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WILD.
Sunday, October 29, 2006
I haven't posted anything these days. so im going to tell you everything I remember from last week.
.Monday.
It was a hectic monday. sheesh. a lot of reviews, homeworks, quizzes and alike. huhu. thank goodness I survived that tiring day. *whew*
.Tuesday.
We have no classes and out of my laziness I didn't took the opportunity to study for the coming exams. I just stayed in my room, did what I have to do excluding studying and just lay in the bed all day soundtripping. oo na, masipag na nga akong bata. =p
.Wednesday.
another hectic day! AGH. A lot of summative tests are given so it will serve as our reviewer for the exams the next day. grr.
.Thursday.
Our exams is 10am in the morning so that means I still have time to wake up early and use the time to study for Science and Math these two are hard subjects for me. So, I woke up at around 6am. I actually planned to wake up at around 5:30 and my cellphone alarmed by that time. but, hey, our exams is still 10am, so give me a chance to sleep. hehe. I slept late the night before anyways. I went to school 8:30 and found Leanne and Ali waiting for me in the lobby. We headed straight to the library to review. then, when we were about to go out. WOW. I saw the most wonderful thing I have ever seen in the planet entering the library so they kept teasing me. unfortunately we are on our way to the canteen to eat breakfast at that time. We found out that he sat on the same chair I sat before! wee! [yak. mababaw na kung mababaw! hehe.]
the three of us had a pancake and mocha java while reviewing. then the bell rang, just about time when Abby arrived so we fetch her in the lobby and as usual, they started teasing me about what happened in the library and yun. We had our exams. and holy cow I didn't expect that I will be able to answer our exam in Math. In Science, there are some questions that made me confused. ARGH. After the exams, I bought again another mocha java in the canteen and first hung out with Kat and Apple and talked about the exams. On our way out, I found Leanne, Abby and Ali going inside the canteen so I preferred to stay. as usual and as expected, this wonderful person went in and they teased me with him. AGH. pero nagkangitian naman kami. haha. LOL. ayun. After the exams, I was sooo not in the mood to study for Theology and Filipino. So I just went online, chat with my classmates and asked for some reviewers then voila! I was able to study online! haha.
.Friday.
the usual, Library, laughing,teasing,drinking mocha java. haha. ayun. our exams was quite easy, Mr. Sonajo was right. hehe. ayun. again. the ritual after exams. then I went home with big problems inside me. aww. ayun. I was so scared when I found out that she is mad at me and one of my classmates because of the issue. ayun. I really did my best to say sorry and she told me that the guy, her and I. will just talk the next day. so i was like, NO WAY! i will never ever talk to that guy anymore! sheesh! no thanks. Id rather leave you mad at me than let me talk to that guy! well, that was before. ayun. this day has the rising action of my whole week. I was studying and at the same time thinking about what will happen the next day and if im going to have the courage to talk to him AGAIN. ayun. so I was texting her and beggin that we can talk but just not include him. PLEASE? all these frustrations and regrets are taking over me and i was sooo DOWN by that time. I didn't know what to do. good thing Bea Casabar replied on my text so I told her my problems and about that incident. I was sooo scared! ayun. Evening came and someone texted me and told me to give him my number because he has something to 'clean up', may icclear daw sya regarding the issue. ayun. I immediately gave my number and he called. so we talked about the issue and told me the truth in our *nevermind* ayun. I found myself crying while talking to him and I just don't know what to say. my mind was ultimately blank. i didn't know how I should feel. In my mind was like. WOW. so I have been looking this stupid for months. he told me he was sorry and I was so speechless on what he told me. I was like. uh-huh. okay.. sige.. sure.. ayun. he finally hung up and I immediately ran to my room and cried my heart out. ansakit kasi nun eh. to find out that I looked like an idiot and he played with me for 8 months. I just don't know.. I just dont.. ayun.. I cried myself to sleep that night.. ...
.Saturday.
I went to the library. and studied a bit and I was really not focused. A lot of things happened and ayun. my head was still blank. I just played volleyball with Quimbo and co. with Leanne then a teacher came. and we all know that we are not allowed to play sports during examintation days so, Quimbo, Leanne and I went to the canteen and I shared on what happened last night and they suggested that I should have done this and that. they were also shocked. see? ayun. they suggested me negative things to do. but I just can't do that. hay. then ayun. Ali and Abby arrived and I told them what happened and I didn't notice that I started crying. they comforted me and they hugged me and all. nung kinwento ko ulit kay Emman and Maine I also cried. ganun katindi yung sakit eh. huhu. tapos ayun exams and Soc Sci was soo hard because JLo didn't discuss most of the questions to us argh. then English was quite easy. ayun. sabay kami lumabas ni Quimbo, Emman and I planned to play volleyball. Abby insisted that we invite him. pero nanonood kasi siya sa mga nagbbball. so ayun. natakot ako maglaro sa parking lot kasi andaming cars and baka makadamage kami. So I told them to look for a better place. then we met Apple and Kat along the way and told us the plan on going to our house. Kat came with us and played volleyball and Quimbo's ball went to the other side of the wall which is outside the school because Quimbo hit it in the wrong direction. hala. we went to the muddy side yung malapit sa labasan ng SBC and grabe ang lambot nung mud! and ayaw namin ni Kat! nyaks! ang putik talaga! ayun. we went to the underground CR for us to clean our muddy shoes. ika nga ni Quimbs adventure daw. haha. ayun. We first went to Mcdo to buy our light lunches. then went to Quimbo's house and grabe mabait na anak si Quimbo. loko yun eh. haha. then our plans changed and instead of going to Emman's house we went to Chua's house! grabe parang ang lapit lang. and I was soo quiet during the whole trip especially when we passed by marcos highway. OUCH. ayun. they were all talking and I was just looking outside the window and again with my blank head. ayun. when we arrived. Chua showed his sister's room and it was oh so pretty! it was all pink! and i love pink! yey! haha, ayun. we stayed in chua's room and surf the net and we watched the Exorcism of Emily Rose. this time I understood the story kasi when we watched it before I didn't really get what the story is all about. ayun. then we went to our house which was the boring of all houses we have ever been to because i was really not in the mood. so i just let the guys play my barbies and dress them as they want them to. ayun. Kat and Quimbo also told me that I was being too nice because of what happened the night before.. Quimbo told me that next time that happens.. I should fight for what I really feel inside.. and napagisip isip ko nga.. tama nga sila.. masyado nga akong mabait and nagmamartyr na ako. hayy, ayun..
il just edit this lalagyan ko nalang nga mga icons para mas interesting basahin.
bye!
ciao!; {1:15 AM}
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