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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
regrets?
marami ako nyan. tsk. yung mga "dapat sana", "sayang" and "if only[s]" na mga lines. soobrang rami kong ganyan. grade 6 palang ako nun and ngayon ko lang naisip na kung hindi ko nalang sana ginawa yun edi masaya sana ako ngayon and sana hindi nalang ako ganun noon. oo. SAYANG talaga yung chance na yun. ngayon ko lang sya naisip kung kelan malayo na sya.[figuratively speaking ha?] ang hirap pala noh? sa huli mo lang malalaman [kung kelan lumayo na sya] na importante pala sya. nyaa. ang mahirap pa dun, nagkikita pa kayo each and every day sa eskwelahan niyo. and knowing na hindi mo na sya mababalik pa lalong lumalalala yung nararamdaman mong sakit. soo, mahirap talaga. ako? baong baon na ako sa mga regrets na toh. ewan. magulo eh. nahihiya ako sa taong yun kasi parang di parin kami nagkakaayos kahit 2 years ago pa yun. ang hirap niya makausap and kaibiganin ulit. ganun lang daw talaga ang life. sabi nga nila you have to face the consequences. hay nako, ito na ba yung consequence? yung pag snob niya sakin kahit may connection kami [through my kaberks] kahit papano? binigyan ko sya ng letter nuon nung retreat nila and sabi ko na sorry talaga dun sa mga nangyari and sana bati kami. Di ko alam kung anu yung reaction niya dun. grabe. sobrang nagsisisi na ako. I talked to my former classmate si Cham/momsie kagabi tapos nakwento ko nga yun sa kanya. and sabi niya baka hindi parin nagheheal or may malaki paring gap saming dalawa. anhiraaaaap. GAAAH. ayun. basta, nakakailang na sya. and parang I want him back. [woah? di naman siguro sa ganun. parang gusto ko lang mawala yung gap samin] ayun.
so okay, nagdrama nanaman ako. wala lang. onti lang naman makakagets niyan eh. HI KAT, ALI, ABBY AND LEANNE! =)
so, anu nga ba meron ngayon?
ayun, ENGLISH DAY namin ngayon. so, nag music kami sandali mga 5 mins. lang. hehe. then start na ng english day namin. first was the speeches, ang galing ni KEVIN RIVOR! weeee. kahit di ka nasama sa top 3. okay lang yan! you still rock! =)
sa EXTEMPORANEOUS speech. I liked the topics. ang galing talaga and sobrang nagulat ako sa topic ni Abby tamang tamang tama talaga sa situation niya. woah. If I have 24 hours to live.. wow talaga. nagustuhan ko naman yung topic ni Lea If I could go back in time.. WOOOOOW. parang gusto ko sana ako nalang yung extempo namin para dun ko masabi yung gusto ko iparamdam sa kanya. naks. loka. joke lan.
If I could go back in time I'll change everything I've done wrong para wala na akong ireregret ngayon. weeeeee.
so, nanalo si Julian sa Extemporaneous speech. CONGRATS!
sa quiz bee naman, si Russell was 3rd ata? or 4th? ayun. basta.
tapos sa spelling si Sean, he won 2nd place! congraaats!
after the english day, lunch namin so I hung out with my berks and ayun. we tried to fix the conflict between my 'kaberks' and 'sis' [LOL]. ayun. hay nako, sa inyong dalawa.
**kung anu man ang resulta niyang conflict niyo. desisyon niyo yang dalawa. we're trying to help you pero parang wala lang sa isa. kayo rin. you'll regret it! [regret nanaman] swear.
ayun. after lunch was Math. wala pa si Ms. Duka sa room so parang nagkagulo yung class namin and pagpasok ko palang may umiiyak na. tsk. siya nanaman. and this time, soobrang nagwawala na siya. so kinausap namin ni Apple yung mga dakilang pasimuno and ayun. clinear nila. napagsabihan kami ni Ms. Duka. ayun. hanggang naubusan na kami ng time. weee. =)
Science, naubos din yung time dahil sa nawawalang groupmates sa Lab Investigation ayun. leader pala ako di ko alam. tsk. hehe. ayun. kagrupo ko pala si Emman, Amira, Merlin, Quimbo, Mikki, Sean and Ralvin [nyakaw!]
ayun. dismissal, kasama ko sila Ali, Abby and Mikee. merienda sa canteen. ayun. nangulet si RR at Sean at nagpalibre ng Iced Tea. ayun. tapos libot libot sa campus. dun kami nakaisip ni Ali ng name na ME [wag niyo nang alamin kung sino sino yun. *ehem*] haha. kaya ayun.
I LOVE ME!
-end of this whatever post.
ciao!; {1:46 AM}
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Friday, December 01, 2006
hmn. i just remembered my experience when I was a kid and my greatest fear was no other than the DENTIST. so, yea, laugh all you want but that was me before. I remembered how I cried soo hard because I don't want my teeth to be pulled out and seeing the materials that the dentist used made me more scared.
dentists are my arch-nemesis (tama ba spelling? =p) when I was about 4-8 years old. yea, EIGHT years old. the only thing I ever loved about dentist is the teeth cleaning. When I was about 6 years old I dropped by to the dental clinic near our house for my teeth to be cleaned. realizing that it didn't hurt, I came back everyday just for the cleaning. I thought it's the same with brushing my teeth. Not knowing that my innocent mom will be paying for it later on. (hindi kasi alam ng mom ko na lagi akong nagpapalinis. =p) All my mom ever thought was that I'm just playing with the dentist's daughter Hannah. ayun. My mom was sooo surprised when she was told by the dentist (tita joy) that I have been coming there for my teeth to be cleaned and that she needs to pay for it. So, considering the fact that I was a 6-year-old girl who didn't know anything about the bills to be paid for. The dentist gave a 50% discount, I think? My mom just found it funny because I was so innocent about the bills and so she told me that teeth cleaning should only be done every 6 months. haha.
ayun. natuwa lang ako. naalala ko lang kasi. hehe.
I have more dentists incidents before.
I'll share another one next time.
buhbye!
ciao!; {9:12 PM}
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