita titgnan
Lagi mo lang akong pakikiramdaman lagi rin kitang pakikiramdaman
At araw araw tayong magdededmahan
Hanggang sa tayo ay magkabistuhan
Pero ngayong malapit nang matapos ang kanta ko
Nais kong magkaalaman na
Nais kong ako na rin ang magsabi sayo ng harapan
Kasi alam kong doon din naman ang tuloy nyan
At dalawa din lang naman ang posibleng sagot dyan oo o hindi
Kaya eto na sasabihin ko na para matapos na
At hindi na magka-tsismisan pa
Sasabihin ko na para wala nang problema
At para hindi na rin kayong lahat nabibitin pa
enjoy the songs p0!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okie ghe ghe!!!! buhbye!!! mwahz!!! ingatz!!! l0ve yah!!! g0d blEss!! mwah!!
ciao!; {2:19 AM}
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
haii... i should have been dead right now... but unfortunately.. im still in this damn world breathin.. well.. i wanna tell you the story.. sumthing exploded in the place near our village... well its really near and its like 100 meters away from our house.. hmmm... it started with a big big big big fire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! unfortunately di ako ksma sa nsunog and namatay! i know i sound crazy but i really want to... hmmm... im just that unfortunate enough... ughh!!! well... that's it for now... coz im really not in the mood to post... hmm... ghe buhybye!! mwahz!! ingatz!! l0ve yah!! g0d bleSs!!!
ciao!; {3:22 AM}
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
hmmm... my parents became so strict ryt now and have even plans in taking my cellphone!!
its like duh? thats my only way of entertainment and communication..?!?! ughh... im really pissed by my parents ryt now.. i also want to have some fun in life and not just sit in a fuckin chair and read long historic boeing b0ok.. if ever you want me to do that... hmm... can you just kill me?? coz im not goin to survive that!!! urgghhh... people really need to enjoy life and have fun to the fullest!!! well.. i know i need to study really hard but i just want to have breaks and some relaxation, vacation adn fun... without those... i might have not survived this damn world.. and my mom said a very unforgettable line.. she said "magpaalam kna sa mga classmates moh.." i was so shocked when i heard that... i am so worried bout my friends in san beda... i dont want to be seperated to them.. i just dont... and the fact that i really am happy with my life there makes me nervous bout my parents decision... I WANT TO STAY IN SAN BEDA COLLEGE RIZAL!!! i learned a lot of things there... and i will die if im not with the bedanz... it will be hard for me to move on especially with those happy and unforgettable memories ive had in that sko0ol... and i just cant imagine parting with them... ohh God.. please help me.. i really need help ryt now... i wanna cry but i can't coz i have no one to cry with... i just dont know waht to feell ryt now.. if only i can cry ryt now i will really burst into tears... ughhh... buhbye... ingatz... mwah! labsho0o... misho0o0... god bless!!
ciao!; {2:39 AM}
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
ehem! im freakin back... coz i just cant keep to myself my damn situation right now... well... hmmm... can i ask you sumthin??
if you're on my place.. who would you choose??
the one whom you love so much or the one who loves you and you love the person back??
i am just that confused ryt now and i really dont know whom to choose and what to do!!! ugghh.. why is love really that difficult for me to be that confused ryt?? hmmm... all i wanna do ryt now is cry... but i can't... all i know is that I AM SO CONFUSED ryt now... buhbye!!! ingatz!!mwahz!!! labsh0o0o0... misho0o0 peepz!! mwaH!!!
ciao!; {3:19 AM}
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